PurpleTree

Haha i almost always had that, crazy fear of dea, police, law while i‘m on them at some point. Usually the fear goes away at some point. Last time that i took shrooms i became very paranoid about people wanting to break into my apartment and then rob me. The fear stayed for like a week almost couldn’t sleep then i went to a pychiatrist and took meds for like 2 weeks

How do you guys feel about how the issue is tackled in Salvador on one hand it‘s now much safer, on the other hand also people who were just affiliated with gangs (like gfs) are in prison, they don‘t get lawyers and not much human rights

I have so many spiritual insights from shrooms etc even the first time i took them, but it‘s hard to integrate and even remember

Get off this forum and get a god damn job hippie jk

Hey you get off the forum cloud

Sounds more paranoid and cruel than a genius You think a genius would really have such a horrible haircut?

You guys are heelarious, keep it up ?

Would you say desire or desiring is the same as „seeking“?

How do you stop fighting with reality though?

It will be nice when you start dreaming again at night

Yea if we listen to this song it‘s only temporarily though

Way to go ? grow up

Is the fat kid from korea kim jong un a genius too?

Hope someone gets some use out of it. I definitely feel many of those points.

Today i worked with the „thought“ (insert my name) was only a role that i was playing and was feeling into it. It‘s similar to what you said as in i‘m retiring that role. It was quite nice.

Many supps make me feel weird and many of them interfere with my sleep for example zinc won‘t let me sleep really i‘ve tried supplements for about 2000 € probably and most were miss

Haha that‘s me

The first small one i think when i read Eckhart Tolle like 10 yrs ago. Then i stared at a tree and it looked magical

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Same could probably be said about many other spiritual texts. Baghavad Gita, Upanishads, Rumi, Buddhist texts etc

I’ve always thought my anxiety/neediness/fear of rejection/childhood stuff is the “issue” and not women i don’t get guys who just blame women honestly seems like copium

People around me don’t really curse god at least i don’t hear it most of em don’t believe

So 30minutes ago i‘m just strutting around, minding my business A guy on the street stops me and says in English „you are a lucky man“ so i listen for a few minutes, he asks me about meditation, god and he says two women are thinking about me, the shorter woman is bad luck and with her i would have a shorter life. he gives me a paper and asks me about numbers. then he says „put the paper here and also money“ i just had the equivalent of one dollar/euro in coins. He said put paper money also. I said i don‘t have. He said you are stingy and you won‘t be lucky ? I just said „i‘m sorry bro and touched his shoulder and walked away“ i hope he didn‘t curse me.