Natasha Tori Maru

❤️ There are no mistakes I really enjoy you dont use a lot of black - I consider it a bit of a rooky mistake

We are the Succulent Chinese Meal 🤪 This man knows enlightenment:

@theoneandnone I don't draw any conclusions but remain open 🫠 If you listen to Bashar for any length of time, Daryl could reasonably have gone deep down into eastern and western spirituality and used multiple sources to build a worldview, and used the 'channeling' aspect as a platform to become a 'teacher'. A lot of what Bashar teaches is taken from current spiritual teachings and methods we already know. He just makes them accessible - digestible - to a western audience. He also translates them into something a bit more actionable. There is a shitload of crossover between this and then Law of One (another channeled entity, Ra). The main difference being the LoO material is a lot denser and difficult to understand. And some is REALLY far out there. You have to be exceptionally open to not dismiss it. Some dialogues are so dense you have to spend time rereading it in different states for meaning (which could be said for most teachings, heh) I just look at them as more pointers - pointers similar to Zen, Jesus, Buddah, Tantra, Vedanta etc

@integral thanks for the insights ❤️ My girl hasn't been neutered. I just deal with her cycles and it's not an issue. I learned to manage like any other part of life. And IT IS life. She is not here at my convenience. I too am worried about having her fixed. It doesn't make sense removing an essential part of them, although I face a lot of judgement for not fixing her. I am consistently accused of being a bad pet owner. I cook all her food. It did a lot of research around what dogs can eat and cannot before I begun... But I noticed her digestion prior any allergies or skin issues. She hasn't had anything like that thankfully. But my vet has spoken about terrible bumps, skin rashes, eye issues. Scratching. Cancer/immune issues. She is very intelligent, but also burdened with what she sees owners do. Most dogs are really overweight as well. My girl doesn't have any sort of twitching or scratching as per your elaboration above. She is a poodle so prone to ear infections (floppy ears) - but I noticed when I begun cooking all her food her earwax buildup went down. No issues at all there. One of the biggest things I did note was her behaviour and training improved as soon as I changed her diet. Her anxiety went down, less destructiveness, more receptive to training. More attentive and better interactions with strange dogs. I do not use any scented products in my apartment either. I get a blocked/stuffy nose if I use anything of the sort. I am hyper aware of this as dogs smell on a level we could never understand. It's a pain in the arse cosmetics wise for me 🤪. I've almost eliminated everything because there are scents and additives I cannot be sure of. I'll keep observing

Enlightenment or awakening? You walk unmarked paths through the deep forest, and it is dark for a time. Fear will come up because the ground isn't known. Brambles to trip on, steep declines, slippery rocks. I only say the above because it is common and natural to feel fear. If you let yourself feel this fear (and you should, repression will block your access to other emotions also) is it the Unknown? Everything you know, how to be, is dissolving. Take a look into the fear - it won't actually hurt you, despite what your mind might think. Many people do not realise that allowing feelings does not pose a threat to us. It just appears this way 🙂 Uncertainty runs the opposite direction to survival. And survival is all about certainty.

@integral have you extended your research to include animals yet? Dogs and cats are displaying ridiculous amounts of health issues and cancer - rates and incidents have been on the rise. I thought it prudent to point this out as their bodies are much smaller than us, and reach toxic capacities much much quicker. The vet that I take my dog to researches this on the side. I haven't contributed much to your conversation but I have been reading what you present 👍

I'm over here harvesting that shit like a golden datamine

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We may just end up mutually disagreeing - I still do not think force is the most important/fundamental element. It is part of the method. It still remains that wisdom, intelligence and good information can act towards an informed decision - in which case action is taken to change potential to kinetic (the force). Without the above - wisdom, intelligence, information - a simple force in action with no clear intention acts to increase entropy and not achieve anything. So, I feel it is a combination of energy, wisdom and force - as opposed to one (force) being fundamental In retrospect I sort of approached this assuming I would be treated as a disembodied voice making claims in cyberspace: I couldn't expect you to know I am a bit prickly and battle hardened in the idea-dissection arena And the approach you have with respect to women is an intelligent one - in real life, for sure. It just might not apply on a spiritual forum spearheaded by a brutally candid and blunt leader ! I think I just do not want to you lose out on potentially revelatory conversation due to my avatar and name bringing baggage. And I do not want to lose out, either. I am similar in behavior; many years of life have taught me I can be much more candid with men (which is my natural way), but with women I need to be concerned with what feelings arise and backing off accordingly.

