Holygrail

its seems like the universe is ultimately leading towards complete reunification, but why is resistance part of the reunification process?

i forgot to dissect that duality so ultimately there is no resistance. as i mentioned in another answer, unity is all of its divisions so resistance/division is just an illusion

enen though unity will always contain division since they're both the same, "achieving" closer unity terrifies because learning that its more and more is more great than being smaller and more divided. maybe the expansion of self is love and fear/resistance is just the deluded flip side of the feeling of love. maybe fear and love is the same thing while simulatenously being different.

yeah im starting to see that resistance against reunification to maintain division is just the same thing as the total reunification containing every possible division and that division/resistance is really just an illusion.

yeah but simultaneously within the unification, there also "appears" to be division and resistance towards reunification like right wing groups opposing immigration. i think division and resistance is just the same thing as unity as you said.

also good vs bad is all related to survival, but why do most people consider survival good/happiness spiritually speaking and why is death bad/suffering? what's the goal from god's perspective?

best way to put it. but i would add that resistance is denying the unification of god's plan

yeah, all these meanings are partial, its all just the pure truth of existence

yeah, im yet to experience this yet i can intuit this being the case

hmm, ill contemplate that

interesting, sure seems like love or unity is the driving force of existence.

yeh i get that it goes full circle in that you're sorta forced to create meaning and choice at the end of the day. its just the "why" highly conscious people tend to choose helping "others" out.

hahah yeah, youre essentially giving meaning to any choice you make so why not make the most selfless choice which helps others which you also see a "you", so the selfless becomes the selfish and vice versa but its a more "inclusive" selfishness. I guess where im trying to get at is why this desire towards helping others come from, maybe because god enjoys unifying its pieces through love, then destruction begins the whole cycle all over again.

true....

yeah im not a fan as well, i believe he could use less overly technical terms to make his ideas easier to understand.

Is self-awareness just our infinite self as opposed to our illusory finite self?

Even though the only thing that's true is the present moment, which is giving the impression that it's constantly morphing and changing all the time, it really feels like the perceptions of the past did occur within the now. What exactly is it meant that the past has never occurred?

Why does the ego have this bias from the highest elevation perspective? It's hard to find an ego that doesnt care about getting eaten by a lion. I'm assuming it's because it doesn't want to dissolve into unity in order to maintain it's boundaries "alive". But why egos with this need?

Every time i try to capture it, it's gone. I feel like it's actually nothing, but it's just an intuition and a feeling I get. Is the now even real?

i only have access to one mind, my OWN mind. I can look at other people and they can ask me, "if youre god, then how come you cant read my mind". And I thought about it too, why cant i read their mind. Then I thought, well maybe because their just perceptions created by my own mind/infinite singularity, and there's no thinking going on behind the scenes besides the perception of their words, so there's no mind to read! I'm creating everything they're saying and doing, and "I'm" the only thinking mind. "Other" people are just appearances with nothing underneath.

you need a surgeon's brain to do surgery on a patient's brain.

why do we find beauty when looking at a mountain range covered in trees and snow, with the sun setting right behind it. While finding a pile of shit covered in mosquitoes ugly?

Yes, it is true, a friend on an Instagram post has verified his death. Rip

nice, will start experimenting and simply going on how i feel from now on. I have stayed firm on the 4 day rule, but I feel like that was too dogmatic of me.

I heard according to Taoists that the perfect amount is every 4 days and I've been trying to live up to that standard for the past 3 years now. I feel like it helps me maintain the perfect balance of vitality and comfort. But is it okay to do it every 2 days instead? I know that everyday definitely starts cutting into my vitality and focus, so i'm staying away from that.