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Life is like something in a vise which gets squeezed tighter and tighter as time goes on. At birth it's loose, and then it constantly gets squeezed tighter and tighter, right before death it's at its tightest. And then you get reborn and it starts all over again.

I don't know. Time makes everything worse. Keeping your hand in boiling water for 2 seconds is worse than 1 second. And 5 seconds is worse than 2 seconds. Etc. I don't even want to think about how painful the future will be.

I think eternal recurrence might be true, and it's a horrific thought. But I stopped thinking about it because as far as I know it's unprovable.

Sorry for talking like that in my post above, but I'm sick of everything and I've had enough of life. I think I have never been feeling as bad as I do now..

That doesn't make any sense. But ok. @Eternal Unity It's possible to hallucinate and get voices in your head while sober too.. Pyramids aren't evidence that we have been visited.. Whatever..

And how could I explore aliens? The scientists are searching for aliens 24/7.

That's just belifs. And maybe stuff which you have hallucinated while tripping balls. Evidence please. Grainy fuzzy low-res pictures or videos of something which could be anything doesn't cut it.

They are forced to believe in anything (bs) so that they can fit in.

Because all the chemicals are flying around in my brain just fine. But my life is fucking shit. So that's why I'm living in hell. If you would be put inside a fucking box, and your brain would work fine, don't you think you would be miserable? In that case medication wouldn't help shit.

The doctors say that they don't recommend medication for me.

If you say nothing matters, it only means that you are currently too spoiled with a comfortable life.

@4201 It's well known that some people are naturally happy, and some people are naturally unhappy and they can never become happy no matter what. For example in the same way as someone is hardwired to be introvert or extrovert. It's because of the physical structure of the brain. There's no doubt about this. There's no point in talking to you since you twist everything to fit your wishful thinking fairy tale.

@4201 It's 70-80% about genetics https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007%2Fs10902-016-9781-6

@4201 No it's not 22%, it's 50%.

https://www.cnbc.com/2017/02/11/a-scientist-has-discovered-why-happiness-might-very-well-be-genetic.html https://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/discovered-the-genetic-secret-of-a-happy-life-2279858.html?amp

The mourning ones could consciously change this balance, by choosing to not be sad. But of course that's difficult or impossible. Sunny would definitely not want you to be sad @SoonHei

From a utilitarian view it was a bad move, because he wasn't even suffering. So he added a massive amount of extra suffering into the world, unfortunately. I'm all for suicide if it doesn't cause suffering to others. If it means that the total amount of suffering decreases.

"Never Kill Yourself For Any Reason" Dogmatic, narrow-minded.

Holy fuck. He never showed any signs whatsoever of depression or sadness. He was one of my favorites here. I agreed with him more than I do with most other people here. I'm glad for him. But I'm not glad for those who he left behind.

@4201 Science.

Genes and upbringing. Mostly genes. The physical nature of the brain.

I don't know.

Probably because there are more factors other than your beliefs. I can't force myself into believing in bs anyway, even if I wanted to. In that case there is no value. Why must there be value? I don't give a damn about truth giving me happiness or some other value, I just want to know the truth. Why do I want to know the truth? I don't know.

I don't remember. I don't like any psychiatrist. I'm not going to waste more time and energy on those things.

You're welcome. I don't think I would become happy if I would believe in the same fairy tales. It wouldn't give me any special powers, so it wouldn't change anything. I value truth more than happiness.