PurpleTree

yes but how is it possible to find "safety"? seems impossible

throwing shamans into jail brings bad karma

what to fight the hair loss or to lose the hair? what's funny is when i had awakenings/or near awakenings i came out of them playing with my hair first went through hell, then came bliss then i was pondering the universe while playing with my hair which was a lot of fun. now playing with my hair kind of reminds me of enlightenment and such

you can try vitamin d3 i don't think i react great to it though i also just thought this morning that i'm more relaxed in summer

do they pump you full with medication? never really been to the psych ward only once to visit somebody and been to a "day clinic" not forced though and you sleep at home there

no dmx was a rapper from new york

Rumi was a smart man

i do think a beautiful watch is like a piece of art

nice i think i'm going to try it

nice talk

getting better/healthier, less fatigue less rumination etc. more loving relationships more sex less stress more creative output more money

dmx the rapper? he was pretty good though how often do you take it now?

maybe that's part of it it happened again today twice or more times. sat on the train across from a young-ish woman for an hour and most times when i looked up from my phone she was kind of staring at me. just makes me tense and anxious after a while stop staring ladies it's intrusive (guys too)

there's almost never been a lower mortality rate measured in my country than in the first half of 2021 that's what i've read

have tried it once don't really remember how it made me feel, so i don't think it was great i've tried like a 100 of different supplements, herbs etc. might still have some of that kava hmm yea thanks, standing up for myself and others is part of what sent that other person over the rails but looking at it as an experiment isn't a bad idea i also always try to look at those situations as an opportunity for spiritual/personal growth etc. but i'm also kind of sensitive so i can only take it so long until i tell the person to kindly stfu or something

^why is my name up there i didn't say that

well i don't know one of those people is threatening me in some ways and i'll still have to go there i'd call that a bit toxic

yikes both of those actually make me more anxious sports could work but i can't do it right before the thing maybe lemon balm tea could be worth a try and obviously trying to meditate or mantras during the "thing"

eckhart tolle he blinks a loooot in that video though

yea austria always brings forth great ideas and people like the failed artist young 'dolph, remember him? you would have loved him

my issue with this is there's not just "what you believe in" "what you think, feel" etc. there's also the subconscious, instincts, the reptilian brain and many other layers probably there are different personalities within you who want different things so how does that play out with the "law of attraction"?

yea it's neediness, jealousy how to fix it i'm not sure

I also have many contradictions within me and i feel many of us have that and are walking contradictions, many aren't aware that they are though And i'm really interested in something and then often lose interest. Maybe it's add/adhd maybe it's whatever, a dopamine issue or something can't really help you with your ex-bf issue

rsd tyler might be one on the pick up and branding, talking in front of people etc. front

i know a guy from cuba here and he told me cuba is dong horrible right now so i really don't know what's happening, same with venezuela etc.