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Everything posted by Natasha Tori Maru
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What sorta fats? It could be a female thing - but I gained the best cognitive boost with additional fats + creatine. Egg yolks, raw fish oil (YUK, but the only way to get non-rancid shit), non-farmed fatty fish, sardines, kipper + avocados.
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I've done a lot of modelling - mainly for photographers in art and avant garde dance / movement circles. I have always been very good at reading people, vetting photographers and selectively working only with those I trust. I've done topless modelling only with the photographers I had a good, professional working relationship with. But at the end of the day, it is a man and a woman in an incredibly vulnerable and intimate setting. There is always a somewhat convoluted muse type relationship present - and these can and are often laced with sexual energy. The best working relationships are those that are laced with this sexual friction - but no one ever acts on it. They are the most explosive creatively. Typically, they generate the best work - output is greater and to a higher standard. I have always been confident and clear with boundaries. I was never exploited. I always approached modelling and photography as a co-created process. A woman not as confident as me. A woman who is more agreeable. More capitulating - she is at great risk of being exploited. I have had girlfriends fall into bad situations where they were groped, exploited and assaulted. Photographers. You have to be supremely confident in your ability to select - and usually younger women do not have the wisdom and knowledge of men to be able to do so. And even instincts can be wrong. People can surprise you. It is a very sad state of affairs. And most of the time it is 'art' masquerading as a desire to lower the barrier of entry for sex with young, beautiful woman. This usually happens with youth and beauty are the currency and power is informal rather than explicit. Boundaries get blurry. A woman has to select for artists with a genuine artistic drive. But is is hard to vet this - and it gets murky fast.
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@CARDOZZO it fucks those chicks up man... I've met the top Olympia female athletes. MY. GOD.
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His basic shit is fine. His pillars. But all the stuff on top of eating / sleep well is where it gets murky. And the ideology of wanting to be Joseph smith and create a religion is troubling. How will you know what works and what doesn't? How will he discern that with his protocol changing constantly? How does he know how anything is working? There isn't enough control or rigor in his experiment. He's also a grifter. A slow grift. His products have been terrible in quality, cheapening everything across the board. To be honest, you haven't asked me what it is I don't like him for. So your judgement about discernment is more about your problems with me not liking Bryan and agreeing with you, than any discernment I have.
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I think you guys might have some misconceptions about women in bodybuilding. As a chick who used to bodybuild, you don't just go near a weight and BOOM. Suddenly 10lbs of muscle on you. It is fucked how hard it is to put on muscle as a chick. Muscle on a chick is actually what keeps and gives her shape. It's only pics of flexing - or complete genetic freaks like Serena - who genuinely look jacked at rest. The aim isn't to maximise test - it's to put on muscle. There are other pathways of action to grow IE HGH. If you are natural hormones have to be in balance. You gotta be pinning to turn into a beast in general. And eating. And going hard. Chicks have so little test pinning is the only way to get massive. This is seperate to sexual / attraction preference of course. To each their own 😁
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@Optimized Life she's a specimen no doubt 💪🏾ಥ‿ಥ
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Boomer unc does DMT, ascends Takes all his delusion up with him into the hot air ballon Dem saucer eyes
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We got some Bryan fans here ay? Lol
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Locking this. Any other Mod or Leo feel free to open it if you please. It has devolved into a shit-fight and isn't going anywhere constructive.
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NGL though it looks like he's busting the hardest nut
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Heh heh Carl! Is this your spirit animal? I hope this is what it's like into enlightenment 🥹🥹🥹
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You cannot really use high school divisions as a case. Pre-puberty.
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I may be misunderstanding - isn't this a fear of suffering? And the fearing of the suffering is causing further suffering?
