Loba

I think just focusing on your own stuff is the healthiest way to use this forum. If you focus on the negative aspects then that's all there will be and the good might be overlooked. There are some negatives, they just don't effect me/ I don't pay attention to it.

I take them to stabilize my bipolar and they help a lot. I generally am manic/catatonic and need something to help stabilize the chemicals in my brain. I tried the spiritual route and ended up in the hospital. They put me back on meds and I can still do my work, in fact, even better, and I don't feel like the world is falling apart and I can MOVE around and do things. It's great. If you need them, and nothing else works and without them you are sick, then take them, but if not, you could try other methods. They help to fix my thinking as well.

Do you think you lack in self love? I am learning that can have a lot to do with procrastination when it comes to taking action.

You're average, you're fine, don't worry so much. The first guy I slept with was about that size and he was just fine. He did it better than my ex with a big, thick one - he didn't know how to use it and it just ended up being a pain-stick about 60 percent of the time.

Yeah if that were me I would be a bit confused. Probably shouldn't do that, but idk what you'd do in place of it.

Of course! I do artwork and would love to make a picture for you in a couple of weeks for you to remember him by.

The forum post was "4334" here for a while.

Hello! I am on antipsychotics for bipolar type 1, and I find that they are helpful. I still have awakenings on them and can think straighter, my mood is more stable and the delusions have gone away. You can attain enlightenment on them. I am not enlightened, but I do spiritual work and the medication does not mess with that. In fact, it makes it easier to distinguish ego from the illness. If you have one of the stronger types of bipolar, meds can work. Depends on how 'you' feel on them though, each person is different. Maybe try a journal and see?

Do you have any pictures? What was the name?

No I never share Leo's videos because if I did then people would think that I was part of a cult. My family already thinks I'm quite strange and they don't understand anything about me, and they think the reason why I went to a psychiatric hospital was because I watched this stuff. So I feel very hesitant on sharing this material with anybody else... My 777th post.

Yes. Emerald! Do a video on his series, I would be curious to hear your take.

If you can afford it, yes. If not... no, there should be options for those who cannot to get the same knowledge that those who can do. The movies you could probably do without but books are essential. If you have to, pay it back somehow by empowering yourself and doing something good for others.

Give love.

@Leo Gura Then what do you call evil acts? Like murder, rape, ect?

I would date a short guy, I had a crush on a guy who was like 5'5" for a year. Height isn't everything, it's just a preference.

@StarStruck Yes because I am talking about myself and not molding another person. I can change my preferences, or they just automatically do, in order to find a very wide range of people attractive - the words are used in different contexts. I would not want someone molding me, as my soul has it's own path and trajectory, if I need to change something within myself, I will ask and go from there. But if someone had an idea of what they were trying to change me into, then that would not work out because I'm very individualistic. I think change, or molding should come from within the person themselves and not from an outside source unless the person is open to it and still has the full freedom to be who they are. Like, a space where two individuals can meet and come to grow together, rather than like, the power dynamic of one person having to tend to the personality stricture of another person with a set goal in mind. That's where I took grievance, because young girls need to be able to do this. They can't just mold themselves into what their partners want, they have to mold themselves into what they want to be for themselves. If there is a set space to work on such things, for both parties, that is different. Just my 2c. I should have been less reactive with your posts, because it is possible that you meant it in that way and just didn't have the words for it. Many times younger girls do not understand this and they lose themselves before they have fully grown into relationships. This can be a big problem, and it set their maturity back as opposed to finding themselves with a partner from a mutually respectful place. My ex had more of the top down sort of mentality and I lost myself and so I am very cautious for red flags and try to tend to young women so they do not have to go through the same work that I am having to do at this age, instead of my early 20's.

@flyingwhalee He doesn't have to be super "high value", just someone into spiritual stuff. The other stuff is a bonus, but a lot of guys like spiritual work and my preferences are moldable, changeable. I am currently not looking at the moment, I have to get my own shit together first, but just gave a list of what I would find the most attractive if I were. My preferences are pretty lenient, though, I find a lot of things attractive in different guys and don't really have a set type. One thing that I really like is creativity, as a creative, I like to sit in that mutual space with other creatives and not talk a lot, but just sort of "flow", enjoy the space of flow mutually. I do like masculine energy, though. I'm on the more feminine side, not so much in how I appear, but my orientation, how I interact with the world. But I have gotten along well with more feminine guys, too, and even had a crush on a man who was transitioning into a woman and had more feminine energy to them. It really... you have to just be in a person's presence for a time and just see if it clicks. I find so many different things attractive in people, it's so hard to decide and pinpoint one thing.

@Vivaldo A bit taller than me, so I am 5'6", so 5'9" and above would suit me the best, but it is just a preference and not a rule. I have dated shorter guys, too.

@PurpleTree Oh no! Well, what then? It has to be fair, humane and able to lift everyone up. I am sort of entertaining these conversations to learn about these issues and don't really know a whole lot about it, but thought I'd jump in on a few issues and try to pick it up. Mostly, I'm trying to remember what I learned from high school, the news a few years ago and the spiral dynamic model and I have not studied that too well tbh.

@Nos7algiK For sure, I'd love to sit down and talk with someone who had a siddhi and ask how they aquired it and what they use it for, ect.

Probably could in spiritual circles they are much more common there. It's a small preference not something I need or anything.