PurpleTree

mc kennas story of datura was so interesting imo but i can't find it now

shame is such a weird feeling i also often feel shame for other people but also for myself, it's so useless

nah that didn't help me tried water kefir, milk kefir, kombucha, probiotic pills, selfmade yogurt etc.

Seems like many people here have gut issues and food intolerances etc. Me too and i think partly some of my gut micro biome is out of whack. Fecal matter transplants look pretty promising in that matter. I've read some posts on reddit etc. that basically claim it even healed them from fatigue and things like that. I think i want to try it sometime.

stomach, plexus, heart and also kind of dizzy in the head

i'm a wimp when it comes to approaching because of shame, anxiety etc. but i think if you stop to go out now this can turn into a real trauma, even if you wait for too long better don't wait too long and get out again and try, like after a car accident etc. you should not wait too long with driving again or the anxiety will be overwhelming

so now they blame covid restrictions on racism?

thanks yea. apparently it does have a high relapse rate but combining it with the fmt is what's interesting imo. i've seen reports of many people on reddit who get better for a few weeks on a round of rifaximin and then bad again or worse but most of them only used rifaximin without a fmt. can you tell me which city or country your university/hospital is?

yea it's pretty exciting although, early stages, here in my country i have to find my own poo donor etc. and bring them to the clinic. in the u.s. they have a database of people with the good sh*t i think they'll usually do a round of rifaximin before the fmt, which should reach the small intestine. "Small intestinal bacterial overgrowth – In patients with small intestinal bacterial overgrowth, we use rifaximin (1650 mg per day for 14 days). Rifaximin is non-absorbable rifamycin derivative. It is well tolerated and has been demonstrated to be effective in the treatment of SIBO [2-8]" https://www.uptodate.com/contents/small-intestinal-bacterial-overgrowth-management i'm always a bit scared of making matters worse though, so we'll see

there are jobs that make you tougher imo like nurse (seeing people sick and die all the time) security, police etc. maybe you can work something like that for some time also even something like working at something like mc donalds dealing with the customers, low wage, stress, drunk and annoying customers etc

There have many great things come out of the US but... In the US they still has the death penalty. Wage wars all the time. Generally extremely materialistic. Car country So many homeless Gangs, violence, guns Kind of dog eat dog, the strongest survives mentality All about strength A racist jail system etc... Realistically only the US can lead the West because of their Army, Intelligence services, Wall Street, Silicon Valley, Population size etc. Can the US change? Or would the West be better if it was led by a country like Sweden, Norway, New Zealand, Switzerland, Canada etc.? Or are those countries just peaceful because they're not as big and important on the world stage as the US. Would we be eaten in a month by countries like China and Russia with let's say New Zealand at the helm, or would the world progress and move into a better direction?

I liked how she always appeared as anti war, anti regime change etc. I also like how she went at Kamala Harris during the debates. A Hawaiian anti war woman of colour? I can get behind that i thought. Should have researched her better though as she was apparently always pro drone strikes. Even though they kill mostly civilians. Not really into politics though and now even less because you broke my heart Tulsi (first time with Bernie) maybe some of you guys have an interesting take

Yea with cell phones, being accessible all the time, everybody is connected, being bombarded by so much information etc. Does probably make time go by much faster. People used to be bored and just stare into the sky. Now they get their smartphone out when they get a feeling of boredom or insecurity. Also i guess the news are much faster, how long/short a story stays in the news. Movies used to be slower, watch old movies space odyssey 2001, western movies etc. (although or Charlie Chaplin movies seem pretty fast paced)

have you visited the saigon war museum? i have (twice )

oh no the soldiers who went to vietnam and dropped bombs and agent orange etc. on people, women children and all suffered trauma? how inconvenient

i tried to get my protein with lentils the recent few days let's just say it wasn't successful and my gut hurts/feels inflamed

that's what's wrong with outrage culture, sjw, cancel culture, karen hunters etc. this is something they should be outraged about, people including children getting blown up in far away lands in the name of your country. and politicians defending it but they'd rather focus on something that an older white bigoted/ignorant woman said

Yea i also wondered about that. Will you still say it once it's not true anymore?

even Tucker was ready to say that the drone strike is horrible and people should face some consequences but Tulsi is more like "yeaaaa it's pretty bad when children and other civilians are blown to pieces but it's still perfectly fine to use them, because we're using them against Islamists and they're the biggest threat in the world"

Yelling under water, that's a cool idea never thought of it.

probably to not come off as a player who does this all the time.

Other western countries, Europe, other countries in general, humanity basically everybody who thinks that the US isn't a "good leader"

I feel like with Leo's newer "teachings" there's also a bit of the danger of feeling very special. "You are God" "you created all this" really me? sure i did the thing is i always felt kind of special, especially bad, especially good, especially special, especially ugly, especially cute, especially deep etc. and it's blocking me in some ways, it makes me tend to think people talk and think more about me than they probably do, which causes social anxiety. The thought people don't really think or talk about me might be depressing in some ways but very freeing in other ways.

I was talking to a friend once and he went back to live with his mother because he f'd his relationship up. And he told me our moms probably think we're a generation of wimps, retards and disappointments. I found that funny. It seems so many (dudes especially) from my generation can't really grow up, me included. What do i mean by "our generation"? doesn't matter you can define it for yourself