Natasha Tori Maru

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  1. @Flowerfaeiry I always saw the 'spirit' portion as pointing to the non-physical nature of the awareness within. 'I am not the body, the thinking mind'
  2. @Raze I have listened to this previously and it is damn powerful @Carl-Richard I have tinnitus also, my brain is filtering it out now. I wonder if I am losing the ability to perceive some frequencies though... frightening
  3. Drops an egg into the void. Suddenly a chicken appears around it But in reality here is me:
  4. @ivankiss Bedtime for the remaining 1/1000 fraction of human left
  5. @cetus Goddamn it danced around that one didn't it? What a bitch Overloaded the circuits. I would have expected a simple answer... Why is there something, rather than nothing? WhERe wOuLd YoU pUt iT?
  6. You see some holes were poked, and some holes were poked back. A mirror. There is no, no. You're a funny little one. More circles
  7. This is not a bad answer @cetus Alexa: Why is there something, rather than nothing?
  8. @PenguinPablo This was powerful. I am grateful you shared it. Creativity arises when we are faced with limitation.
  9. @James123 However - pointing out truth is just presenting another belief or idea. It is not truth until it is recognized as lived experience, to the receiver. So this is a little circular, do you not think? How to induce experience of truth?! Are the words an attempt to induce? They can but vaguely point. And the pointing finger runs the risk of becoming the idea. It also makes all these posts where there is an attempt to tell something quite ironic, no? Because there is some motivation to perform this action over and over
  10. @Someone here no harm no foul 🫠 I like being challenged, even if sometimes it makes me feral and aggressive with making a point. So I too, am sorry. In the end it is me angry at myself. I see some 'perceived' ignorance and I want to help, but when I am faced with resistance I am infuriated. 100% because I am disowning the part of myself that is ignorant, and I refuse to see it. I refuse to accept the other user has considered something I have not. So what I see in reality is just precisely what is occuring inside me. I am just unconscious too it. So reverse engineering my feeling and emotional reaction back to the belief is fucken brutally awesome. Lots of arrogance there as we can see... I do have to get a handle on the feral slappings I tend to let slide in... 🤪 I don't insult but I am aware I can be very derisive and dismissive. I do it at work in construction, and it gets results. Learned bad behaviour.
  11. @Someone here ❤️❤️ Addictions/compulsions are compensations for un-actualized values. I feel vicariously happy for your news 🙂 @Schizophonia my ex went suicidal for a bit when getting on them. I think we really have nfi how these meds effects us systematically @theoneandnone same for me. I have extreme reactions to psychedelics and weed causes visual, auditory and sensory hallucinations. But not in a bad way. I just choose to obstain because I value clarity over anything else.
  12. @Jodistrict Inc internet 2.0 ready for the reboot Flood the zone with shit, truth and lies - the name of the game.
  13. @Schizophonia I thought of you when I watched this earlier - it is your jam?
  14. @Ulax HAHAHAHA PREPARE YOUR WOMB
  15. @cistanche_enjoyer some people fully surrender and accept their circumstances. Some end it. It is an eternal struggle humans have attempting to control. For assurance. To relieve stress. All stemming from survival. Each of us require a different amount of control to feel OK. The surrender and endurance some people have is really a recognition we have no ability to control anything at all. It is a really wise person that can recognise how ableist they are and appreciate it without it being ripped away... If you want raw brutality visit a hospice or spend some time at hospitals. My work requires me to be in these environments. It is the most grounding thing I have witnessed.
  16. From the not knowing 🌱 @ivankiss don't be a little mutant, unless you want some of mommies zen stick through the neck I do think though, that if we are going the nonduality route, investigating duality and using concepts are needed to point to various parts of our experience we overlook. Especially for those of us heavy on intellect. But I think you know this, and the aim of this paragraph was to highlight the fact that more concepts were present potentially not aware of? 🫠 For myself personally, I think forcing nondual talk all the time is silly. Some people benefit from concepts and ideas initially. Some benefit from having to dig into the meat of a statement that isn't clear - at first. It's like walking up steps that are non complaint: each step is a fucken metre high and you have to climb and fall. Sometimes there is no hope to get up! The initial concepts used as nondual pointers are a little mobile scaffold to help. So once there you can kick the scaffold away and see the real unobstructed view. Rip the cataracts off. Like learning a system before you can break it. All these different methods should end up with a full deconstruction in the end, but everyone gets there in a different way. Some teachers get us to W O R K for it. Some learners can't do it that way. Anyway bit of a digress there, sorry Carl wasn't really at you!
  17. We reflect on what it is that is witnessing the thoughts. WHAT is perceiving the feelings. What is witnessing that? Those things do not make up our substance. You have a thought - it comes, it goes. What is watching that? And if that watching can contain any thought, any perception - what must it be to be able to do this without any effects on the thought or perception? The subject in isolation with all objects removed.
  18. @LoneWonderer I remain totally open with this topic because it could be - as you say - anything. I do see some sketchy stuff though, intermingled with curious reports. Cheers for the share !
  19. What I class as UFOs is actually an unidentified flying object. As in - these are highly likely to be private contractor owned drone tech as a possibility (among other possibilities). I mean unidentified as in, no one has come out to claim them. I do think this gets lost sometimes and twisted in with aliens etc But whatever these government boys are saying publicly - they have been allowed and cleared to say these things. Which is why I think it is a giant red flag.
  20. @Mafortu I think what you pointed to in your reads on the situation crossed over a lot with mine. AND I think it probably wasn't apparent I like remaining open with these sorts of things - I think I came at this with an interest that bordered on aggressive because of the derisive tone you injected into the post. In addition, I did wonder why you posted - what could your intentions be if you weren't aiming to convince anyone?
  21. @Mafortu You answered above - and I did ask
  22. @Mafortu I am laughing because I agree with a lot of the above - but I draw no conclusions as you have. I do not know I wonder why you chose to answer someone else though
  23. @Jowblob My speculations align with what you have rapped on above
  24. @Mafortu The burden of disproof. My experience is different. Time will reveal all.