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  1. 3 minutes ago, Sidra khan said:

    I can understand your pain, men are innocent, no blame , If I were in my power I would donate artificial vaginas in the whole world. Hahahahaha 

    thx but i would prefer interesting women attached to those

    1 minute ago, Sidra khan said:

    Please go ahead ;)

    i mean it already speaks for itself "satan came inside me" is wildd


  2. On 22.7.2023 at 10:59 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

    Ahhhh, what a relief, I am feeling myself again.


    On 28.7.2023 at 10:15 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

    The drug started really kicking today. I feel a huge surge of energy. I feel some sort of peace and fulfillment. This is the real stuff. 


    On 2.8.2023 at 11:07 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

    But it also generated a lot of troubles too.I am seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow. I think he will add another medication, and decrease the dose of this one.


    On 6.8.2023 at 4:37 AM, LSD-Rumi said:

    My doctor added another medication to counteract the side effects and I am feeling a lot better. My OCD is gone, and my anxiety is diminishing. I feel like my brain is autoreparing itself these days. I always want to actively heal myself, but I think I will let my brain do its job.

    Jesus, I am finally getting drugs that work for me. If you have severe psychiatric illness, you should keep testing things until you hit the right combination. 


    On 31.8.2023 at 11:03 PM, LSD-Rumi said:

    I am microdosing PCE these days and it is better than any other medication I have ever taken. I made a nasal spray, and use it multiple times a day. It keeps my mood stable, anxiety low and the OCD dormant.

    I am still taking my medications but lowered the dose to the half.

    i hope it works out this time

  3. it brought us here it seems like it's this urge is what brings many of us to this pathless path

    I've always wanted to understand many things but other things i didn't care about (like math for example)

    but also this kind of urge which is a kind of seeking is also what's keeping us away from just being or being-ness

    it's often making up stories about stuff and comparing this this and that

    so i guess we try to turn this seeking energy on itself and let it dissolve eventually

    and then we become enlightened and fly away into the sky like sweet baby jesus

  4. 14 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

    Idk if shrooms count since every experience on them would probably be mystical and hallucinatory.  I heard death dreams usually mean birth and vice versa, but there are no rules regarding dreams anyway so who knows. Just don't dream your own death, even though it's imaginary anyway.

    Some shroom experiences were really very „mystical“ though, one time i was jesus, one time krishna, one time islamic, one time some kind of ancient planet dweller. I don’t think everyone gets those