PurpleTree

There was a time i followed this youtuber. She had an awakening or something close to liberation from listening to Tony Parsons etc. and she had great insights and talks. And i thought it’s cool to hear a clear women’s perspective. But then somehow it got a little crazy and she started making weird rules and stuff and started fighting with people and said she was this religious figure. Got a bit psychotic-ish. I don’t know what she’s up to now it was quite wild to view in real time i hope she’s well.

You’re deeply closeted in the spiritual closet. Come out that closet boii I mean i guess it’s a spectrum. Worst is straight grifters and dangerous cults.

Then what is fake spirituality?

Is "real" spirituality one that keeps you seeking on a path or one that yanks away your path? who knows

I wonder if i had the free will to not put Someone on ignore. If i was getting annoyed at him and then put on ignore. Or if i put ignore and then in hindsight determined that it was because he annoyed me. Or something else. All without free will.

There being no one implies for example that there’s nobody who can profit anything from anything or anyone. There’s nobody who can profit from being rich being a victim being beautiful being angry being cute being shy being a people pleaser being perfect being depressed being strong being sick being interesting being weird or normal having knowledge being likeable being you being alive dying competing against others judging others judging you waking up not waking up and so on I mean obviously there being nobody implies that there’s nobody who can even be anything. But there can be early childhood conditioning and beliefs that for example if you are a victim maybe your mother will come and help you and that you get sympathy and empathy and that would be your profit and so on.

that’s good. I just now thought profit and prophet is similar.

Gosh i have lots and the weirdest dreams too. Also lots of sleep paralysis but i’m glad that’s mostly gone. And half sleep half wake stuff. Elevation sleep paralysis dreams. What’s also weird is my first memory in my life is a dream i think. Anywho it’s not really important.

I can’t but mostly because of bodily issues.

Ok thanks. I’ll have you on ignore pls stop summoning people to my threads. I think it’s quite easy to understand if you resonate with the notion that there’s no one. You said you don’t resonate with radical nonduality and there being no one so i can’t help you there. And then the topic is about disentangling from beliefs.

Bruh can you guys use your private chat for this stuff. This is serious serious spirituality.

Even if they wanted i don’t see how they could destroy the reputation of the US more. Going atthe ICC, going after Francesca Albanaese, Tarifs, bullying countries

Yea that was good. And then some people say there’s no "deep state" what are you nuts? 🥜 🐿️

I feel like my egoic structure was and is still at times quite heavy and dense since early on. That’s why seemingly all this endless untangling happens. It’s just a story though.

Nobody would gain from that either.

Well yea but it’s illusory.

Nobody profits/gains from having a story being admired changing or not changing

Because the ego always wants to profit.

Nonduality is like Rupert Spira being aware of awareness, consciousness being aware of itself, look at me i‘m Rupert Spira i wear glasses 🤓 and have a British accent i‘m so woke. Here is what you can do to become more aware Radical Nonduality is like Tony Parsons and Andreas Müller, there is nobody, bo meaning, nothingness being everything. Look at me i‘m nothing 😎 there is nobody who can do anything. Alright thanks guys and glad we talked about it.

For example Leo He is very intelligent i’d say. certainly more intelligent than me. His intellect helps him in many ways on the "path". But because he enjoys his intellect it’s harder for him to let go of the path maybe. Altough it’s unknowable. There’s no answer.

I don’t know many religious people to be honest.

I feel like very intelligent people they enjoy thinking and also their ego can be tied to their intelligence. Which could potentially be a hindrance.

I mean it’s fine you love Putin you don’t care when he bombs muslims like in Chechnya. Grozny was looking like Gaza back then. But he’s a great guy and he will defeat the West and that’s why you adore him. It’s cool. He’s your great hope so to speak. Like Trump was for Maga. Putin is haram and you know it.