PurpleTree

Yesterday i was there.

They were all talking simultaneously so it’s hard to listen to. I don’t know th Nelk Bois, i don’t care for Hasan Abi although he makes some good points. The only good one on this talk was the other guy Dave or whatever.

@Leo Gura thoughts?

Huge explosion in russian ammunition depot. russias 3 days special military operation is going great but here’s a question, which channels are the least biased in terms of reporting losses/gains on either side in your opinion?

So there seemingly is just this immediacy which just is what it is. And then at some point separation sets in. The feeling of being separate. Which isn’t a problem but with it many things come attached. Like a feeling of lack a need to be safe which causes a need for control of self and others and so on. I can see it in myself but also in something like Israel for example. I don’t want to dish on Israel in this thread but it’s just a good example of the human condition going to the extreme of control and survival. So then this control and survival causes things like Mossad, covert operations, Gaza and so on. It causes paranoia and suffering. And in the human condition can get very complex like narcissism and so on. Me against the world kind of thing. So then this fight against reality could be called resistance. So then maybe if you find spirituality or whatever at some point you develop resistance to the resistance and so on. Someone like James from the forum would probably say you just need to love the resistance and it melts away. But i don’t really believe in free will so that’s when it comes to grace and hopelessness. In any case i don’t really know where I’m going with this. I just found a fight against reality a nice phrase.

Is that why you have sugar in the name because it dissolves? ”I’m the man made of salt who went to measure the depth of the ocean”

I misread the thread title, i thought it was a question like “anyone interested in NDE?” But i mean like what give me another example. In the world there are things i’ll just believe like the were dinosaurs, it doesn’t really affect me in any way. But in this “spiritual” thing i’d rather mostly focus on my own "experience”

I mean not really because i don’t really trust other peoples experiences that much.

There was a time i followed this youtuber. She had an awakening or something close to liberation from listening to Tony Parsons etc. and she had great insights and talks. And i thought it’s cool to hear a clear women’s perspective. But then somehow it got a little crazy and she started making weird rules and stuff and started fighting with people and said she was this religious figure. Got a bit psychotic-ish. I don’t know what she’s up to now it was quite wild to view in real time i hope she’s well.

Meaning what is it? Do you know Viktor Frankl Men’s search for meaning? This is PurpleTree’s search out of meaning. Meaning is exhausting. I used to think everything has meaning. It was silly.

You’re deeply closeted in the spiritual closet. Come out that closet boii I mean i guess it’s a spectrum. Worst is straight grifters and dangerous cults.

Then what is fake spirituality?

Is "real" spirituality one that keeps you seeking on a path or one that yanks away your path? who knows

I wonder if i had the free will to not put Someone on ignore. If i was getting annoyed at him and then put on ignore. Or if i put ignore and then in hindsight determined that it was because he annoyed me. Or something else. All without free will.

There being no one implies for example that there’s nobody who can profit anything from anything or anyone. There’s nobody who can profit from being rich being a victim being beautiful being angry being cute being shy being a people pleaser being perfect being depressed being strong being sick being interesting being weird or normal having knowledge being likeable being you being alive dying competing against others judging others judging you waking up not waking up and so on I mean obviously there being nobody implies that there’s nobody who can even be anything. But there can be early childhood conditioning and beliefs that for example if you are a victim maybe your mother will come and help you and that you get sympathy and empathy and that would be your profit and so on.

that’s good. I just now thought profit and prophet is similar.

Gosh i have lots and the weirdest dreams too. Also lots of sleep paralysis but i’m glad that’s mostly gone. And half sleep half wake stuff. Elevation sleep paralysis dreams. What’s also weird is my first memory in my life is a dream i think. Anywho it’s not really important.

I can’t but mostly because of bodily issues.

Ok thanks. I’ll have you on ignore pls stop summoning people to my threads. I think it’s quite easy to understand if you resonate with the notion that there’s no one. You said you don’t resonate with radical nonduality and there being no one so i can’t help you there. And then the topic is about disentangling from beliefs.

Bruh can you guys use your private chat for this stuff. This is serious serious spirituality.

Even if they wanted i don’t see how they could destroy the reputation of the US more. Going atthe ICC, going after Francesca Albanaese, Tarifs, bullying countries

Yea that was good. And then some people say there’s no "deep state" what are you nuts? 🥜 🐿️

I feel like my egoic structure was and is still at times quite heavy and dense since early on. That’s why seemingly all this endless untangling happens. It’s just a story though.