PurpleTree

hehe a matrix glitch

i think real great benefit comes at around the 5th day if i remember correctly from dr. rhonda patrick and dr. longo check this out if you haven't already

yea i've done water fasting, tried it like 2 years ago for the first time seems like one of the only real things which help my irritated gut for a while thus far i'm trying to do it twice a year between 6-10 days

i've laid tarot cards for some people (just for fun and with the help of the internet as i don't know the meaning of most cards) and some told me that it was pretty accurate and also at least once i had a dream which came totally true

Can it be changed? When people say he/she has an interesting aura etc. do you think this is real or bs?

Alright well that sounds mostly good. ssri's are weird, there are pro's for sensitive people like me (us) to be less sensitive but it doesn't really work for spiritual/consciousness work

yea but i think people who are really sensitive to dopamine, serotonin, acetylcholine etc. imbalances can feel such things too how's the ssri withdrawal going?

yea that's why i wrote the next comment, i don't want you to feel ashamed. but when these theories involve a lot of racial stuff then it gets a bit weird sometimes

thanks for clarifying what you meant. no need to feel ashamed. but why even claim that that's the truth? just because someone told you?

imo you don't even look at the food and for example say "ok this is yellow" because yellow is just another word, another label but you just look at the structure of the food for example without labelling it, just observing, of course you will also notice colours etc.

Do you think people who are on a "spiritual path" doing some work to be more conscious like meditation etc. If they do something which is in a way harmful to others for example. Do you think the universe is tougher on them because they should know better? Or do you think more conscious people get tested by the universe more to see how conscious they really are? Or do you think there's no difference whatsoever and this is all bull crap?

yeah i hope the sky will be clear, i wanna see that

there are many books about it and i'm no expert but i guess it just means that we evolved in groups, we're not particularly strong but as a group we're extremely strong, that's how we hunted other animals, protected ourselves, raised our children etc. built stuff, came up with concepts until we eventually discovered agriculture and built cities, we also build upon knowledge of others, our parents teach us a lot of stuff compared to let's say an octopus which has a very big brain but they don't really teach each other a lot of stuff. Also other people give us feedback, we can bond with them through discussion, bonding, laughing etc. which releases oxytocin and so on. although i'm also somewhat of an introvert who comes from a tiny family and doesn't mind being alone a lot of the time. But you can also get stuck in that when you're not getting a lot of feedback and input etc. On a deeper more spiritual level you can also say those other people are you. So if you feel connected to them it's a kind of connection to yourself. And if you love them it's self-love.

well apparently we're a social animal in this realm so this is hundred of thousands of years of conditioning it's in way like asking why do men like boobs

so you're saying yellow and white people came from other places than earth compared to black people? and how do you know that? and what are some examples of this advanced technology? the stuff they talk about on ancient aliens? stone cutting machines etc.?

So where's that coming from and why do people have different energies?

I just feel like such a creep or a bother when i want to approach a woman, i'm also very sensitive to others peoples feelings. Or when let's say i know a woman from let's say some social circles and we get a long fine but then to make a move out of friend ship makes me feel creepy, leechy kind of. Usually when i pulled women i was veeery drunk or on pills (i'm generally a happy drunk, almost never drank during the pandemic) usually just have to shut my thinking mind almost all the way down. My mind generally is pretty obsessive. Or wait until i get approached, which happens once in a blue moon (not now though, fuck you rona) but then i'd also have to like her and it doesn't happen often. I put myself in the friend zone a lot and getting out of also feels creepy. Also the fear of rejection is almost worse than the fear of death for me and i've heard also for others. And i'm already in my 30s yikes One thing which helps is more acceptance for myself which i'm always trying to work on and maybe also get a clearer life purpose. And also working on people pleasing issues. Also maybe lower my standards a bit and my expectations for myself. Anybody feels like a creep approaching a woman, like you're being bothersome/annoying? Anybody got over that?

^ i'm not talking about the coloured aura thing, i think that's bs

who?

nothing to worry about though also maybe not maybe the way you grew up you just got a negative view of homosexuality and homosexuals and somehow it just popped up in your head.

i think people who are more at risk should be better protected and others should be freer to do whatever

I don't agree with that and think it's very extreme stopped smoking pot from one day to another and i still have friends who do basically daily, doesn't matter to me either way

yea i want to learn spanish too Hola senor, que tal?

it's decent advice but yea even thinking about it is giving me some kind of constricted breathing. think i'll try it in a different city, i'm also easily embarrassed and ashamed etc.