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@Eskilon Hahaha all that spiritual work to have it come around to blended meat kangaroos with rocket fuel smoothies
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I think it was mushrooms? But he has done 5-MEO in the past, he has a tattoo on his arm of the molecule. I have no idea why this makes me feel so viscerally sick - I think its the idea of blended meat. Blended meat. Those two words should never be used in a sentence together!!!! LEO! Also, it better be a fucking eco-environmentally friendly paper straw so it can get soggy and disintegrate with the weight of blended animal. Bro doesn't even need to mention who he is referencing for everyone to mutually understand hahahaha
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Oh yeah, for sure. But the thing about Bryan Johnson is people are fucken FOOLED by that happy unc social media game he plays. It is funny watching people fall for charisma. But also... frightening! But he is a bit more benign. The grift is now in full force. If anyone knows anything about the mindset of mormon's and their culture, it is 100% obvious he has supplanted mornomism with techno-transhumanism and worshiping the AGI god for immortality
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It was MEEEEE! That BITCH @Sandroew @No1Here2c @Leo Gura You GUYYYYS - You just want to come visit me with my troop of turbo-booster clad space kangaroos
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I see what you see. It is clear where integrious behaviour is displayed 🤍 -
100% It can all be taken away in a moment.
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think I'm sad because a question was asked. And answers dismissed. Peace 🙏 -
Natasha Tori Maru replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Is this really a good faith, open question? -
Bryan Johnson is the worst of the rich bastards. Marketing got you by the balls 🤤
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to Elliott's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Nercohype where did I complain? If you have serious issues with posts and think a violation has occured - report function. That is what it is there for. All mods will then have a chance to review and make a collective decision. You have the power here. Use it. Responsibility is on you, also. Shared. Don't forget - moderators volunteer their time. There are no benefits to this gig. -
Natasha Tori Maru replied to Elliott's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Do you think we should suppress some views and opinions? Or attempt to deconstruct them? Do you think suppression is a good thing? There are many opinions and views dispensed here I strongly disagree with. It wouldn't be right to outright sensor them. Better to debate and engage in deconstruction, don't you think? -
Natasha Tori Maru replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Because we have spiritual egos we MUST attend to, prior to any genuine interaction (if one can be had, at all!) 😁😁😁 But to answer - my general experience if life phenomenologically, as my consciousness has expanded? I judge others a lot less. I am more interested in them, than me. I never was so interested in speaking of myself anyway. But this has grown. I enjoy hearing about what the person does. But this has nothing to do with who they are. So my experience of others usually involves me digging into their preferences, what makes them different to me. Because I feel they are me more so than ever, so the small differences seem HUGE now! I see how I am the same as others more than ever. I focus much less on what is said. Much more on eyes, movement, gestures. Tone. Facial expressions. Body presence. Although, it is hard to say if this is a higher consciousness thing, or borne of the online world - so much online is text now - so I focus on the body in front of me. What it is telling me. Overall you can see how grounded and integrated someone is by how their body moves, how deliberate and slow their actions are. People such as this are usually very diligent, disciplined, deep and thoughtful. People who rush are generally lower consciousness. My personal enjoyment of human interaction is much, much greater now. I reach out and touch people (with their permission) more than ever. Overall my spiritual process has become about finding out the needs of the other, and working out how I can help them see to it they are met through their own power and sovereignty. Even if it is just a passing interaction at a cash register. I will always try to bring the humanity to the interaction. Overall I value life a lot more. It has taken a long time and lots of work on my own conditioning. I am much more candid now. Much more honest even when it hurts. I check in with myself emotionally more. I never push truth on others - I present what I have and let the person come. Or I read they are open to truth. When I am triggered or low, I never attack or lash out. The most I will do is shrink from extending my energy. I will still always try to breach the gap between me and other in some way. When in this state I am brutally honest and stern with others, but never attacking. Attacking has never been in me. There's probably more - but body hungers ❤️ Overall I am so satisfied with basic bitch existence. Like. Rediculously so! Just getting into bed, clean sheets, washed body. BLISS! The sunrise every morning from my rooftop - the best part of the day! The look of the gum trees in the wind... Their smell. I am just satisfied to a great extent.
