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At almost every employer I’ve worked at, the people/ coworkers I’ve worked with have progressively become hostile. I consider myself easy to work with and a hard worker. Sure, I’m a bit quiet at times but I’m never rude towards my coworkers and I make a strong effort to be easy to work with. This seems to backfire. Is this the nature of 9-5 work. I really dislike this about my reality.

@SwiftQuill Solid advice and thanks for that. I do think that it’s ok to appease and help people, so long as it doesn’t affect me adversely. And there is a place where I draw a line and the attitude of “fuck it, I’m not going to stand for this” takes over. But…. If that doesn’t work, I risk my livelihood. It’s the taking advantage of this disposition that causes problems. I know this is just how the world works, but it doesn’t make it right. I think this is the worlds biggest scam, not work, but the shit you have to go through to earn a living.

@SwiftQuill I share a lot of that sentiment. It’s BS! But I’ve felt this way for a while and I’m tired of venting about it, I need a solution. I started a cleaning company in hopes that this would replace my 9-5 income but it’s also a bit difficult to find reliable cleaners that don’t flake. Even here, I pay a good wage and they still flake and ghost me. I know there is a way out of this rat race where I don’t need to be a shitty person towards people. Back to the drawing board perhaps. Just tired of this 9-5 culture.

Why does physical reality feel so real if it’s not. Why is there a reaffirming thought that it is? Why do we wake up each morning placed in the same reality from the day prior? Same with the nature of others. When I see people out in public, they are always going about their day with no regard to what I’m thinking or experiencing. To me, it looks like they have meaningful lives that they are experiencing and living - am I wrong to think that?

@Rafael Thundercat I see, must be where I’m coming from.

@Lila9 The real life consequences you mentioned might only pertain here until you wake from here and then it’s not so real anymore, much like a dream.

@Letho I’m not convinced that it is. We can both agree that actions have implications and consequences, but that’s just the rules or functionality of this reality, not proof that it’s real. If real is a word that eludes to a subjective comparison, what is that which is absolute? The thing that is irreducible. This is what I’m referring to when I say reality isn’t real. What is it based in?

@Leo Gura I see now, thank you.

@Leo Gura When you say MIND, what do you mean? I’m not sure why a MIND needs consistency to create a universe. To trick the ego perhaps?

@Leo Gura why is this reality so persistent? when I dream at night, it’s very different every time, but when I wake, I’m back to the same physical reality.

Ta-da.

If consciousness is all there is, and I am that, what aspect of Me is controlling the experience I have? a side question to that, can consciousness be manipulated for a specific experience?

@Leo Gura Migrating over to YT…Thanks!

@Holykael nowhere or Now-here? If this is all a dream, are you saying I have no control over it at all, much like night dreams, with the exception of lucid dreaming?

Trying ketamine as a treatment for clinical depression that I’ve had for 10yrs. for those who’ve had it, anything I should expect? Starting with 400mg taken orally.

@OBEler I’m getting it from a company called mind bloom. I believe that taken orally, it’s typically between 100mg-500mg depending on body weight. they only offer orally dissolvers, that you end up spitting out after 7minutes. not 100% sure which type of ketamine it is though.

What does it mean to be mentally healthy? Does this depend on the individual or is there a baseline for mental health?

@Ulax I see the difference in IFST now. I’m intrigued and will look into it. Thanks

@Ulax I’ve never heard of family systems therapy, but I looked it up and it looks like a treatment that involves the whole family’s participation. I find it difficult in theory to get each member of a, what I would call a “toxic family” to admit, let alone participate in family therapy. In your example of the difference between a sweatshop worker and someone doing therapy in San Francisco, don’t they share the same goal in terms of mental health? The sweatshop worker will have more obstacles to overcome but don’t they both want a sense of freedom from negative emotions and feelings?

Anybody else able to induce goosebumps at will?? Usually happens when I think of something but instead of letting the thought come and go, I try to emotionalize it (Usually by thinking "where's the Love in this", then boom, goosebumps. Heard it releases adrenaline. Something to do with the fight or flight response. Also happens when listening to dope music. Anybody else experience this or have this ability. More over, know what it represents or it's true use? I have an idea of what it could be, but curious to know other's perspective.

I'm craving something truly spiritual and real but don't know where to find it. I tried meditating but IMO I haven't experienced anything profound from it. I don't know how this Maya can produce something lasting or real. I don't want to try psychedelics ( or any other substances) bc I'm unsure of how I will react to it. Please share something that you find truly Spiritual.

What happens during dreamless sleep? Where does our awareness go? If I check with my direct experience, I only know that there is a gap in my consciousness for I don't recall or feel, or experience what happens during dreamless sleep, so how can I know that something is happening at all. I can understand the viewpoint of the Observer during wakefulness and during dreams while asleep, yes the observer is there. But what about experience/awareness/consciousness during dreamless sleep? what if anything is there?

@Carl-Richard I see. my confusion rest in linking consciousness with experience (form) when in actuality, it can be form or formlessness and furthermore both. Surely my consciousness does not cease to exit when I enter dreamless sleep , because when I wake, there I am. Therefor consciousness has only changed form, or more accurately, changed into formlessness.

@Carl-Richard Hmm.. very interesting? I think I get what you're saying but just to make sure can you clarify what you mean by form and no form? An example perhaps?

@Carl-Richard Is that a transition into what I will call "No experience"? Similar to that of Dreamless sleep.