@Flowerfaeiry I always saw the 'spirit' portion as pointing to the non-physical nature of the awareness within. 'I am not the body, the thinking mind'

@Raze I have listened to this previously and it is damn powerful @Carl-Richard I have tinnitus also, my brain is filtering it out now. I wonder if I am losing the ability to perceive some frequencies though... frightening

Drops an egg into the void. Suddenly a chicken appears around it But in reality here is me:

@ivankiss Bedtime for the remaining 1/1000 fraction of human left

@cetus Goddamn it danced around that one didn't it? What a bitch Overloaded the circuits. I would have expected a simple answer... Why is there something, rather than nothing? WhERe wOuLd YoU pUt iT?

You see some holes were poked, and some holes were poked back. A mirror. There is no, no. You're a funny little one. More circles

This is not a bad answer @cetus Alexa: Why is there something, rather than nothing?

@PenguinPablo This was powerful. I am grateful you shared it. Creativity arises when we are faced with limitation.

@James123 However - pointing out truth is just presenting another belief or idea. It is not truth until it is recognized as lived experience, to the receiver. So this is a little circular, do you not think? How to induce experience of truth?! Are the words an attempt to induce? They can but vaguely point. And the pointing finger runs the risk of becoming the idea. It also makes all these posts where there is an attempt to tell something quite ironic, no? Because there is some motivation to perform this action over and over

@ExploringReality

@Someone here no harm no foul 🫠 I like being challenged, even if sometimes it makes me feral and aggressive with making a point. So I too, am sorry. In the end it is me angry at myself. I see some 'perceived' ignorance and I want to help, but when I am faced with resistance I am infuriated. 100% because I am disowning the part of myself that is ignorant, and I refuse to see it. I refuse to accept the other user has considered something I have not. So what I see in reality is just precisely what is occuring inside me. I am just unconscious too it. So reverse engineering my feeling and emotional reaction back to the belief is fucken brutally awesome. Lots of arrogance there as we can see... I do have to get a handle on the feral slappings I tend to let slide in... 🤪 I don't insult but I am aware I can be very derisive and dismissive. I do it at work in construction, and it gets results. Learned bad behaviour.

@Someone here ❤️❤️ Addictions/compulsions are compensations for un-actualized values. I feel vicariously happy for your news 🙂 @Schizophonia my ex went suicidal for a bit when getting on them. I think we really have nfi how these meds effects us systematically @theoneandnone same for me. I have extreme reactions to psychedelics and weed causes visual, auditory and sensory hallucinations. But not in a bad way. I just choose to obstain because I value clarity over anything else.

@Jodistrict Inc internet 2.0 ready for the reboot Flood the zone with shit, truth and lies - the name of the game.

@Schizophonia I thought of you when I watched this earlier - it is your jam?

@Ulax HAHAHAHA PREPARE YOUR WOMB

@cistanche_enjoyer some people fully surrender and accept their circumstances. Some end it. It is an eternal struggle humans have attempting to control. For assurance. To relieve stress. All stemming from survival. Each of us require a different amount of control to feel OK. The surrender and endurance some people have is really a recognition we have no ability to control anything at all. It is a really wise person that can recognise how ableist they are and appreciate it without it being ripped away... If you want raw brutality visit a hospice or spend some time at hospitals. My work requires me to be in these environments. It is the most grounding thing I have witnessed.