PurpleTree

It’s wild and seems so frustrating this heavy metal chelation. I did a round of dmsa. But stories like yours (and not a great sleeper anyway) scare me from trying dmsa+ala. Stay safe.

Russian, French, German and US reaction on the overthrow On Julani

It means for example: nobody has to feel good nobody has to be kind nobody has to be a good person nobody has to be interesting nobody has to be depressed nobody has to heal nobody has change the world nobody has to be helpful nobody has to be beautiful nobody has to be a good woman/man nobody has to be tough nobody has to be cool nobody has to be a good son/daughter/mother nobody has to represent their race, nationality, gender, identity nobody has to heal nobody has to be smart nobody has to be fun nobody has to keep it together nobody has to have good vibes nobody has to be optimistic/pessimistic/realistic nobody has to be safe nobody has to rich nobody has to please others nobody has to get enlightened nobody has to brace for a future nobody failed nobody has to live a good life nobody has to get life "right" nobody has to get better nobody has to prove anything nobody has to be deep nobody has to be not neurotic nobody has to be entertaining nobody has to be fit nobody has to fit in nobody has to have a position nobody has to defend a position nobody has to be funny nobody has to be tall nobody has to be slim nobody has to be not tired nobody has to smile nobody has to understand something nobody has to like you nobody has to be empathetic to "you" and so on etc. it’s endless and quite obvious. My self hasn’t dropped away and it doesn’t have to. But when these thoughts ^^ come up it can feel quite freeing that’s why i posted it. Being a separate self can feel very agitating and neurotic. And all those need to, shoulds and shouldn’t etc. are mostly causing it i guess. Also saying nobody has to be a good person obviously doesn’t mean someone is now becoming bad or whatever.

I’m just glad that Putin lost in Syria. Let’s just hope the best for the Syrian people Kurds etc.

There’s no escape. there’s no way to get further away from it or closer to it.

If anyone has these issues. I read that probiotics with only bifido bacteria don’t cause these histamine brain fog etc. issues. But here it’s hard to find probiotics with only bifido bacteria. Most are mixed bifido and lactobacillus. Found a cheap one at a health store which is supposed to have only bifido but it doesn’t even say which strains and how much. And when i asked the woman at the store she didn’t have a clue of anything.

Beautiful

FmT Fecal matter transplant sounds nice.

Yea no i think it was lavender that messed me up smh.

I’ll just put this here because of Russian interference. Romania

Well there seemingly already is no choice and no chooser. So you can’t choose to resonate with something or not. Alright i’ll stop now 🦭

Wild

Well in (radical) non duality they often talk about no self, no doership, no time and so on. So in that sense there isn’t a way in which you can approach anything because there is already no one. Whatever happens happens. That can also just be a story but for me it resonates.

Yea for me it’s not like the high dose psychedelic crazy patterns and visions. But just like a low dose, sometimes feelings of no self, loss of time, crazy colours, visual sharpness, bodily sensations and so on. And i don’t meditate. But inquiry and listening to non duality etc. is my meditation. Just like a lot of frequent glimpses basically.

Ok well good luck. Ok thanks yea at some point i will probably. But recently i often had psychedelic experiences without even taking anything. Just with mostly non duality and inquiry etc. and right now that’s fun enough.

Nevermind.

I’ve tried Ayahuasca thrice. But without ceremony and shaman. And yea it was crazy and hard to grasp. Did you plug the 5meo?

How convenient. But he could teleport or levitate here maybe?

"We don’t want to be part of Russia"

And has your separate self dropped away? Or is your spiritual ego tied to using indian words and such?

I actually have some but never tried it. Never felt like it and never really liked N N. I might go to some ayahuasca ceremonies or something. I said bring me such a yogi and we will test it. We will drown him. Then i’ll drag his dead body infront of you fairy tale believers like in the movie Troy. And yell "see what you made me do"