PurpleTree

Sounds like total bs to me.

So then why is Haiti always suffering if its all "karma"?

Because i don’t care who you "follow" I just find it annoying when people go overboard with promoting their bs and their gurus trying to convert people.

I‘ve heard many stories about people’s seeking ending with for example Tony Parsons. Anyway it doesn’t matter. Do what you enjoy.

Putin already kind of apologised to Aliev and said „oopsies"

The US under Trump also want the Panama Canal and Greenland. Watch the US lose most their allies probably.

Nah bruv after nothing there’s nothing.

Living in time is so 2018

That there seemingly is no free will and the self is probably really just a story.

Can you elaborate a bit on it. What’s some stuff that stuck out?

Partly.

Yea it is but also many people do misuse it unfortunately.

No i‘m talking about that.

You actually do have to do stuff to get the money. Go to meetings, write applications for jobs., go to programs. If they offer you a shit job (like cleaning the park) you have to accept it. Otherwise they fine you/take some of your money. And i think usually it’s much less than 2100

So in reality i was in a hotel bed. But in the dream i was laying in another bed. I was in my body and was conscious though and it was very realistic. Then a see through tube appeared and was inserted into either nose or mouth. Where the tube came from i don’t know could be from another dimension, from something who can’t be seen or whatever. It did feel a bit alien abductiony but it wasn’t extremely threatening. I kind of let it happen seemingly willingly. It felt like my body was made of jello and the tube/straw was sucking out some of the jello. The jello was see through i could see it through the see through straw. The feeling of getting sucked out felt very intense. So then i woke up and my body was quite nervous and couldn’t sleep for seemingly a few hours or at least an hour. Tadaa dream

Yea i also been to Asia a bunch. Stayed in a village and Kolkatta in India. Stayed in Thailand basically in a jungle when i was 4 etc.

Consciousness is just a word though.

And that wae a good thing? Sounds horrible.

Nice i enjoy this discussion between consciousness and nothingness. Although i think it’s leading nowhere (because there is nowhere)

TurtlePee in Paris

On the TGV (highspeed train) on the way to Paris.

Today i felt very depressed and brain foggy and anxious etc. then i remembered yesterday i tried a new probiotic. And it’s funny because this happens to me every few years. Because i have some gut issues. And i read about some specific bacteria strain which is good for such and such i try a new probiotic and it usually ends bad. Could be because some strains cause histamine issues which can lead to brain fog inflammation depressive symptoms or because of die off. https://www.reddit.com/r/Microbiome/comments/1agrr6s/probiotics_making_me_feel_horrible/ https://www.reddit.com/r/Microbiome/comments/zydfm6/is_it_possible_for_probiotics_to_cause_mental/ https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/6676yt/probiotics_causing_depression/ https://www.reddit.com/r/Microbiome/comments/ob0dhj/weeks_of_depression_after_probiotic_how_long/ But i also react bad to some other supplements like fish oil, rodiola etc. Probably my brain chemistry is very sensitive.