Captain_Diabetes

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  1. amazing book cant believe i never heard of it
  2. 100mg caffeine that's it?? I drink 3 energy drinks a day of 200mg each Well I did One day I woke up and was like shit wtf is wrong with u. Haven't touched energy drink in 2 months. Well the easy part was just not having any around me and not buying them. Break the repeating cycle any way u can i gusss
  3. the reason why successful people not happy very much depends on the fact that the ones that are not happy you will hear them or someone bitch aobut them ,,,,but what about the millions of happy successful people the reason ''SOME'' successful people are not happy is because they no longer have a goal. maybe they once had a goal to be a famous actor or have alot of money once they accomplish this goal they will start feeling terrible but this can be fixed with a new goal in mind however alot of these people just end at their goal and avoid making new ones . a bodybuilder thinks he is small and keeps motivating himself to get bigger however even those types can be sad inside because this goal never really has an end.. this is another thing to consider that a goal needs to have a real end to feel accomplished and then a new goal or multi goals need to be in order for dopamine to keep giving you the thrill of going out and seeking out this goal. i guess my point is there are just as many successful people who are happy as the sad ones.. its just half of the successful people got successful by a fault goal to begin with or did not have multi goals while the successful people are indeed happy and do exist so just dont assume that all successful people are not happy as thats not true
  4. i have a friend who swears by it they said they been doing it twice a week for years and never touch the nose this way. but are now worried maybe it ruined their rectum from long use i know leo talked before how plugging is alot better for you than doing it the nose way but does this also go for coke is technically cocaine hcl or would you just end up getting deviated rectum eventually just how you get with nose deviated septum
  5. its yellowish ... has a smell but i guess if you never seen or smelled it before then it wouldnt be helpful to you. it melts very fast from base to liquid in 2seconds under a lighter.. the powder feels soft and fluffy
  6. Hi need a little help with someone who done more research than me.. i recently came across this video... i never heard this (i know who hermes and his emerald tablet and that thoth was hermes but these emerald tablets talk about how calling himself an atlantean priest i couldnt find any proof of these tablets and if anything i found the inventor of them lived 100 years ago who said he found them and then returned them lol so many say its just a hoax but at the same time the txt within really hit me as alot of the stuff in there resonated with me and my life research on the occult and esoteric history so now i cant decide what to do with this. is juts a hoax or did the author had some legit quality to him ? thoth's emerald tablets
  7. https://qualiacomputing.com/2016/12/12/the-hyperbolic-geometry-of-dmt-experiences/ anyone listen/read this before. they are bang on when it comes to the visuals im just not sure what to take from this essay, basically that the reason you see all the shapes is the brain trying to figure out the depth of your space which includes you yourself so the entity is you ? did i get that right ?
  8. its actually not bullshit however alot of people who claim to know how to read are frauds because its told you should not do a reading more than once a month because of the energy it takes to read so people who are doing readings for money are fakes its basically a mathematical algorithm based on the kaballah the cards are letters (there are 22 major cards and 22 hebrew letters ) when you lay out cards they are legit letter that spell words out plus symoblism that your higherself reads and understands
  9. also for the 5meo is there any difference method to smoking it or just smoke it as dmt since the cartridge is only 150mg unlike the dmt one being 800mg so i assume just take deep puffs and hold 30sec like dmt.. but unlike dmt i dont need to repeat it 3 times and just once is enough with 5meo
  10. so i picked up DMT and 5meo DMT cartridge the dmt says its 1ml 800mg and the 5meo 150mg 0.5ml now theres no instructions on how to use the pen if i click it. the botton lights up green.. if i do 3 clicks it turns blue.. another 3 clicks turns red then 2 clicks it cycles rainbow colors i assume the green/blue/red is the temperature selection ? or is that the force the smoke comes out ? and whats tha rainbow coloring ? anyone know? any tips ?
  11. from what i read its a lil cringe.. people who dont say cringe are white knights you should take up a few new hobbies to give your focus and time to is just IMO
  12. are you aware on
  13. i hear they are just mad men i mean thats what the word means in russian - suma sa shol ' named siberian natives doing their thing with shrooms lol
  14. i dont see how you can dream of taking 5meo without knowing exactly what it feels like.. since its very diff than lsd for example in my sniffing coke days i knew exactly what to expect so after some time when I stopped .. id have dreams of me doing coke and id experience the feeling of it then wake up and not have to crave it anymore because i already had it in my dream but that wouldnt be posssible if i didntt know ''the feeling of it before hand'' so not having the feeling of 5meo then dreaming about it... i just dont see it possible if anything he dreamed of doing it but felt more lsdish type since thats all he can compare and imagine it to be
  15. this was one of the worst videos i ever seen lol left me confused with wtf was the point he was even making
  16. i died before many times.... you can fool the organism to think its dead
  17. i used to think this way too lol willpower is a factor ya... if you imagine a car and you are the driver with your foot on the brake .. the brake being will power the gas is the drug.... you can practice your awareness skills and hit the brake pedal when you realize you are going too fast. but depending on the dose and the drug its like your engine just got an upgrade like extra 400hp and a turbo so when you do get the awareness to use your brakes the brakes just dont work as well as they were built for a car with a stock engine. youd think meditating and raising your awareness = willpower will make your brakes work better but what you need after brain chemistry changed is bigger brakes but all the awareness and will power can do is use the brakes more often but what you need is big brakes to deal with a more powerful engine. something that just wont happen.. hitting the brake pedal more often helps but it just wont be enough at that point replacing the drug with something like sports .. travel.. also adrenaline seems to use the same receptors as most drugs so sports like tennis something that you will feel accomplished when you win or just get really nice clean swings in. reading books and gaining knowledge also feeling accomplished this way will give you good dopamine sex obviously . theres alot you can do to replace any drug with other things. think of mike tyson .. he was smoking rocks at age 14 ... replaced it with beating up people instead lol
  18. depends on the drug.. alchemy of the mind happens. example coke.. if you do enough coke it will rewire your brain by growing new dopamine receptors . then when you no longer do cocaine you now stuck with these '' extra receptors'' and they get hungry real hungry you can replace coke with something else that will make use of those receptors but the amount of dopamine in coke is so large and in quick short bursts of mega flooding happens to them that it becomes very hard to find something else that causes the same type of reaction on a chemical level so you get stuck and sometimes end up being so hungry that you end up smoking crack or shooting up instead . the best i found is to simply cut off the supply after xxx amount of time the receptors shrink but it does take along time and usually during those times the person ends up doing it again.. all the will power you have wont help you stop and you end up being a life time addict it really all depends on the dose and how much you did over xxx span of time .. if your chemistry changed by alot then you are pretty screwed so this question is a trick question, in other words if you arent far gone.. you can replace the drug with an activity or feelings that also use same receptors in that case like people already said; '' alternative is key ''
  19. which guy... can you find a link ?
  20. thx for the reply ya i know all about younger dryas and how it fits with platos date on atlantis and numbers add up.. but it seems to me plato story and Dr.Doreal version have big differences tho for example the egyptian stuff we have mention nothing about atlantis yet they mention the god thoth many many times so why not mention that he was also a priest of atlantis .. seems like an odd thing not to mention ? as for Dr.Doreal why did he not take a picture at least of these tablets ? is there anything you found on Dr.Doreal that gives him credit i do agree the txt itself is nice and wisdom its just the story how this dude ''translated them is what sounds weird ''