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Testing every 3 month, always condom, don't go down on a woman if it's one night stand. thankfully in my slutty phase I just cought lice....

Samsung a55, 400€ and can do everything that Iphone of 1300€ do except cameras....

I was completely connected with God, and I was walking slowly over small pebbles and praying, I could feel every little small pebble (and there were millions of them) were perfectly aligned with my foot/sneakers to support me at just perfect angle so I could walk, words can't describe the feeling, later I sat down and bow down to bura (Croatian strong wind) and wind carried smell of salt from water (I live in coastal town) from 1km apart to me......it was beyond words....no drugs here....(yet)

I watched it on torrents, average green movie that could be lots of fun for families, nothing controversial in it, princess want to lead the kingdom and that's it, except one scene with gay dwarfs that's it. It didn't deserve all the hate and flop at cinema...

U r right.

I didn't read anything except first post, I'm coral and orange doctor saved my eye. So everything is relative. Life will make you humble no matter at what stage you are in......

Come to Balkan, vegetarians don't even exist here and considered mentally ill

THIS, we had Ante Pavelić in Croatia in WW2, he was ustaša (Croatian Nazi), what did he do when he/they lost? He took 20 kg of gold, personal bodyguard, changed his name and fled to Argetina on a boat masquerading as a poor immigrant. Big pussy.

Go buy another expensive shoes like you did last time.....

Try martial arts instead......

Znači, Beck je došao do koralne "master chaos" pogledaj sliku/piramidu na internetu, rušim vlade diljem svijeta, u mom susjedstvu prvo, Srbija pada, i pala je Sirija. S druge strane je Ken Wilber opisao koralnu 1999.g u svojoj knjizi One Taste, i na YT prošle godine je izašao isječak iz te knjige, proguglaj, i doslovce je svaka riječ, emocija, stih, stanje savršeno opisala moje stanje uma, tijela, duše, i voditeljica se rasplakala poslje tog citata.....eto ga.... P.s Google translate will fuck you up.....

Take it easy, you are just a kid, I'm coral and I transform simple pop songs to connect to God, be gentle, be curious, ask LOTS of questions, immerse yourself completely if you can....don't look for outcome or some spiritual "gains", and it's only 4 days, but it's GREAT start. P.s extreme amount of suffering in my life, training, patience, best mentors in the world and 15 years of hard spiritual work led me here......

@Carl-Richard don't worry, first I had a bad joke in my mind with Elon Musk and hair but it's not worth it, but be wise and patient like Ken Wilber who is trying wigs in his 70' loud and proud'!!!!! When I saw his videos, I just thought in my head, this is why this man is my god, (except my batshit crazy mentors who are his pupils but that is another story)

U r hot AF hope u have good gf, but honestly nothing beats Painkiller in metal history, sorry not sorry.....

Yeah, now I'm not opening this video tnx! And I'm NOT watching new final destination movie coming out, it scared me for life in my teens!

I quick google him, he's 50, and yellow/turquoiseish, I'm going to die alone!!!!! Ok drama is over, I hope they got to work together!!!! I'm not following any YouTubers, what's wrong with me?

But this is HARD, maybe only if you spent 20 years in cave meditating observing your mind 24/7 but we live in real world....but it helps me to reframe my mind and to remember myself there are so mentally strong people out there and so I can become like them one day......

Well my "Holy Bible" is my NDE page that I follow over 10years and it's most scientific as it can be and it's very rigorous, and God is so complex, there is everything there, karma, past lifes, life reviews, Holy Trinity, Christians dies and they discover that reincarnation is real, total atheists and suicide victims got unconditional love from God, aliens, there are also darker and horrible realms everything that you can imagine or not. But that is what God is. Everything. But I ground myself in this reality with Christian mysticism and Buddhism, my point is, for me karma is just another word for God nothing else, every religion has its flaws, but for Buddism and reincarnation is for me most fascinating thing is how they find next Dalai Lama, next Rinponche, next Tulchu, they developed the system over centuries and they literally find a babies (like finding a needle in a haystack) out of nowhere, and present them with objects from past life real and fake and they choose correctly 100% of time, there must be something in it.....maybe I'm off topic sorry.... Just my two cents.....

Congratulations! Enjoy yourself to the max and get the most out of it! One simple deep Buddhist chant can put me in a state of trance, thats how powerful they are! Be open minded as much as you can!

I'm so off topic but I'm here just to compliment your avatar/profile pic, I have it on my mobile phone It came from meme "how does it feel to know things" and there is 4 pics on it, it's really beautiful and on point.....I can't upload it here right now....

And who can create life? And it's been creating life from the beginning?

Ok you both live in Pakistan I get it and have opposite experience. I'm openly gay in small very conservative hometown and I dont have any issues whatsoever, i open local newspaper, gay tourist got beaten up in club in my town. Everybody has different experience and I think it's reckless to advise him to be "more open" we don't know 100% of his life and circumstances and details......

You literally said somewhere on spiritual podforum some time ago that you are above Leo and that this is all your playground......

Victor Frankl, In search for the meaning, it puts things in perspective .....