PurpleTree

~this already is absolute freedom~ even the constrictions, anxieties and shame are

Nice i should have gone to the rainforest too. Isn‘t the humidity killing you?

Well in terms of attachment i mean. Not having a stable childhood, left by father etc. So theres a part in me that‘s always scared to do/say the wrong thing and getting left because of it.

This one i like more. But look in a mirror tadaa face of god Oki doki that cute understated smile will never get old to me.

Maybe i‘m also scared what happens if a very beautiful/interesting (imo) woman actually doesn‘t reject me because of attachment issues.

It is pretty but it also has something cheesy about it for me sorrys it has something very „in your face“ . Especially the right upper corner and the colour combo. I prefer the mona lisa or botero

I mean art is in the eye of the beholder. The ones you posted are nice imo but also a bit on the cheesy side. What i think i sooo pretty and directly from another dimension though are some of those colourful mosques in Iran with thae patterns.

The fear and shame of approaching and rejection

~it‘s just aliveness~

Cringe. Do you still have to put something down in order to elevate something else? the paintings are nice. Was just at the Botero museum. Pretty amazing.

Maybe they don’t specifically like americans or people who don’t speak italian but to call italans non white is weird imo anywhoo seems you did good with the miami girls, you should be happy about that

Is chat gpt safe to use?

If all else fails, feel thankfulness for this this and that

There is nothing there is no healing there is no hiding there is no saving there is no winning there is nothing to achieve there is nowhere to go there is nothing to protect there is nothing to do there is nobody to defeat there nobody to be angry at there is nobody to be attached to there is no image to uphold

I look at womens clothing sometimes and often think they have for example nicer patterns and colour combos on them than mens shirts

Oh read that post later, glad you‘re feeling better ?

sorry to hear that ? i also have some of these ocd thoughts sometimes. i think it‘s similar as with tourette syndrome, these people don‘t want to offend anyone but then they blurt the worst things out. it‘s similar to „don‘t think of a pink elephant“

Going from « friends » or hanging out to sexual, i find it so hard. And if a girl says something sexual to me out of the blue, i just kind od tense up and blush not really sure what to say (not trying to show it if course)

I don’t think coffee is bad maybe vaping would be better than cigarettes it’s whatever anyway if you think you shouldn’t do it and it’s killing you then it probably is with the placebo effect

Oh yea here the good stuff is 5 bucks but it looks like the universe wants me to be humble and not a cocky player, oh well guess i’ll accept it

Had a (my first) kundalini session yesterday. Can’t say too much about it yet though, it was pretty exhausting with the breathing and all.

Why do you have three accounts? well they put this topic into the special ed section thanks to some twigs so i can’t talk about consciousness and practices here anymore. I’ll try the « technique » for another week, if it still works then i’ll tell you in private

Congratulate me you twigs and rascals Sometimes i have these phases of being a lot more conscious, usually it fades after some time. i wonder if the stars aligned or if it was because of a practice. let’s hope it stays although let’s not get attached.

I’m in colombia at the moment

yess thanks for your ideas ? yea not always lately a girl that i just met a while ago just straight up told me she wants to have sex. I kind of tensed up and blushed. Even though thought it was so cool