Vibroverse

You might have visited an alternate world or something like that, but i think that's not your question. However, yeah, you probably have some subjects around which you feel resistance, which you've not resolved yet, and it appears to you in those ways that make you feel uncomfortable in your dream state. You see, you might ask yourself how you are feeling in your daily life in general, and identify your fears and worries, and so forth, without getting too much in the stories around those feelings, and you might get more clarity about why you had such a dream, as a possible answer, perhaps. Don't get so lost in the shadow work though, don't try to resolve your resistance so hard and fast, you know.

Law of attraction in action. Each being imagines the other in their own dreams. Each point of awareness cocreates a reality, reflecting each other to each other. However you can't sort it out if you try to understand it from each point of awareness, and so, turn back to your own awareness, and look within to see why you are in such a situation, look within to see what it means for you and why you are having that dream, so to speak.

You are the vibrating that is vibrating itself into vibrating itself into vibrating itself, and you are infinity being itself. Welcome the waves, and master being the surfer that is the wave. The ocean is the wave within wave within wave.

Reality is an eternal self unfolding and self attuning, in a sense, paradox. You are the paradox, the rabbit that takes himself out of the magician's hat. And within it another hat, and another, and another, eternally.

The void vibrates itself into existence, as a possible story, and from it comes endless varieties and possible stories. The possible story with a possible story within a possible story, eternally, here languageing, hmm.

If you focus on your direct experience as awareness, and let it be a feeling experience instead of a thinking experience, then your thinking will also come into alignment. Everyone is you, there is only one i here, but it seems to, magically, be able to appear as many selves and processes, and so on, but it is one infinite magic, or the void, that is going on. However, as i said, approach reality from a feeling and awareness perspective, instead of trying to find the right mental model into which reality fits, because all mental models are reality morphing itself into various forms, including the mental modes, one of which is you.

The forum can be good if you don't get lost in the black whole of mental masturbations.

Don't try to fix anything, don't try to figure out anything, because it is just a trap of mind. You think you can come to the "true" understanding by thinking your way through it, but it just doesn't work. You need to feel your way through it, you need to surrender, more and more, to your natural and effortless inner stillness your way through it. Because you just turn your life into a hell otherwise, feeling stuck and getting lost in a thought loop. And it is okay to get stuck in a thought loop if you become simply aware of it. I mean the problem is when you are in a thought loop that hurts you, and you are not even aware of it.

Accept your fears and worries, don't resist your pain and turn back to inner stillness more and more. And it is not even turning back to inner stillness, but just allowing yourself to stop being dumb more and more, and the inner stillness will embrace you like a white hole. And stop feeling like "you" are a self, and like even the only self, ah, what a pain it is to feel like you are the one who is responsible for everything. You then blame and judge yourself about everything. You try to find the right way of being all the time. And you try to find the right action, and feelin worried about this and that, and you get lost in your mind trying to find the right model, the right philosophy, instead of simply accepting that you are not the doer and you are not the thinker.

What i'm saying is there is something like law of attraction or resonance, or whatever you call it, and when we are in a dark state, so to speak, things just don't go well, and we may get more and more lost in our stories and fear and whatever it is. What i'm saying is, if you have fears and worries which you believe cannot be solved, you might try to run away from them and get lost in mental modes, spiritual and philosophical stuff, at least that's the case for me. I'm not saying to you that i'm awake, or i'm superior to you, or things like that. In fact i don't even care about being awake etc, those who wanna play that game of who is more awake etc can keep playing that game. I'm someone who is going through his own shit, and trying to find his resonance or alignment, but it simply doesn't work for me by simply letting go of my issues and pretending like i don't have those issues. Trying to do that is just futile, it is just spiritual bypassing, so to speak. That's why i'm completely tired of all spiritual and philosophical talks, and shit like that. I simply wanna turn within and surrender to where i am, as much as i can. My experience is like me falling from heaven to some sort of a hellish situation, and i am where i am. Maybe i am not that awake, or maybe i am in a situation that is harsher than what most people are going through, i don't know about that. I just am where i am, and i've found that if i simply accept where i am and relax into it, so to speak, more into inner silence, so to speak, it seems like i relax more and feel better. I may not be a very awakened being, or whatever, but i don't really give a fuck about that, to be honest, i'm just trying to find my way, really. I got lost in many philosophies and shit like that, but i just wanna be "woo woo", in a sense, i guess, haha.

