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Told her that you have a GF? Why? I don´t know. Do you want to break up with her?

@Preety_India Well here is my story about spending a night in a crocodile nest I was on holiday with my friend (a girl). And she began a romance with a boss of a security team. A big strong guy with a good-hearted face. Every girl´s dream. So we were hanging around with the security guys. One evening after disco that guy invited us to their place to have a party. He personally cooked a meal for supper. We were just 2 girls and the others were security guys. One of them was hanging around me. But he neither had a good-hearted face or cooked a meal or whatever. He was just a security guy - big and dumb. I wasn´t ineterested. My friend wanted to stay for night with her lover. I told her, I go to our hotel and we´ll see us in the morning. But she told me, that somebody from reception knows her father and if she sees me coming back alone she would know, what is going on and tell her father. I told her, I am not going to spend a night in a place with drunk horny security guys. Then her security boss promised me that he personally would take care, that nobody of his guys enters a room where I am sleeping. Well I couldn´t stay in the way to happiness of my friend, could I? So I stayed with the security team. Her lover showed me the room and the bed at the wall. And the both of them took the room next to me, as he promised. I heard their proximity very quickly - her groaning and moaning. I also heard the voices from the other side of the wall. So to distract myself I listened to the voices, and what do I hear? The voices are speaking about me! - The bitch rejected me - You know, what you had to do? - What? - Grab her on the hair and pull to the rocks, beat her against, and she would be yours. - Yeahh, she would be mine! I stood up and put on my dress on, which I took off before not to crease it. And so the chatting from one side and the groaning from another went on and on. Untill the lightness of the morning came, in which I noticed, that I share a room with 5 other security guys. Sleeping peacefully in their beds - naked, without cover in the hot summer night, with the balls spread all over their legs. They will wake up and won´t even know, there was a half-naked girl in their room.

@Preety_India Maybe I will write later a story how I became unwillingly a witness of two guys plotting my rape. Or rather two offended kittens fantasizing about it Well it was scary, but also funny.

@Preety_India Now I don´t drink either. But in my student years I did, we all did. And it is really a very vulnerable state for a woman.

This is exactly what I am telling. I cannot even imagine such a thing with my friends. I didn´t mention the part with super drunk. But it´s true THis was my only concern - not to get too drunk with strangers. The friends have never used my drunkiness, though there were some opportunities.

I feel unsafe on the dark street alone. But I am not very often on the dark street alone. So everyday fear of rape would be an exageration. My friends would never rape me, and the friends of my friends neither. I cannot even imagine it. Unwanted sexual advance is extremely unpleasant but not fearful. I could always stop it. Guys where do you live? Not every man is an asshole and even if he is an asshole, rape is a crime, not every asshole would risk it. And even if you are in a relationship, your man wouldn´t be everywhere and always on your side. You still will spend a lot of time on the street alone

This is what I mean you rose into this role - a fearful female. We all did. More or less depending on the culture of where we are from. And what this woman does - she tries to set in concrete this role thing.

@Zeroguy Sometimes I think, these management guys don´t want the things be simple and transparent. They need chaos and problems. Then they can hold their endless meetings and require a salary raise.

Looks of despare... Mmm.. I´d like it! More than sex itself. Zero, explain me, why everybody here is so excited about swan? I just don´t get it. There is nothing new or special in what she is talking about.

I just want him to use the software more actively. Than I can skip the other rubbish, I am doing now. And do what I like and can better. The software!

Have your male friends tried to rape you?

The stuff she explains, works only on her fantasy. In real life it doesn´t work. Think of all the couples you know.

You might be horny all the time, but it doesn´t mean you would rape all the time. I cannot say that a fear of a rape is the major emotion of my life. Well when I am alone in the night in the park or in some insecure part of the city, yes it´s my major emotion. But how often have I been in such situations? maybe 0,001% of my life. And I guess when a small weak guy (not all of guys are big and strong) is in the insecure part of the city in the night, his major emotion is also fear.

