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Yes but you don’t have to train yourself, you just have to do it. Do it in a way that you agree with/can genuinely feel/believe. It’s not a self-gaslighting. It is finding authentic and real appreciation. @Thought Art ??

Also, I don't make a distinction between suppressed and repressed memory. Repressed memory into the subconscious is just a suppressed memory, suppressed even further. A memory that is so deeply suppressed it is repressed.

@Yonkon Yeah it's a gaslight from people who are stuck in a rationale paradigm, imo. The controversy around it is like a debate between rational people of intellect and intuitive people of experience; it seems, haha. If you have experience of resurfacing suppressed memory then suppressed memory is real, done deal. We all have suppressed memories imo.

Start in a third-person perspective and find deep appreciation for different qualities of @Javfly33. With enough focus and energy, appreciation will turn into gratitude which will turn into self-love.

Authenticity.

I would replace the word risk with bravery and research that. All impactful change is bred from bravery.

Become the question, and ask yourself what you are. Become the answer, and the answer will be shown to you

I love that you're reading this book!! It's a great depiction of the divine masculine.

I would switch it to this: and then say it's a good metaphor

@Tristan12 Well it will be interesting to talk about it together once you do

Yeah see I feel oneness as connection of all that is one. Even the word singularity is a concession to the experience of God. Unity is closer to the experience of God than singularity. They're not the same thing just like aloneness and loneliness are not the same thing. Trying to make infinity singular doesn't match the feeling of God. There's no singularity because there is no identity. Only logic says that. The idea, "if it is not alone then you are saying there is something else" only comes from conceptual understanding. You have to go into the feeling/frequency of God to realize that there is no contradiction between saying God is not alone and there is nothing else. Yes, the feeling is belonging which is the opposite of aloneness. If you don't feel it, it is not truth it is thought. Knowing=being not thinking. Saying, "technically it is alone if it is one" is only true in the context of logic and rational understanding, which is not feeling. That's okay, you will have the experience of it one day It's very simple and anyone can do it once they allow themselves to feel the entirety of their being. You've felt it before, you just don't remember.

Once you have an experience or awakening of Belonging as the truth that is felt in God, you will understand that the concept of aloneness has no place within oneness.

Belonging is the truth of unity.

@Tristan12 Aloneness is a human projection/way of understanding. It is not the truth of unity.

Oh, one last thing. I would watch this video too. hehehe.? For inspiration and to help mitigate your guilt around 'ego'. Allow your ego to do what it is built for– creation???????.. Your ego is not a mistake; it was built intentionally in a very specific way for a very specific reason (that reason is to create expansion). (intelligence, love, diversity, awareness.) How much more can we love? What more can we be? What are more ways that I can show me myself? How do I know myself more? How can I love myself more?

We are living in an infinite universe built within abundance. You getting everything you want is your purpose here on Earth.

Literally to this title ?. I've had the same thought. You're basically toggling with stillness and movement; being and creation. Humans are creators. God is stillness. Well, God is a creator too, obviously. And humans can embody stillness. Essentially, we have both of these qualities (stillness and movement) and points of perspective (God and Ego) within us in this experience. Certain people and teachers value/favor one of these qualities and thus teach it (often stillness). But there's nothing wrong with being inclusive to both, they are both a part of our experience and there is great value to both. I would watch this video. There is nothing wrong with conscious and deliberate creation. It's why we came here! (to human form). Creation is what expands Consciousness/God. Desire (which comes through lack) and subsequent creation (through desire) is what expands God by telling God what to become/what it can become/what it is.

Leo confuses so many people with his choice of words. And in doing so, comes off completely contradictory and hypocritical. You can't keep telling people, "you are completely alone" and expect them not to fall into the trap of solipsism. He is basically using solipsistic language and meaning while telling people not to fall into the trap of solipsism. haha. So it's like he's spreading solipsism by virtue of his language and then ridiculing people for falling into solipsism and saying, "you just don't get it." They don't get it because you are using solipsistic language to describe God while telling people God is not solipsism. There is no identity in unity. Therefore there is no one to feel or be 'alone'. We have to stop confusing unity with aloneness. The word, thought, feeling, and sensation of 'aloneness' is a human projection. It is only something that is experienced in separation. It is not experienced in unity because there is no identity in unity. There is no identity in awareness. Awareness is aware. That's it. It makes no sense to say God is alone when there is no identity in God. Adding extra meaning like, "God is completely alone" is a human projection and a very solipsistic thing to say.

Why is rap so healing for my pms. haha.

I'm still full from the burrito so I'm not going to eat dinner tonight. I guess $18 isn't so bad when it's your only meal of the day. There must have been a lot of sodium in the frittata or something. Is there even sodium in frittata? I just feel like some vegan options (especially tofu) are just filled with sodium and I'm pretty bloated. But I'm also pmsing so there's that. It feels like my boobs are swelling and my ni**le* hurt it's agony. Tomorrow's going to be even worse I might die tomorrow. Should I smoke weed again tonight? If I keep smoking weed every night then what does that mean about me? hehehe, just kidding it's only been two days. it's fine. It's fine on days like these where I'm preparing for that time of the month. It makes me more connected to my body which is clearly in a process right now. I just can't believe how thirsty I've been and how full I still am, I mean that was a breakfast burrito.. it's 8pm. I definitely think it's a sodium thing.

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Wait, can someone tell me more about this course? It's a course on high vibe communication? That's really awesome.

The sun is out and I couldn't be happier. It's starting to get warmer and I can feel the joy it brings me. The beach feels extra special today. I can feel the sun hugging me and the sand all around me. The ocean and the air are cleansing me as I breathe it in and out. I imagine becoming as allowing as the water, surrendering to its level of surrender. I love the birds and the rocks and the dogs and the kids and the palm trees. And watching people in enjoyment. I love watching people enjoy life instead of working through it. I see a girl in her bikini, reading. Her skin is bronzing. I'm so mad I'm not in one. I want to layout with all of my skin showing, soaking in the sun, and listening to the empty sounds of waves and seagulls. I can't wait until it's warm enough to jump in the water and let it throw me around. For now, I'll just walk down the coast until San Clemente turns into San Onofre. It's one of my favorite coastal points. It's the best place to watch the surfers. I love watching the surfers move in joy and skill. I love watching them stretch before they go in and I also love watching them ride and turn and weave through the waves. It's watching a human and the ocean play with each other. Like watching the kids and the birds chasing each other around, back and forth. Diverse interaction– between nature, animals, and all types of humans– fills me with joy. But the ocean is what brings me the most joy. She's so loving and giving. Unconditionally present and authentic. I can't ever imagine being without her. I want you by my side, so I never feel alone again. ?

of course, pretty?

Put the energy of self-love or worthiness into a glass of water with your focus and imagination and then drink it. The consciousness of water is very receptive and will become whatever you influence it to be (like God) or surround it with. It’s worth a try if nothing else has worked. Also, you deserve good things in life because you are a creator. You create beauty, experiences, thoughts, desires. You’re an artist. If you weren’t a creator you wouldn’t be in creation. It’s in everyone’s (including God’s) best interest for you to get everything you want. You are here to get everything you want. Because by you getting everything you want is how you grow, and thus how God grows, the universe grows. Getting good things expands your perspective and enables you to want better things. Getting better things enables you to expand and desire and get and experience other things, a diversity of things. In other words, your ability of expansion is why you deserve good things. Awareness, learning to love, growing, desiring, intelligence, diversity of knowledge and experience, all comes from you receiving.