Natasha Tori Maru

This. I manipulate others all the time. I am very subtle about it. Most of the time I am attempting to engage someone emotionally on a few levels to attempt to persuade them to do what I need, willingly. So they enjoy the process and I instil in them a sense of intrinsic motivation to a shared goal. I do this in my construction work to push others to adhere to programs, ensure quality control etc. In my personal life I attempt to steer people to a direction I believe will facilitate growth. Even on the forums, you will get a sense I draw you in with the pace and type of language I use. I don't deny this at all >.> My own internal moral system means I review my behaviour & actions against a checks and balances system. Its important to remember in this process - ultimately you have zero control. If you manipulate with any negative goal or without an overall 'good' aim? I can assure you, you will not enjoy your inner world at all. You have thoughts that act like running programs that will eat you alive in the background. Like a corrupt system chip driver polluting the entire operating system and all its running programs. Its just sad that there are those of us who are so self serving, they delude themselves into the belief all their manipulations are 'good'... in their limited perspective. Often with these individuals, as they grow older and become more aware, they realise the error of their ways. It always comes back to eat you alive...

The bolded above... THE ENDLESS QUESTION. The question is less present and has less imperative if kids are out of the equation. I myself have never had the inclination. I do have a large family though, so I am socialised to an extent I do not see so much these days (in modern gentrified society). I have had hands in assisting my family in child rearing of all ages. I have found, with regard to 'bypassing', there are issues you will unravel within yourself that can ONLY be realised in the friction of a romantic partnership. Perhaps you will reach a phase where you want this, as you have exhausted your ability to explore yourself, with only yourself All this is very contingent on age - your wants are certain to change!!! Change is the only constant

Definitely. Women fall prey to this more commonly in my experience

Absolutely, I agree! I listened to the entire conversation. He had many ways to illustrate spiritual growth & progression in ways I had not thought of. I particularly give Cory respect for how vulnerable he was willing to be regarding his trepidations regarding marriage and his relationship. Most especially as it is a frequent topic on these forums for men (and women) who do not see the value/point/intention behind marriage. I myself fall prey to many of these thoughts regarding relationships. Romantic partnerships have a way of really showing you your S H I T - right to your face! The one aspect of romantic partnerships that always has me turning to them in favour? Genuinely wanting to share and contrast my experience with another soul. Physical, mental, spiritual. Very very difficult to find another who meets you eye to eye in a multifaced way. Not to mention I personally find conflict and mediation a great avenue for growth. I do not shy away from it, rather, I turn into the storm head on

Hmm, do we think 'experience' is embedded in the story we attribute to it? There is raw perception as a part 100%. Is our internal reaction part of the experience? Because each individual, for sure, will extract a different 'experience' from the same perception event. This tells me our inner narration is an integral part.

HAHAHA oh my gosh! But isn't this just so true and applicable in this little corner of the internet? Some forum members are GUILTY This is a great interview touching on the subject in great depth - a confluence that I listened to this, and then came across your post

I tried to answer all the above questions with one larger stream of consciousness. I will stipulate I used ai in no way whatsoever to clean up these words, or add anything to my own. My best regards: To experience & learn everything. Experience is to be explored in all forms. To do so, an infinite number of configurations of experience must be generated. The system of generation requires definitions. Definitions for reality are created, at base, via numbers. Mathematics serves to outline basic boundaries and descriptions, by assigning variables to create scenarios – experiences. Just as an algebraic equation with 2 variables serves to describe all points on the line, from 0->infinity, there exists an infinite number of variables in an infinite number of configurations to describe reality. Curves, circles, lines etc & their volumetric definitions via integration. An equation – a relation – will exist to describe the slope of Leo’s nose, the distinct lines of your ears, your fingerprints, etcetera… All mapped out to form this ‘3D’ space. Leo can, on these terms, spawn in any which form. In fact – Leo MUST spawn in all forms – some with alien configurations, to bring about this experience God craves. On top of this static form, experience is to serve God, by God providing the time dimension. So shit can occur. Time is completely illusionary. In this way, frequency & vibration serve to describe reality to the recurring BEAT of time. The sun rises to a frequency, sets to a frequency. Your heart pumps to a frequency. You blink – frequency. The Earth rotates – frequency. You breathe - frequency. So, on top of the infinity of Leo’s forms that must manifest, an infinite number of realities – a tesseract – of all experiences in time, must exist. An infinite number of dimensions. In one dimension, Leo is experiencing reading this passage as he sits at a dark wooden desk, on a black craptop & assessing its validity. In another, he is reading this passage on his phone waiting at a restaurant, formulating a response that will cause much consternation to Tash. In another, he is an alien on a space station, reacting to the stupidity of these words. In one reality, Tash is actually speaking these words to Leo, and we have a pre-existing physical friendship. And on and on and on into infinity. And then on again. And again and again and again. For even as numbers span into infinity, that can act to describe all these situations, so too can the space between zero and one be divided into infinite slices. In this way zero can never reach one, as it can be sliced into ever more fractions… 1.1, 1.12, 1.13 - > infinity. The space between and everything described is just… infinity. All this, so that Leo can experience everything, all infinite configurations. God is you, experiencing in this way. Because the alternative? The pure horror of ever knowing. No surprises. The pure banality of existence with no friction to create. No learning. No new. Endless configurations to create endless experience. To learn everything. God chooses even pain and suffering when he manifests as Leo, over all knowing. He divides so he can have a surprise. Have a dream. Have Love. Joy. Happiness. Have pain & suffering. He chooses to forget – by manifesting as Leo. God is so greedy, he wants all the experience to himself! 😊

I agree with your thoughts as highlighted above. I was not able to 'break through' until I had integrated masculine/feminine. Just my personal experience. I definitely chose to come into this existence in female form as this was the energy type I needed to master, primarily. Strangely enough, I was much more within my masculine energy initially in life. I rejected my feminine power for a long time.

