PurpleTree

what is truth?

now i want to meet your bf, can i have his number? just a joke you sold him so well. i don't think i can give an great advice though sorrys

i guess that everybody knows what they're talking about without explaining it also that you get the feeling that you're "on a mission" also it probably gives a feeling of a "tribe" if they're using the same languagae

even saturday there was a guy breakdancing on the street then i told him nice dance dude he was happy and then he started talking to me about "conspiracy theories" but i just said stuff along the lines of "yea who knows man" which is the closest to the truth imo

or some cia stuff "ok guys i isolated and extracted the target, waiting on green light for elimination" "understood, proceed with caution, leave no witnesses, not even the kids or the dog" but i understand op, really hard to talk to a woman if she's with a group of friends imo

ok i guess to me it was just her eyes and facial expression that seemed a bit out of it or scary, not because of her beauty she reminded me a bit of a "friend" who was a bit crazy (i think we all are to an extent though) and once she told me she sleepwalked and then stood in the room of her sister with a knife in her hand and i was like eeeeks alright don't sleep around this one but it's probably nothing, it's probably just because it's not so easy to talk into a camera and look totally natural, she seems cool

what's a narc?

that's nice

it's fine you can have mystical experiences with meditation etc. i've had some mystical experiences after listening to a lot of Echkhart Tolle and looking at trees

i've actually never had 5-meo unfortunately

i'm not triggered by her. she seems cool. but she also scares me a bit, like i'd be scared to sleep next to her that she suffocates me with a pillow while telling me god is love or something

edit: whatevs

maybe they're "right" and you're "wrong" ever thought about that?

i think i might watch the passion of christ today because of this topic

sometimes doing that after that situation well the gel thing from asia

i generally always come even if i'm drunk but one time couldn't get a boner because i was so high and drunk, that was pretty sad. also didn't get a second chance with that woman. edit: actually when i think about it i might have gotten a second chance, because one time she threw herself at me at a club, but it was a bit messy altogether and i've moved on. i also think it's "better" to not come than to always come too quick

i also did it for a while and liked it. but then i moved on and did other stuff.

Also what would you want Rogan to say or do, so that you "like him" again? To the people thinking he's so bad and dangerous or whatever

I guess sometimes you have to stand up for what you believe in. They probably believe in free speech and think Rogan is important in some ways so they're willing to speak up. imo he's important too, for example doing gods work for psychedelics. I mean i guess Krystall Ball is more leftie and Tim Tool (haven't listened to his Rogan defence) is more rightie so that's interesting. Also Neil Young is a turd it seems like

Yea somewhat scarce. But i don't see the fault in the world but in my own anxieties and insecurities etc. i feel like connecting to others can be the nicest thing but trying to connect to others and not being able to because of whatever is probably the most frustrating thing. Having something that others want? Well i'm not sure. Yea the Tree does well in nature or also in cities. Sometimes also really well with people. Just often tend to overthink stuff with people and get into my head. I'm also guilty of judging people sometimes/often, i deconstruct people and myself and see their and my flaws often, which i don't really want but do naturally. Could i see them as tree? Well that's hard because a tree or a dog or the stars or whatever don't give you a cold shoulder or give you a bad feeling. But that would be the goal i guess. I often get frustrated/exhausted when i try to socialise more i think also is a perfectionism problem. Like i want to appear almost perfect or can't understand why socialisation on some days flows a lot easier than others. I want every interaction to be great or else just ponder and ruminate about what i should have said or done. Haven't listened to that many RSD talks but for a while did and heard RSD Tyler say that when he started approaching, he was just very happy that he did it, don't matter how it went. I'm the opposite there, when there was one thing which wasn't good or great then i just obsess over that. Guess the way here is to focus on the positive but that's hard because it's muscle memory or whatevs. Yea the Tree can communicate to other people can have deep conversations, people have told me they liked me etc. But there is often an underlying feeling of fear of not being liked or being perceived as weird, clingy, needy etc. whatever which then feels very constricting. And if then someone does not like the Tree or gives him the cold shoulder then it just reinforces that. That's another approach which i've tried for a minute and it somewhat felt freeing. But it was just a short success. That's another topic the Tree wanted to make "I have too many concepts in my head" for example of how to deal with fear etc.

because he went against the roman empire

fun times could have just been sleep deprivation or whatevs

nope he is very much human. that way of thinking is what made it easy for him to let all those people get killed. you are hitler too

it might not be generally bad but it's holding me back too much. tell me more if you found something.