kras

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  1. I want to leave my job for 1 year and i cannot gather the courage to tell my boss that i want to leav. Its a dead end job and i feel so misrable. I feel afraid because i am sure that reaction won't be good and i am stuck in my head always imagining scenarios. What to do?? I cannot stay in that job even one more day.
  2. Thank you for your advices. I managed to gather the courage and say it. Everything was fine. Yes i am coditionet that others needs are more important than mine, its very difficult to stad for myself, because i always deem the other people feelings superior than mine.
  3. If we get rid of the fake gurus that are preaching red pill i thing that red pill is pretty solid.
  4. I've been doing youtube videos for around 2 years. Usually i am covering topics that i am interested in presented in whiteboard animation. Youtube is some sort of a place where i express ideas which i am interested in and also a place where i could be creative. I don't have lots of followers and until yesterday nobody knew that i had a channel. Even my brother. I wanted to grow it and eventually share it with close people if i want. Yesterday i saw that one friend of mine subscribed for my channel, and even though i don't show my face i am sure that he figured out that this is me because he knows my voice very well and my name of the youtube channel include my first name. I dont know why but i got very uncomfortable feeling and a liitle bit of shame. I dont know why, it felt as though my secret place where i share thoughts and ideas is exposed and i no longer can get there and be creative and express my ideas because now a person that knows me will watch my videos and will be judgemental. I am afraid because i think that from know on i will be reserved and not able to freely express my ideas because of somebody that knows me will watch me. What do you think?
  5. Thank you for the comments, i wont abandon the channel!
  6. Hey guys, thank you for your comments! That helps alot. I am just becoming aware of how much i care about what other people think about me and i definetly have to work on that. Further comments are much appreciatet.
  7. Actually i dont care wheter he respect me or likes my content or not, he is not close friend. I just feel a little bit uncomrftable because somebody that knows me will watch my content. And yes, i want Youtube to be something like a long run project for me. I i agree with you. Soon or later if my channel get more popular people will find it either way. Thank you for your comment.
  8. Yes, that is an option. But what if that happens again after two years.. And also i put so much effort in that..
  9. You could find it in torrent sites across internet. I cannot share it here because i think its against forum guidlines.
  10. I just want it to share it with you here, i really want to hear your opinion. This is the most ridiculous things i have ever heard.
  11. Usually that kind of people have never experianced depression, so they just don't have idea what might be like...
  12. What about he having a girlfriend and don't want to talk to other girls but he is just polite?
  13. In my opinion if the other person is not interested he/she just don't invest in the conversation. When i text a girl and i see short replies or no questions back i just stop texting.
  14. Red pill guy would say that this is not possible .
  15. I am getting insecure when my GF upload picture or story in instagram. We are in realationship for 2 months, so far we are having very good relationship and we get along pretty well. She doesn't upload nudies or some provocative pictures, just normal pictures. I am aware of the nature of relationships and that we might split up at some point, but this thought just bothers me, and she uploading pictures in instagram just amplifies that feeling.
  16. Attention and approval. She is very attractive girl but couple of times she told me that she feels very insecure about her looks and she thinks that she is ugly.
  17. Long story short: I've been suffering from OCD for about ten years, the problem was more severe back then and right now the situation is much better. 9 years ago one guy touched on my back and since then i have tension in that exact area he touched me. This tension makes me anxious and unable to sit still or focus on a single task. Do you think that this might be trauma in my body and how could i realease it?
  18. There is no single reason to be nervous, she invited you to her house. Keep in mind that some girls are really shy and they will never do the first move even if they have very high attraction towards you.
  19. Its over, my first relationship with a girl just finished. Even though it was only 3 months its really hard for me because i am 25 yo and put so much effort to find a girlfriend. I wasn’t needy or anything like that, but she said that i’ve never opened up and she has never get to know me good. She wanted serious long term relationship, but maybe i wasnt good enough. And the hardest part to accept it that i screwed it. My self esteem is down to zero right now.
  20. Quick update. We texted today and she said that we could try again, but this time on the right foot. I just realized that i was sad because of the feeling of abandonment not because of her. Now when i am with clear mind i am wondering wheter its worth it to do that again.
  21. Thank you for the support all, i know it might sound pity but i feel very sad..
  22. Its over.. I have mental health issues, i shouldnt be seeking for relationships but rather healing myself. This type of things just make the situation worse
  23. As she said, i have never opened to her.