PurpleTree

Yea it’s unknowable actually

It’s ok. It just seems like very early on i didn’t want to be here because it was like too much for “me” i never attempted suicide. But whenever i suffer (which is frequently) automatically it goes to thinking about how to get out of “this” it’s like a mechanism.

But i do suffer a lot imo 😂 always have in a way. Like already with around 10years old I threatened my school with suicide.

Hmmm i don’t know. There’s no answer.

That’s dark. And there’s no free will. Bu the good thing is that existence itself already makes me suffer enough.

I was in Mexico and i really liked Mexico City CDMX. 👍 Went to the wrestling and really liked the centre and Laureles, Roma, Condesa, Coyoacan.

Maybe our “me” had to become so dense and suffery. That we either perish physically or the “me” gets dropped. At least that’s what i like to tell myself.

It’s what some call “me-ing and being” i think

Alriiiight 👍

And you are liberated?

I believe that you can have strong spiritual experiences and awakenings with transmission or with anything psychedelics etc. But liberation i doubt it, who knows.

@Breakingthewall I agree with some of the stuff that you said but there’s no knowing of this because knowing also implies a knower and known. So then it’s just this. Unknowable.

Nonono there is no you.

I made a thread. Don’t confuse nonduality with radical nonduality (please?) Just a few days ago

I honestly don’t understand what you’re saying. How do you know we don’t go "deep” or whatever alone? I mean same with psychedelics, you go it alone.

Radical nonduality says not that. Look at my thread which talked about that.

Ok so you’re saying we “should” log off or close the forum and then we can be real sages like the people on your books? Or what exactly are you saying

I don’t believe you care that much about human rights either habub. You care more about attacking the west imo.

I mean i didn’t got into "spirituality” because of Leo. Real “sages" assumtions and hogwash.

Show me the people that got enlightened from this “transmission”

I know it doesn’t matter. Just would have liked to hear Leos 2 cents on the matter (which also doesn’t matter)

I mean i don’t think the answer is important. But i feel like Leo is evading that question and i don’t see why.

There is a part of me which is just absolutely obsessed with others perception of me. And also want to control it. And also thinks everything is about me or my responsibility. Which seems pathological. And i think the only sustainable remedy-ish i found thus far is non duality.

Yea but i have this obsessive mind that obsesses over things. For example a long time ago i was obsessed with my hair. I looked into every reflecting surface to see if my hair was alright. And this is exactly what narcissus did in the water pond 🦭