Yeah, don't try to tough it out or try to act your way into what you want. Simply relax where you are, accept where you are, and let the life force tune your mind and body to higher states effortlessly. Be like a cloud, in a sense, simply sit back and observe without resistance, as you said, and trust that the life force will take care of you, it will flow you, so to speak, like it flows a river effortlessly. And if this sounds to good to be true etc, then simply observe that feeling also.

Yeah, simply allow yourself more and more, gradually, be taken by the inner stillness. If you are feeling, let's say, fear and insecurity, just accept that that is how you are feeling, and relax into and be with that feeling.

Don't try to jump too high to states of ecstacy. Don't feel like you need to be in a high state of consciousness all the time. Accept where you are, embrace where you are.

Look, it's easy to say such wise seeming things, but i don't care about socalled nondual wisdoms or shit like that. I can talk in such a way that you will believe that i'm the most awakened being in existence, it is easy to do that. You can say that everything is perfect, no need to focus on the dark, just be, you are existence itself, etc etc etc. But, trust me, i've read and listened a loooooot of such talks from a loooooot of socalled masters and so on. But you need to be honest with yourself and embrace yourself, and use your reason and intuition to find your own path. You don't know where anyone is, and what they need, and so forth. It is easy for us on this forum, or in videos and books and so forth, to pretend like we know what everyone is going through, and what they need and so on, and we a lot of that. But things are different when it comes to individual experiences of individual beings, you see. I can parrot all the spiritual teachers and masters and so forth, and i'd do that pretty good, but the real shit, the real understanding, is not in saying the wise looking words, but in truly accepting yourself where you are and being able to quiet your mind more and more, so that you will be more and more open to your inner awareness and intelligence. I don't say let's get lost in our fears and angers and so forth, but, at least for me, it is important to not say "oh these negative thoughts etc are just illusions" etc, because the frickin experience of them is real, and it is not always that easy to find your way through the shit that you are going through.

Whether solipsism is true or not, you will keep suffering unless you keep not dealing with your shit. You become no different than a partizan who keeps saying that he is saying the truth.

True, that's why this is a subtle thing, and that's why it is problemmatic to say "the truth is this, the truth is that", it is a subtle thing, and what we need is a finetuning of mind, or what you might call a deconstruction of mind, brick by brick, so to speak, with no rushes. I think that's why, in a sense, a philosophical, or rigorous, approach is needed in our approaches.

Dude, the situation is hopeless unless you find a real way of how to do the work. You can get lost in all these ideas and all of that, you need to understand how to really do the work. You, somehow, need to figure out what to do and how to do, or it is all just misery within misery within misery that is going nowhere.

Yeah, exactly. And meds might be the bridge for some also, right? Everyone is where they are, in the process of discovering and realizing themselves, in a sense, mhm.

Yeah, i agree. The idea of solipsism also has some grain of truth in it, surely, for it also is one of the modes of consciousness, and even a subtle form, in some sense, but you need to keep going meta, diving more into your intuition, instead of getting stuck with the name and form, and the passing clouds, so to speak. Consciousness is subtle, subtle, subtle, and no mental construction can capture it for it is ever so subtle and dynamic. That's why cultivating your intuition and inner awareness, in a sense, is the best way of being able to "understand" it.

Yeah, i agree. And i think the greatest philosophical or spiritual insights can come to you only when you are honest with yourself, and aim only for the inner resonance with your true self. You know, i mean, the greatest mental understandings, so to speak, also come from your increased resonance with your true self, through self honesty, shadow work, meditativity, and shit like that.

Having a false notion of self, and something being called in a different way than how the common parlance uses that term, are two different things. And another question is, how do you know that there is only this, can't it be that this is just one part of all that is? And what does "you" mean, exactly, what are you exactly referring to with that term? And don't give me an automatic answer like "you need to wake up" etc, i am aware of all of that. What i'm saying is these things are not as obvious as you believe they are.

Yeah, gather as much information as you can from various resources and schools of thought, but don't get lost in them, find your own inner resonance, so to speak, mhm, good.

Yeah, and being honest to yourself and "working" on your shadows in the process is very very important, imho. You know, otherwise we are so good at getting lost in mental masturbations. At least i know that i am.

Yeah, sure. It is found in the stillness between thoughts, in that sense.

Yeah, one of the possible mental constructions. But, in some sense, we cannot get away from mental constructions.