Alex_R

You all people are suffering of moral OCD, please take some psychedelics and reflect on that.

Sure, they do, normal meditation can not stand against a high dose psychedelic trip

I use to have the same thoughts but after +15 trips and hundreds of hours watching non duality content my Energy and motivation is still the same, the Ego will always kick back harder no matter how much you push it.

Congratulations

watch the chanel of Bipolar Awakening by Brandon Rohe, i can testify that he is very advanced.

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next time do it while listening to this audio you will find yourself

Its sounds like when you trip the Universe starts to bullying your Ego and literally tries to kill you (your ego) in order to help you awaken. Triggering all your fears, problems and shit that you've hidden, erasing all your coping mechanisms and make you surrender. Leo talks about this in Outrageous Experiments In Consciousness - 30 Awakenings In 30 Day - 1:08:50 And also its very similar to what Gary Renard was teaching in his book, " The disappearence of the Universe", "...when you reach forgiveness and absolute self-love all the Universe and Reality seems to dissapear.." (You merge with the Universe and became Love itself) https://www.amazon.com/Disappearance-Universe-Straight-Illusions-Forgiveness/dp/1401905668

what are you doing now? what do you want to do?

Water & salads 24hs before, 6hs fasting before dosing. Coffe & modafinil will increase your baseline conciousness (lower dose of 5meo needed to breakthrough), Benzos & sleeping pills will decrease your baseline conciousness(higher dose needed of 5meo to reach breakthrough), just take this in mind.

There is only 2 things that can make an employee to fully not go in wage-slavery mindset: He respect the person you are He respect and value your product/project If you want value you need to give value, either by help them in personal development or help them in their careers, is very simple.

He is a good guy that only wants to help young men, i dont know why you are so triggered by this

i recomend 75ug of lsd for those who want to use psycodelics to relieve depression and anxiety

Your goal is to land a job in Product management, Project Management or Fullstack Marketer, try to talk with people who do that work and ask them wich will be the best path If you combine some formal experience with self-learned knowleadge + some good amount off savings then you are set to go to start a good biz

Get a job in sales and start a cs degree wich focuses more on Product Management than coding software

Yes, but if you get there you will find that there is no point in doing anything so you better have another life purpose to spend time with, when you truly reach nihilism you will find that is possible to fall in love with consciousness by meditating, studying art, serving coffee at Starbucks, anything. All you need to do is to reach that point of beign able to getting in love with RAW CONSCIOUSNESS and then you can spread and teach Love to all the planet.

But at the end the point is that there is no point in life so what should i need to do instead? "Follow my passions?" they become boring at some point too anyways If you find the way to get in love with consciousness 24/7 you can be happy doing anything

I took 3.5g of Mushrooms in a public park, it was my second time doing psycodelics, then i got freak out by the sense of No Self to the point that i feel like i died and was on the purgatory. Also in addition to that some of my lowest chakras got activated or something like that and i started to feel and act like caveman so this ended up by me running and fighting with the police and i was arrested with one of my clavicle broken.

But Solipsism is true or not? When i take high doses of LSD it is very obvious to me that i am the only thing in reality but then i found Leo Gura saying that there are more independent consciousness out there If Solipsism is True, infinity of Gods is False I don't know what to do.

I was very happy thinking that i was the only one consciousness in existence but that video of infinity of Gods broke all my dreams out, i hate it

I am still confused because That statement contradicts the last video of Leo "Infinity of Gods Awakening"

So it was only just myself ?

more real than any movie, rip officer