samijiben

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  1. Just curious. Don't judge me! Bonus question: How?
  2. I had a friend in school who would burn his pubes with a lighter. Or maybe he was just dicking around.
  3. Good to know — Hojo the hairless balled man. Thank you dearly for going into such depth. Best to You & to your nuts, Brother I'm sure you have a nice nest, my Friend. That is good to know. Simple man you are. God Bless & All The Best to you: Here's to a Clean Nutsack! Balance is Everything. I'm sure you have a nice cock. Nice, man! How big is your nest! Is it like a pillow? Do you have to brush your pubes?! Yes, it looks great. Obviously, the point in doing this is to get women to like me more. Thank you all for responding to my testicular question — you will all be rewarded in some way or another.
  4. This post screams arrogance. It seems like "James" here is trying to tell teach us all something... Funny that he criticizes Leo for doing just that in the same breath. This is fake spirituality. It is hollow. James is programmed. That's why he always talks about the same stuff, in the same tone, with the same words, in the same old way. He is right about one thing, that the illusion & delusion runs deeper than you think...... way deeper......
  5. Insomnia is a bitch of an illusion! About going to sleep — Do you fall asleep when you want to? Do you fall asleep at or around the same time every day/night? Or can you only sleep when you are absolutely exhausted, drained of energy, and can't hold your head up any longer? I fall into the second category. I am known to have fallen asleep in some of the most treacherous conditions, from Indian shared taxis to back of motorbike zooming around them. It doesn't matter where I am. If I'm not shitfaced tired, that is, so tired that I am delerious, in an altered state of consciousness & hardly capable of doing so much as getting up to piss, I won't fall asleep. This is a problem for me because sometimes I gotta go to work and need a good night's rest, but body wants to run mile or fight bull. Does anyone know the trick to falling asleep on command?
  6. I am fortunate enough to have met two individuals in my life who are on the same level of consciousness as Leo, if not higher. They were chance encounters. And neither are interested in friendship. One is a vagabond madman. Another is a highly involved Mexican Bodhisattva. I quiver in their presence. It is not "easy" to be around such folks. It is a wild ride of spiritual annihilation in every moment. If you are ever lucky enough to meet such a person in real life, they will kill you. Therefore, what recursonininmanando said.
  7. There IS a niche "community" of yellow folks wandering the streets of Pokhara and other small hippie towns around the subcontinent. But they are usually shy and don't want to be your friend anyways. So, what recursonsimananando said.
  8. This response is pretty kickass. Hard to beat it. To answer your question, go to Pokhara.
  9. It's because your attacking the question with a closed mind. Ask it with an open one instead. Who knows, the answer could very well be "nothing." Are you scared of not wanting anything? What if your desire to obtain (x) disappears? What left do you have to fight for? Realize that you want nothing, and stop fighting with yourself. Or, go to a club, do some pickup, and realize what I said is true later. You're only playing yourself. So, what to do? Leave it there & stop mansplaining.
  10. Yall are NUTS lol
  11. Dude, just go meet up with her and take it from there. Anticlimax and dissapointment is coming your way in any case. So long as you expect that something is to come — that there is reality beyond this moment — and that it's going to get better, You have already fucked yourself over.
  12. This confirms my suspicion. You do not know what you want. You gotta understand what you want. You gotta understand yourself. No one gonna do it for you. Get to work. Now.
  13. Why lie? We would all fuck robots. And most of us alreafy have. And many more are the products of fucking robots.
  14. Yes, I would fuck a robot.
  15. Yeah I like what Salvijus said. Fuck this forum. Go for full Autonomy. Anytjing short of tjat is selling yourself short. Also don't wanna sell yourself too much, but that's a different story, wa ha ha ha.
  16. Yes, spot on. Thanks for the advice.
  17. Boom. Perfect. Settled.
  18. Now this is an example of a high-quality, high-consciousness thread! @Oso if not anything else, be GRATEFUL that such kind, faceless folks took their time to extend their hearts (and advice) out to you! This is a precious community because there are people like Russian Love & all the others who are writing to help you, not for attention. In the end, know that your problem CAN be solved. It is not a "helpless" situation! All the power to you, Oso!
  19. +1 @Flowerfaeiry Hey Flower, just curious, have you changed your mind? Have you bothered at all to reinterpret your ayhausca experience after reading through this thread?¿?¿ I am really curious to know about the progression of your interpretation of what happened.. have you second guessed yourself at all? Doubtful much? Room for error, anyone? I say this because I was hoping that something clicked in your mind after reading some responses here, like "Ohh, right, obviously "I" AM Jesus!" Jesus Christ! Jesus THE Christ!
  20. Lol Hojo gotta be a undercover/closeted comedian
  21. Was just tryna lighten up the mood broski. Nothing is stopping him. There is a special one for every one, even Frankenstein. I feel you man. Right there with you. A lotta people reading your comment relates but is too pussy to say so, instead posturing as machoman If you want to have the best time ever — a ball, if you will — all you gotta do is EXPLICATE YOUR DESIRE TO YOURSELF, then Pursue it! Counterintuitively, it is the explication-process that is hard & grueling. The pursuit is fun and effortless. But 1st thing's 1st, habibi. Understand what you really want outta life. If you what you really wanted (REALLY wanted) was an attractive partner, you would be pursuing that already. But my guess is that shit is just a TAD BIT more tricky than that lol — your surface-level desires and true-hidden desires are mixed up and confused. Gotta seperate that shit, bro. Understand what you want. Then, go get it. All the Love to you, man. If you are ever feeling down, go further down. The bottomless pit is the end.
  22. Honesty is the best policy