Muhammad Jawad

I recently had a bit Challenging experience with 5g Shrooms w Lemon Tek which led me to Panic Attacks & Shock. Will it be easier for me in the Future? My Trip Report:

Oh my God. He has really gone through experiences that have a lot of similarities with my experience. There are a lot of things which are very common. There were a few more things in my Ego Death Experience that I forgot or couldn't express in my trip report which @ivankiss has mentioned in his report in really simple words. I will share my trip report with him as well. Thanks a lot

Most Welcome :-) Thanks Thanks a lot for sharing this. I will surely read it now.

Is that the same case with Shrooms Trips as well?

I have also read somewhere that when your spiritual energy is too high at that time Electronics around you can stop working.

Thanks. I am not sure if at that stage you will be able to remember forgetfulness or not. Because at the peak of my trip I was having panic by thinking that I am gone blind but I couldn't remember that I myself have turned all of the lights off at the beginning of the trip. At one more stage I thought I am dead due to that I was in panic & shock but couldn't remind myself to turn on the light or something like this. I wanted to come out of the trip, darkness but I forgot that I turned the lights off and I can turn them as well. I was getting Mad.

Hi! I hope you are doing well. Thanks a lot for this precious piece of information. :-)

Best of Luck :-)

I chewed and swallowed 3 grams of Magic Mushroom at 03:00 am. I was in a really comfortable setting. Then I closed the door of my room and Inserted Ear Buds in-ears so I can block all the outer sounds and then I turned all lights off and sat on my Comfy Bean Bag Sofa and closed my eyes and started Meditation in Silent Darkness. Here are a few points I have learned or understood from this Trip: The body is an example or form of a Universe. Whatever you are seeing right now are infinite universes. Each Atom contains infinite Worlds. All Universes, Dimensions are in me and Me. I can create what I can Imagine and my Imagination is infinite. Everything is my hallucination and imagination. I zoomed out of this Body, Mind & World and became the ultimate Seer and all universes, dimensions (Heaven, Hell, world, Dark Dimensions etc…) was front of me like a Restaurant menu. I could create and go in any dimension. Every thought, Imagination, everything was coming out of me. Jawad & this world is just my thought & Imagination. I am awareness. You do not die. Things get born from you and die in you. I am just experiencing myself in all dimensions at the same time. It’s my own choice to come to this world to explore, enjoy, and help others to awake so they can come out of suffering. What is (Pain, Sorrow, Fear, Emotions, Happiness, Love etc) needs to explore. I had compassion for everyone for my family, I was crying for my family that how I am giving them pain, I thought I should Hug them, Cry with them, Ask for forgiveness, Help them, Love them. I was crying and really Sorry for not loving more. Bad people are bad because they didn’t receive enough love. I realized wherever consciousness or God look or become aware that thing starts to multiply into multiple subdivisions to infinity. Everything is infinite, each atom is infinite. I reached a point, where I could choose the death of human form at my own will and stay in God Forever but love & fear to be separated from my world, the family came into and I decided to come back for them. I chose to come back to love others, to help others, to prevent others from suffering, to explore, to enjoy. The ultimate suggestion I got: “Question Everything, Question your every feeling, Question your every thought”.

Exactly. You should read my 1g & 2g Shrroms Trip report as well. 1g Shrooms Trip Report: 2g Shrooms Trip Report: Don't try to get these things from the woods, It's too dangerous. I have tried the following: "Magic Mushroom Psilocybin Cubensis" I found local sellers through online research.

Hi Hulia! Hahaha. Don't Worry. You can start with natural methods of Spirituality like Meditation, Contemplation & readings and after some time when you feel a lot mature spiritually then you can start with lower doses of psychedelics. But I can't recommend Higher doses Yet as you know that where I have been from on my last trip. Only you know yourself, Your level of spiritual and psychological maturity. If you remain calm & peaceful in all kinds of situations of your life and you are confident that you can remain calm in worst-case scenarios as well like your death, etc... Then maybe you are ready to try Higher Doses as well which leads toward Ego's Death and Infinity. Right. I can understand. Exactly that is really terrifying. Even it's been 3 days after the Trip whenever I think about that stage of my Trip. My heartbeat gets abnormal and starts to pound due to fear.

Hello Friend :-) Exactly. My Ego does not know that how strong is the visualization power of its Higher Self that everything seems totally real to the Ego Self.

Yes, Particularly long vacation from Higher Doses.

Hi LEO! I hope you doing well and enjoying your break :-) Are you joking about electricity? Or you also experience these phenomena? Thanks a lot :-)

That's true. Exactly. Now I need some time for integration through natural spiritual methods like meditation and contemplation. 1st of all I have to make myself psychologically and spiritually as strong so I can handle any kind of situation calmly with Peace & Love.

Sorry, I am not sure what you mean by lip service.

Hmmm. Evolution of consciousness?

You are right. It takes time to forget this kind of experience. It still haunts me whenever I think about that experience. I feel like my ego is really scared of that and trying to hiding from the memories of its death. And yes sometimes I also think that it was not complete ego death because ego scared of the death and fight with experience of ego death which lead me to Panic.

I believe nothing exist.

Thanks :-)

I realised that fact during my psychedelic Trips. Everything is infinite and have no limits. Like your body consist of billions of atoms thats how atom consist of billions of small particles. And those particals also consists of billions of particles and that never ends. It's infinite.

Thanks a lot :-)

Wasalaam Brother! Yes, Love is the answer. As an ego we need to love ourselves and others and purify our ego with love to confront with the ultimate Truth.

Thanks a lot. Yes, you are right. Ego can not handle The Truth particularly selfish unpurified Ego because it's Ego's Death.

As soon as I got the normal state. The 1st words coming out of my mouth was "Thank God" "Thank God". :-)