MuadDib

Right Fragility

Mourning. She settled upon me as dew in the early morning fields of tenderness. My world shifted an inch as she raised her head, the fluttering of her lashes rousing birds warmly nested within. Her glance pierced me as the golden rays of dawn beckoned all that was natural to summon itself from dreary slumber. Her fingers twinkled in the dewdrop's delicate retreat from the impressions they imparted. Sparrows stretched their wings and quickly leapt downward, with a soft fearlessness. She drew me out and folded me away. My heart mourns. It mourns the loss of late-night driving and walking with you hand in hand, Out into the wide yonder of foreverywhere, where dreams are birthed and all that is false goes to die. It mourns lazy afternoons with you, tucked away in a mundane corner of the world, Etching out something of such little and profound consequence, Before eating a meal together, watching a film together, and then falling asleep together, back into foreverywhere. In here. Where a knotted pulse unwinds and the soul finds reprieve from all its transgressions. Wounded teardrops falling like rain to nourish newborn dreaming. Pain pours out of me as I sink into peaceful loving.

Sometimes feelings can care about facts:

https://www.actualized.org/insights/amazing-5-legged-robot Reminds me of a high quality documentary I watched as a kid.

White fragility

Turn and burn

The historical Buddah was the greatest scientist who ever lived. His insights into reality remain unchallenged 2500 years later. He understood what makes a vase beautiful...

Also, one crazy generous person can make many new ones with efficient (relatively hassle free) gene transfer tools. Inspirational ❤️‍🔥💥💫

Consciousness.

Morality question. Living in a first-world country as a wage slave is already a life 10x more amazing than 90% of humanity. One summer I was picking vegetables in brutal conditions, 45 °C temperature, people collapsing, sometimes cosy in a tractor with an air conditioner and music, while brown people stayed outside, lucky. A man there from India is illegal, he makes $5-10au per hour (I don't know exactly, but I know his manager takes 49% his "legal" pay) ... He sends most of this money back to India to support his family. Collective masculine wound is ripe to make millions and billions. Is it wrong to make money from it if you help by just rearranging information? Can you be arrogant while more talented people will be jack hammering in thongs for the rest of their lives going nowhere, no matter how hard they work? healthy gamer gg is right, mass extinction is coming, egos won't handle dying into irrelevance without big swinging spiritual dicks. I like driving to wage slave job and not have to worry about being shot, like in third world country, not enough time...

1. 24 hours, seiza bench. 2. Third eye is open while driving. 3. Two 5-meo trips, one vaporised one rectal. Had dick surgery at age 23 and lost my virginity thereafter, opening all chakras.

Patched

Isn't that a bit like saying "God invented stupidity, irrationality, insanity, close mindedness and ignorance. So what exactly is God's logical code?" I have an "intuition" that things come full circle and are all connected in a strange loopey air dancer/tubeman escher drawing kinda way. If God “invented” rape and murder, then God also “invented” logic, reason, and morality. Blaming God for evil while crediting humans for good is inconsistent. Regardless of mystical metaphysics or theology, a practical moral code is simple: don’t rape, murder, torture, or enslave. Logical enough, and moral enough, no?

To the untrained eye, perhaps. Most people don't know that carrot leaves are edible.

... infinity doesn't end

Inspirational. ...Tolle dropped out

Very sorry to hear about your loss. Currently on day 4, I nearly crashed a truck with a $50k payload on. Hopefully, I don't wreck my life.

INFP men are the latest, most beautifulest bloomers. Just keep going bro. Fuck those emotionally incompetent hoes. This journal made me reflect on nofap. I've never actually tried it before. For one, I've never compulsively jerked off, even as a teen/twenty-something. I have a pretty low sex drive, so much so that I got my testosterone levels checked to see if there was something wrong with me. Turns out my levels are perfectly average. (640 ng/DL total, 9ng/DL free) So I guess something else about my constitution is different. That's not to say I don't indulge from time to time .... I certainly do... but I never grasped the fascination with this whole movement, and always felt off around guys discussing their habits, 'specilly around the ravid horn dog age range. Recently, I've been contemplating why human music is the way it is and wondering what music from other creatures would sound like. Maybe dolphins, orcas and whales have profound songs that we just can't grasp in earthly bound forms. I watched the video above a while back and have been passively processing in the background. It's fascinating how so many elements of music stimulate the brain from the neocortex right down to the brainstem. I wonder, too, if understanding this could enable a musician to target specific brain areas for different intended effects. I ran the following song through the script of the video theory above in ChatGPT, and this is what it came back with. Brainstem: No loud bangs or sudden crescendos—safe and refined. → Little raw, reflexive arousal. Basal Ganglia: Mid-tempo, dance-friendly pulse that supports groove. → Encourages body movement, mild pleasure. Amygdala: Emotional lyricism, romantic longing, dramatic structure. → Generates warmth, intimacy, connection. Neocortex: Synth-pop structure, predictable build, melodic motifs. → Pattern recognition and emotional nuance. Mirror Neurons: Shared vocal narrative, emotive singing—"we feel it together." → Embodiment of empathy, shared emotional journey. Will post back with my experiment, assuming you're cool with me posting here, of course...

How I felt when I first saw Euler's formula.