Wilhelm44

Much thanks

And what led you to seeing this in a way that made it stick. Was it a big awakening or a gradual process of having many glimpses ?

That's really cool, so there are no more moments where you slip back into identifying with the character ?

Yeah, I guess it's kinda pointless talking about it. I enjoy watching Leo's solipsism episode every few months and it always does something for me.

Why is the onus on me to disprove solipsism. The onus should be on whoever is trying to prove solipsism. And that cant be done either. So a month from now we'll have this conversation again.

Likewise it's also impossible to prove solipsism.

Well logically that is impossible. Im definitely conscious. Are you telling me that you are not conscious. Be honest, are you just some cartoon character in my dream ?

God damn it, a part of me feels there's some truth to solipsism, it just don't make any logical sense though.

I'm not debating that. I'm talking about the validity of each individual as a conscious being.

Yes there's only one Consciousness, but there are many apparent beings, and all of them have access to Consciousness.

No it does matter, viewing others as not imbued with consciousness just don't feel right.

With the emphasis on 'us'.

I am conscious. Are you saying that you are not conscious ?

The most powerful thing you can do for the world is to find inner peace. Our triggers are perfectly designed to guide us towards just that. Anger usually masks something deeper beneath it, like grief etc. And mostly it's unprocessed stuff from childhood that's coming up to be released. A being that is at peace with itself has a tremendous effect on the collective field. It's also an illusion to think that those with apparent power in the world actually have real power. Ultimate power is with God. There's a deeper intelligence running through this whole thing, which is always evolving towards more love, even if the logical mind can't see that right away. Trust that.

How is the suffering you experienced "deserved" ?

I am curious, if that is your experience of reality, do you still have any suffering ?

There is the illusion of a creation, right ? And is that not God's Will ? Is everything you see in front of you right now not God's Will ?

So Will is another name for God ?

How would you describe your experience of Free Will as your ultimate nature ?

Exactly, and the more grounded in the body, the easier it becomes to feel through the stuff we dont wanna feel.

Yes, and the more one can connect with the aliveness of the whole body, the more trusting one becomes of life.

I don't know, but you could contemplate what specific fear comes up with regards to doing nothing for a while without the need to be busy. That's why I said, test it out, do nothing for 2 or 3 hours on purpose, i mean stop when you need to, but just see if you can have a better look at what the fear is actually about.