Natasha Tori Maru

Out of curiosity - Outline your history of mediation. Outline your typical contemplation practice / frequency. To come to this conclusion does make me think there is a lack of experience with one of the above, because it is like saying 'i will learn to knit a sweater, but I do not think learning to hold the needles is needed'

I have a dog. I am happy for the dog to act as a filter 😁 I am conforming by owning a dog. But not all conforming is bad. Nothing in the video triggered me as I took no offence to it. Good discernment. I know the video was based on the social domain more than pure relative existential - but listening on my run was weird man. I was forced to contemplate how my mind / will forced my feet to confirm to a pattern of falls and cadence to propel me forward. How the sole of my shoe conformed to the force between the trail and my strike, wearing it away slightly. How my pants stretched to confirm to my movement - stretch and retract. And through these forces acting to conform materials, they wear the original form and integrity of the material down. Sort of like how confirming in the social domain wears our originality down. How it can wear our integrity down. Not always - but the more mindlessly we conform without wisdom, the more we run the danger of losing unique parts of ourselves 🙃

@Carl-Richard 😂 every reponse YOU GIVE HAS ME SPLITTING

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Yep this, I have a lot of experience with different strains. A lot of the newer hybrid strains I dislike for consciousness work. And mirror your experience of how incapacitating weed can be at high doses.

Have you considered you may have some mutant genetics that make psychedelics more proficient for you in general? In the same way some have great abilities with meditation. It is not legal here so dose was harder for me to work out. But I used daily for 6 years. I have auditory enhancement and extreme clarity of mind on weed. It was great for personal insight and creativity. Mushrooms hit me like a wet noodle. Just extreme physical sensations. Every time. LCD very visual, but shrooms and LCD never produced the realizations like weed did. Molly is just molly, feel good lovey shit. I probably consistently dosed too high on molly. It had the hardest comedowns also. Weeks of feeling zapped. In addition, I always really had a hard time handling the big crushing wave come-ups of molly. Did you ever green out from weed or never go that high dose wise?

I mean, we went from exploring the pitfalls of language in philosophy, to defining awareness/perception in an attempt to decipher some odd definitions of consciousness, to pornstars latest cuts, in the space of one page of a thread. This forum is like a mutant organism, nothing will stop it...

@Someone here @Carl-Richard No words my sides are travelling interdimensionaly

I don't normally post in this section, but I share this sensitivity. I thought I was unique in this. Weed is stronger than mushrooms, LSD and molly for me. I went hard at that shit for 5/6 years and it never lost potency

Who is judging? Should we be judging or discerning? In addition, it would be an error to anthropomorphize God. We could be attempting to understand an alien intelligence through limited human intelligence.

We are sure we are not conflating the relative vs absolute, yes?

It is easier to trick someone than to convince them they have been tricked

@Ramasta9 I've read that one! Intolerance is my issue with fructose. In addition, most of the fruits we eat these days have a lot more sugar than previously as they have been engineered that way. So there is much more sugar present which alters how the body reacts. The only way I would be able to touch fruit is if it were closer to organic and natural. So when we say fruit, it is me referencing the mutant stuff available today 🤪 However due to fructose digestion issues I cannot tolerate even good stuff, sadly! I simply wouldn't be able to eat that volume of fruit even if it were 100% natural and not engineered. Back to the eye topic though - I haven't ever found a topical solution that helped. I only noticed changes via nutrition or supplements

You guys are in for a rude awakening when age comes for you. No contemplation will prepare you for the limits that will come. Thank you Leo, will listen on my run

One also assumes that once we have the above settled, others are open to reason... Oh no no. We are bogged down in being FULL of information and cannot ever consider another point 💀 @Carl-Richard is engaging in the dance 🩰 💃

No! Theres no one using tech. The tech is using itself. Its emptiness using emptiness. Not even using - it's just emptiness. EMPTINESS EMPTINESSING @Someone here Please sleeps, for us?

Hahaha it's true - I deliberately reversed the roles when posting it to enhance the pure absurdity. 'Edgy vegan' reads like an oxymoron

Holy CRAP that is a lot a sugar. I guess everyone is different - I would be on a blood sugar rollercoaster of crashing and craving constantly. Fruit is not so good for me because I have very bad fructose intolerance. In addition I have seizures on a high carbohydrate diet. So I tend to eat almost all vegetables, some fish, eggs and cheese. For myself dry eyes were mainly caused from lack of healthy fats in the diet and not enough vitamin A.

Yes - integrity is a top value I screen for. I want to see words lining up with actions. And action reflecting mature and balanced values.

When the breakdown hits and rips the guts out of you

What is existence? Relatively, from the mind, through concept, thought, idea or perception? It can't. Absolutely, can the mind address existence... it never didn't

I never considered this but you are correct. I wouldn't say it is at the cost of the feminine at all. Thanks for the observation

Unstoppable force. Immovable object

Precisely. Like a vegan turning up to a meat eater/omnivore cooking class. Deliberate.