Miguel1

I’m drawn to anyone be it male or female, if they have good character - because it’s so rare, and I value it so much. Now, whether it’s sexual or not, that’s a different story.

Can you become demi later on in life? I’ve started to contemplate deeper that I’ve become a demi or something similar. Wasn’t like this in my younger years. Or maybe I just matured lol.

I am definitely attracted to character in girls. But perhaps that’s due to my own high character development.

The key is to meet so many women with your love balanced with charisma that you are in deep abundance of girls. When you are in such abundance, naturally you won’t be able to give the time of the day to all the girls, unless she really deserves it - in which case, she will greatly appreciate it, since she has had to work for it.

Yes, absolutely. There are many great ways to use the money to promote conscious stuff, if we just spend time contenplating them. I gave the easiest one on top of my head.

Yes, I am aware

”If you give these as a gift people will love you. Buy Now (affiliate link)” —— Ahahah, I couldn’t help but laugh imagining Leo turning into a master marketer after all his serious integrity & truth work

Got it. I think the joke didn’t fit as well as you intended it to fit. It’s like a highly integrous person making a joke of him being a manipulative narcissist - doesnt quite sit well. But hey, no biggie!

I’ve gotten quite classy vibes from you. At least the mature & grown-up adulthood version of you.

This 🤣

Leo, you are very wrong here. By far. Speaking from experience. @Recursoinominado is more correct. Way more than 100 is also possible. That being said, I have the looks, probably the best personality type for this, rock-solid inner game, 20 years of dancing skills, pretty lovely IG, live in Finland (stage green, sexual liberty, income & status equality) & I went out 3 nights a week, did daygame & online game - while working part-time, like 20h a week (work was in the evenings). I didn’t really add social circle game to all that tho, which would have made all this dramatically even easier. I was 24-25 & it was 2019. Did this for a while and then got bored to death of it. Started feeling really off about it all, the same old cycles over and over, the superficiality of it... Burning through karma in effect, and it worked, eh? Sometimes I was having sex with 3 girls within the same day. 1 in the morning (from last day date or pull from club), 1 from evening date & 1 from pulling in the same night. Or 1 in the morning, and went to 2 dates in a row in the evening etc. Got to a point I couldnt get erection due to it just becoming ego & performance than connecting and enjoying. Went to the doctor to see if I had some erection issues lol. Anyway, this was right before I ”re”-bumped into your content so I was probably selfish and manipulative as hell (relative to now - the growth has been immense - even tho I’ve done spiritual and self-help work ever since 15). But yeah, I am perhaps more of an exception. But isn’t all the best PUAs an exception? I have no idea, don’t really know anyone to compare myself to, other than my then #1 wingman (& probably the only other dead serious PUA here lol), who did as well as I did. He had to eventually change his whole identity 180 to a low-key one tho, since his reputation started to get him in serious trouble (he did it like 10X longer than I). The guy went to the show Bachelor after approaching half the country 🤦‍♀️ - moral of the story: if you have a reputation of a player, don’t rub it in the face of the whole country. I promise you, you will suffer immensely for it. Side point: all that being said, if I were to be single now (havent for 4 years), I wouldnt make it so structurally performative and would have more fun and spontaneus - and so, I wonder if my game & results would be even better. Probably not as I wouldnt be nearly as hungry for MORE & results all the time. But who knows.

Just give me a bil, I’ll take it. I’ll invest it into meditation centers and pay employees well etc.

Thanks for sharing. I can relate to the points you articulate. Ego indeed is a sneaky mechanism.

I dont get it, And human drivers cant kill you?

I’m more with @integral here. At the very least, he could have sold the empire and do a lot of good with the money. But at the same time, if someone is at heart a writer / artist, and not a businessman / strategist / leader, it might be hard to think and act that way. But who knows, it could have also been just naive selflessness. But I definitely agree that there is a big difference between being handed a billion vs having to build it from scratch doing something unconscious.

