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See this group on Facebook. And I think you can find on Reddit people discussing it too. I’m on phone now so it’s a bit tricky to dig everything out. But not only did he cheated on his wife, he seemingly is DATING one of the student he cheated with. Also, he had a big fall-out with his teacher Francis Lucille. Altho, they tried to do PR by recently doing a podcast together. https://www.reddit.com/r/nonduality/comments/1cbipcf/rupert_spira_francis_lucille_podcast_episode/ Sorry for the messy text. I’m on phone and on the go so it’s hard to properly organize everything.

Had it not been for Leo constantly calling non-dualists out, I would have still been deeply stuck in their brainwashing. And I had a lot of resistance at first.. my brainwashing would not have been broken easily. Side note: it seems to be well known right now among insiders and students that Rupert Spira cheated on his wife Ellen, WITH A STUDENT. I think even couple or multiple students. And they had a very ugly divorce. So there goes your deeply conscious, loving and selfless non-dual guru. — People who mislead need to be called out and held accountable. An extreme example is always Trump.

Welcome to the biggest cult in town.

Sounds about right

When socializing with normies, I basically mostly just act like a fool, troll, tease, fuck-around, and laugh (very key) 24/7. I treat everyone like they would be my 7-year-old sister. Unless someone shows serious signs of intelligence, intellectual integrity, wisdom, and interest in deeper talks, there's no way I am bothering myself. Not at this age anymore. Learned my lesson the hard way from years of trying, suffering from being gaslighted as you said, and just endless damn time wasting. And like Leo said, focusing on your purpose is key. Cuts through all the petty little human bullshit off of your life.

As others have mentioned, my best dancing is when I totally let go of thinking and get taken over by the dance. I am a freestyle dancer - but then there is also a state of total let go freestyle dancing. In this state I also get tired much slower.

As a dancer with a background in hip-hop, I must say that there are really high-quality hip-hop music. And hip-hop music, especially New Style, pushes my body and dancing in a way classical music probably will never come close to. Perhaps I just haven't listened to enough classical music. But I don't think that's the case. All that being said, there is music that combines classical music with hip-hop

Thanks for asking.

Maybe your brain is just naturally wired to be more on the lazy and complacant side. Maybe you are just not a very ambitious and hard-working person at your core. Perhaps, the whole reason you got into spirituality and deeply resonated with it to begin with, was this very reason. I have been deep into spirituality from 17 years onwards. Honestly more like when I was 10 years old, I had some sort of solipsistic awakening and started asking questions about solipsism when I was like 6-8 years old. I remember realizing that my best friene can’t see my thoughts and I had an existential crisis from it lol. Spend the following years trying to understand it. But anyway, I’ve exerienced a ton of bliss from the spiritual work, from doing nothing, and from letting go of desires and goals - yet I always find myself back in the world working hard, deeply developing myself & creating massive value and beauty for the world. I just love the vision and beauty of my life purpose, which requires an audacity that only a highly ambitious person dares to have. The point is: hard-working and ambitious is deeply wired into the core of my brain. It doesnt take me effort to work hard. It takes me effort to sit still, do nothing and be useless for the world.

More like when it snatches you

When are we getting Crocodile Awakening?!

Come to Finland. I'll take you to meet Santa Claus under the northern lights. There you can tell Santa how full of shit he is

Away from the drama of the world

Goddamit, you are really testing my patience here. Stop the gaslighting. I don't understand how Leo had the patience for all this, all these years. @Leo Gura wanna give me a coaching session on how to develop patience with these stuff? I'll pay you a freaking Scandinavian Crocodile I have often heard that there used to be a lot of high-quality people writing here in the forum back in the days but they all left. I can understand why. Btw, can you mute users as a moderator? I guess not cuz it's my job to moderate their behavior. Damn.

You guys keep yapping about people complaining when no one has complained. Constructive feedback is fundamental to growth.

Wait until you hear about Scandinavia

This

No one is complaining. We are giving positive constructive feedback, with lots of love, if you actually read the posts. Alright, I'm done here. Good night.

And again, his forum announcement was after like five days of complete silence. I think it would have been responsible to announce something max 3 days after total silence. Ideally even earlier. The earlier the better, as long as it makes sense. Good communication skills is definitely one of the core traits of a conscious leader.

Actualized.org is a small business. But even if it wasn't and it was all based on donations, not-profit etc. --- as a conscious leader, you have conscious responsibilities.

It is not so black and white. We are talking about the domain of conscious leadership here with @Inliytened1. What you are talking about is more the domain of general life advice.

Thank you.

I would go learn from that Crocodile. He must have Alien Mouse Knowledge after consuming your brain. Alien Crocodile Knowledge* —— That reference to Crocodiles and Florida is so much more funnier now that I watched the newest video ahahah. Living in Finland so haven’t heard of crocodiles regularly eating grannies and dogs in Florida, lolol.

It wasn't so much about shutting down the site, but more so about an unexpected death. Ghost-Leo ain't coming to tell anything And besides, death is still death, and would have impacted me emotionally, since I am already in a heavy place. Getting the announcement and knowing you are safe and sound would have released me at least of that burden. But I am starting to sound selfish here. It's not just all about me, me, me. The funny thing is, I was more worried / convinced something bad had actually happened to you, precisely because you could have at least made an ig story announcement, and you didn't. If you Actually didn't have anywhere to announce for your deepest fans, then it wouldn't have been nearly as worrisome that you were actually eaten by a Crocodile. Don't get me wrong here, I am not blaming you. Just constructive feedback from love. I would go learn from that Crocodile. He must have Alien Mouse Knowledge after consuming your brain.

I think the YouTube Community post would have reached lots of your followers and probably most of us here on the forum, and the life purpose course users (only people who matter to see the announcement). Unless you didn’t want to break the complete silence on YouTube for whatever reason. Your Instagram story post / feed post could have reached lots of your true fans (dont think many follows u on Instagram unless they are true fans). Cuz if a small percentage would have known, they would have at least spread the news in the comments where lots of people were worried. —— I am sorry if I was intrusive to your personal life but I actually hit up one of your wingmen in their ig dms to ask if they know that you are all good. I’m personally going through and griefing a big loss in my life right now and losing you as well as most likely my biggest role model, influence, mentor, guide and North Star for the most recent years and many foreseeable to come… would have been devastating. Sorry if I sound too dramatic. As an ENFJ, I am a deeply emotional being. —- I promise I am not worshipping you or making you my guru, nor are you my only source of information. But let’s be real here. Your whole job is to take the best of everything and integrate them into a holistic, conscious, integrous understanding. And you are one of the most conscious people in the world, so. Ultimately, I just need you to kick my ass and call me out on my bullshits a bit longer …As a fellow traveler, a fellow friend on this human journey to God. Thank You 🤍