Shit my apologies if my response came across as sarcastic or trolling. Tone was lost there I do mean it in all seriousness. As I think this is the ultimate proof of God.

I exist.

I know right? I think 'Discipline becomes pleasure if you pursue meaning.' trumps the one by Peterson

May I ask - why did you pursue spirituality in the first instance? I ask, as I was predominantly concerned with existential matters in the first phase of this life. I scoffed, laughed and disregarded what could be attributed to 'stage orange' type behaviour. I was much more nihilistic & solipsistic. I reached a point - an awakening, realisation, etcetera. After this, spirituality turned my attention back to the path of crude matter we all experience. But this time, I had the knowledge I was a luminous being integrated within me. And this assisted in dealing with the matter reality. I chose to apply my attention in the material realms. I found meaning in something external to myself, my thoughts, my feelings, through the knowledge I needed to cultivate a mastery over matter and energy manipulation. Through this meaning, wealth (in the form of money, health, happiness) was the by-product. I use my talents - namely, my ability to manipulate others feelings and leverage power - to build stuff. I don't know your path or what you choose to pay attention to in this existence. I can tell you, I never had abundance when I focused on cultivating it for its sake. I had to know, not simply learn, to operate according to the awakening I had experienced. Basically, if your thoughts, feelings, spoken word & actions aren't all in alignment, shit is not gonna happen. The hardest part is finding where they align for you. tl:dr You need to find meaning. Spirituality cannot always give it to you.

Boomerang-ing back to the remote viewing blog post - this was a good interview with Joe McMoneagle who was a remote viewer for the CIA. The methods, interpretations and how the mind and consciousness comes into it are broken down at 39.48s.

Of course I did. I just did not think your responses were diving into a succinct answer.

'hotties only' - we have one constraint identified. Are we inserting our gender bias as well? Or we going fluid, men, women and anything in between? We don't discriminate when it's absolute love, after all. Just one big pile of flesh 😈

Ouch this is really a double blow - you have lost a relationship AND a group of friends. In my experience, I have to move through the process, and all stages, of grief. It helps to try to recognise which stage you are immersed in as a marker of healing progress. Because in the end, time is the only thing that heals (as cliché as that sounds). I've had my life totally 180 itself inside out & upside down so many times. 7 year relationship - gone, 3 years - gone, 4 years exploded. When I was younger I laboured under the illusion this was it. But everything changes, everything ends. There is still so much pleasure and joy for you in the future, I guarantee you. This time of pain will end also <3

You probably have greater chances of meeting a God realized individual (in the flesh) out randomly in the woods than anywhere else. When you meet them, you know. That presence - and in the eyes. They pay attention. You feel heard. Without judgement. After all, isn't attention - when feelings, thoughts and actions align - the act of Love? Collections/congregations of spiritual people? In my experience, you'd have low chances. Maybe if there was ever an Actualized.org forum meet-up it might be possible. But this aint' no dating site

I think it depends what sector of construction as well... I know some brickies who have peanut brains. Roofers, brickies, concreters are made of fucking STEEL, but require someone else to tell them precisely what they need to do so they don't have to think - which is where I come in I am more the sort who reads plans, estimates what we need & organises all logistics. Answers contractors questions, meetings with client/architect/consultants, bit of estimating for tender as well. I also order all the framing for windows, and materials for doors. I have to memorise plans and specs so when someone calls I can answer quickly so we keep on project schedule. I work with my Dad so he has me doing a bit of everything. My employment runs pretty contrary to my spiritual endeavours. It is pretty dry and fact driven, very masculine environment - really the last bastion of men

One thing to remember is every other separate individual you meet, whatever their level of development, is an aspect of god - or you - choosing to manifest in a coherent way to have that specific experience. None of us can invalidate that.

Hi there

Perhaps you would like some Rabies to taste insanity? Dissolve all those coherent definitions into a sludge of useless grey matter

Echoing @BlessedLion & @Emerald's sentiment! This is what I was about to come and post! I was a seeker for a long time to transcend suffering. I pointed my lens to spiritual endeavours to be surprised by God Realization, only to have that very God Realization point right back to the crude matter of reality, and the knowledge I must drive into this experience. The great Ouroboros:

The clarity with which you executed these words... speaking on many levels of this wonderous revelation, and your very grounded understanding! Thank for your grace and holding space for my personal experiences & beliefs We are many walking this earth, you never know who you will cross paths with. Namaste!

Theres a Between us, and the ultimate divine, is a telepathic collective layer of consciousness that doesn't labour under time, and lacks matter. I have no proof of this mind you. Simply that I have experienced some confluences that simply could not be ignored! I will allude to a connection to what I speak about: the current revelations of cutting edge science, disclosure, 'drones' and many studied psychic phenomena that can't be explained (yet), all spawn from this space. Maybe a critical mass can be reached within humanity that enables the veil to be lifted, but this would irrevocably change our trajectory. Which isn't correct for our path yet (in my opinion!). We can all just do our little things to make progress All I can be certain of myself is we are so much more than we have been led to believe! I am so vicariously happy to hear about your process btw - FUCK YEAH! That feminine energy unlocked is going to flow right back to the masculine and feed its beauty Happy mothers day & all the love! T