Salut mon amie! I was working today for a redbeard and neglected my random serb. The redbeard wanted to have thousands KPI´s. And I had to show him how easy it can be done with a siftware. Once created - immedietely available and comarible for the last 5 years for all 30 companies - consolidated, uncomsolidated - in different groups or separately. Include that, exclude this - et voila! For any taste!

I don´t understand why the men of the forum like this swan woman. I could rather understand why the women do. Fear. Do you men have no fear? Is it a pure femal problem? Is a woman in our society loaded with expectation to be brave and not fearful? Really? Not a man? In the same video a swan reproaches men for judging a woman for her fear and judges men for being insecure and not providing safety to women. Really. I don´t understand this crazy stuff. Contradiction on contracdiction

What is behind a teacher? Does she observe you to behave well, bad boy? Does she punish you if you don´t? Oh, it´s so predictable - bad boy with a dog and a teacher.

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night with some happy episode in my mind. And I know, it´s him recalling. He had always been a very intuitive person with rigid materialsitic values. Upbringing.

@Zeroguy IN the beginning it was good. Exactly how I imagined a life as a couple should be. We travelled a lot, met different people, slept in hotels and ate in restaurants, had sex whenever and wherever we wanted. He took me with him on his business trips. These 3 years were maybe the best in my life, idk. Well we didn´t have a lot in common. But as you have noticed, it´s normal. If I had waited for a guy with whom I would have something in common, I would still be a virgin. And we wouldn´t have these funny talks with you. Maybe it´s fun to have a village GF as a virgin. But you don´t really want to speak to a virgin on internet - my comments would be silly, tense and aggressive. And then I had a personal crisis. And I am really thankful, he didn´t leave me at that time and even married, though he isn´t blind. I was like a plant and then like a drug-addict. It´s not fair that I left him when he had his business crisis. But it was not because of insolvency that I left him. He has become like a mechanism stuck in one mode. When I see him now, it´s terrible, it´s like he is not here, he doesn´t hear or see, always the same answers, sayings, jokes - completely irrelevant, distracted look. Still playing a role of a businessman handling with oil, diamants, gas, gold. Stuck. Plus alcohol problem. After he moved out I found for a year empty bottles hidden in every corner. So I am really happy, he has another woman. He has a good soul. If he had had another upbringing and maybe a little more education, he would be such a great person! But he is stuck. He has been brought up in a village by rigid and conservative father. And his nature is weak to overcome it.

Cockies are not attractive, they are annoying

I cought myself by thought that I want him dead. Some car accident would be nice, - I imagined. It would solve a knot of confusion I am in. So I told him to move out. I thought, it´s better than a car accident. He didn´t argue, he agreed (though I concealed a part with a car accident).

The guys never sweared me their love. Because I wouldn´t beleive it, but I would happily deceive me into beleiving, if they would, the idiots. Well my husband - a salesman- sweared me his love and even let sometimes a tear drop. But by the time I have already learned that the Germans are terribly sentimental folk You make me sentimental too, Zero. It should be your divine masculinity.

I am here to see that I am God and you are my creation. To see that you are Nothing. I don´t want a cat, it was forced on me. And it will be She of course. Not a man.

A tough guy with a soft heart? Oh Zero, no BMW in the world will love you like I do. Let it fall and give me your heart.

Me kidding???? You kidding!!! You are talking to me nonstop on Leo´s forum. You don´t have neither energy no time for other women!

The years will pass and one day you´ll understand how happy you are to have had me in your life. A beam of light warming you from the past. Me! And not the fucking BMW. And you´ll smile into your grey moustaches and a tear drops out of you bleak eyes. And you´ll look for me throughout the world to find and tell me, how much you love me, have always loved. Me! And not the fucking BMW. But I won´t reciprocate, because I don´t like moustaches.