This is Pure Monkey Dance

It’s Pure for a reason Don’t corrupt it with validation seeking

Many things I’m looking forward in life. But not this one

Thanks for the challenge / pointer. I’ll contemplate it. Yes, certainly my writing came across more cynical than my situation really is (tried to make it more emotional / artful). Ultimately, I do have a bunch of people around me with whom I have a nice time with. I just have to hold myself back a lot, when it comes to depth of conversation and intellect, and agree to disagree often - which does make me feel alone. The thing that makes this the toughest perhaps is that I’m still pretty young, so my friends are also very young, especially the girls I date. Youngsters are generally more immature than older folks. Have less developed ego etc. And so, I have to often ”fake smile” at their ego excitements / accomplishments / self-deceptions / biases / immaturity / dramas / gossip / shit-talking etc. But maybe this is a practice for me to practice loving everyone where they are at! Tier 2 stuff! And I do do that, don’t get me wrong. But at the same time, I desire and crave deep deep genuine and authentic, honest bonds and intimacy, both emotionally and intellectually! I crave intimate connection with people of highly advanced integrity! Maybe I should try to befriend more older people. Certainly making new friends is not an issue for me. So far, I’ve been separating the two. Emotional bonds from specific people and deep intellectual bonds from other people / sources. Honestly, to shift this into positive, maybe this really is the way to go: ”This is a practice for me to practice loving everyone where they are at!” That way, at least there is harmony and deeper connection on a metaphysical level. Maybe I am just really stuck in cynicism. To challenge you back tho, are you sure you really know how I feel deep down and what I crave / need as an INTP? In your own words: ”I should be in a cave contemplating, not going out to socialize”. I can see myself doing that sporadically here and there but ultimately, our personality types are almost complete opposites. I will contemplate more.

Haha. Welcome to Miguels’ world. I’ve been feeling this way for a longer period already. That’s why you don’t see me much active here anymore. I never truly was but now I’m even less. I’m mostly here just to read the blog, follow Leo’s and couple members’ thoughts. Focusing on your life purpose is key. The truth is, as Leo mentioned in one of his recent blog (paraphasing): if you Truly see what state humanity is in, you will get depressed and hopeless as hell. At the beginning of this work, I was truly excited but now at this level, I dont know anymore. I feel like I was born a 1000 years too early. Imagine if your current version were sent 10 000 years back into the past, how would life & happiness look for you? There is a deep existential anguish in my life. Focusing on life purpose is the only solution to ease the pain. Imagine, as an ENFJ, your number one tensency, desire and need is deep intimate connections with human beings & harmony between them in your environment and yet… it’s completely hopeless. Totally hopeless with my level of understanding. And my own development is so far ahead most people that there ain’t a deep emotional connection happening. Not even with the spiritual bunch. Especially not them. I feel like one of the main reasons I got into this Pure Understanding work was to understand people better so I can create the harmony I desire. But turns out, I completely destroyed that possibility with this work. Now it’s all about settling down, hard. And being happy with bare minimum. Thanks for giving me a chance to open my heart up and being vulnerable for a moment. I’ve been craving that. One of the core traits of ENFJ is being an open book. Open & honesty. Try being that with majority of people when you understand all this work.. Try finding a job to make your living, that even remotely aligns with the level of integrity you have developed from this work.. It truly is a blessing and a curse.

Totally agree. This work cannot be for these more popular medias. The community we have here is extremely niched. And even then, there’s a bunch of people spiritual by-passing. And a bunch of psychologically broken people using this work to escape.

Pure Dancing! So that’s what I’ve been doing for the past two decades. Of course! Beautifully put into words.

Yes, the amount of insulting here was way over the line. Keep it respectful and civil.

Ask yourself: Why shouldnt we aim towards maximizing suffering? Why isn’t being tortured 24/7 a good thing? And then, ask yourself: why should we minimize suffering and aim to reduce it as much as possible?

Leo, Your latest blogpost expressing that somewhere along the lines, your life purpose turned into a guiding lighthouse of truth really hit deep in my heart. Your unshaken commitment to Truth is gracious. I’m deeply grateful. Thank you.