Gonzalo

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  1. It is the complete opposite of authenticity. Impulsiveness is the maximum manifestation of the EGO out of control, nothing is further from our true calm essence that existed in a true perpetual peace and in a state of contemplation.
  2. Is it possible that the name is something similar to "GADU"?
  3. I do not think I can read the thoughts of other people, but if it is possible that he has acquired a certain capacity for "anticipation" in certain situations or conversations. I have not had the possibility to see through the walls, nor did I know that this was something possible to develop!
  4. Before posting my experiences, I have researched other forum posts where I have found accounts with some similarity to my experiences, that made me feel calmer in some way. I apologize for my English, I am a Spanish speaker and unfortunately I am forced to use a translator to share my story on the forum. I was always an open and curious person about the mysterious questions of life, but I had never been able to experience or experience in my own flesh something that made me realize that there really is “something more”. I work as a computer scientist, I am 35 years old and my way of thinking is always very rational and objective, this has been difficult to digest and assimilate. I began to try the typical guided YouTube meditations, simply out of necessity, I was looking to improve the quality of my sleep and not at all, I was looking to have some kind of "mystical" experience. In March 2020, a friend recommended something called reading "Akashic records", as I am very curious, but at the same time I still did not believe in any of these questions, I agreed to go, but I did it in a slightly "skeptical position. "As in the way of going to find the" trick "to the channeling technique. In short, I accepted that the experience, exceeded my expectations and such was my level of amazement, that I committed myself to research on Kabbalah, mysticism, Hermetic Laws, etc. Accepting the fact that there were people who could know things about me without knowing me, made me immerse myself more in the world of meditation and I became a little more engaged in this. But one day, something different from other meditations happened. This happened exactly on Friday, June 19, 2020, I was meditating lying on my back around 7:00 p.m., on the time I return from work, with a binaural YouTube audio. At a certain moment, I feel my body vibrate and I begin to visualize a very complex and perfect geometry with my eyes closed, as a peculiarity I noticed that my eyes also moved or blinked rapidly. This geometry appeared with extreme image quality, (almost full HD) so to speak, in colors, very pleasant to see and my emotional state was noticeably higher than at other times. This visual experience was shared, my left side of the visual field, seemed to be traveling through an interstellar tunnel, where I saw planets, stars, galaxies etc. pass by and in the right field of my vision, the notorious and predominant presence of geometry, which a few days later he would find it on Google under the name "Metatron's Cube". You can imagine that, as a computer scientist, the mere fact of having seen something inside me that I did not know and then found it on the internet, had an even greater impact of astonishment on me, which made me redouble my research efforts and immerse myself even more in all this. That was the first "unconventional" event to call it that, but the strange events did not end, they were just beginning. During the same month of June, I was at my work, very angry, very angry at the result of a job performance evaluation that I considered very unfair, so I remember that I made the decision to face and speak to the manager of the company and do my downloads. The moment I go up the stairs of the company and arrive at his office, then I take a seat, I notice an impressive electrical charge that rises from my tailbone up my spine to my neck, this was so intense that I lean forward and I I force him to stop talking. The sensation was quite strong and not at all pleasant, something I had never experienced before, something very intense. Within a few days, I start to have some chest pains, some burning on the left side of my chest, even some mild to moderate pain in my left arm. Thing that would worry anyone. Fortunately, after a few weeks, these aches and pains disappeared, but the “unconventional” experiences were still far from over. After having experienced the visualization of geometry, I think that any person would be more attentive now when they close their eyes, my instinct was, when I woke up, to stay a few minutes with my eyes closed in case something else appeared in my visual field. One day, while doing this practice of staying with my eyes closed, recently deserted, I began to notice that amidst the common visual noise, words and phrases began to form in the Spanish language. This incredible event happened to me 3 different mornings, therefore, I rule out any kind of delusion or "chance". It is also very important to clarify that I am a HEALTHY person; I do not use any type of drugs, nor do I use alcohol or any hallucinogens. Although it seems science fiction, the experiences did not end. I have managed to visualize many things during my meditations, for example: The EYE, a Lion, I also visualized a person inside a triangle, something that I have interpreted, such as the practice of meditating under a pyramid. I have also had a premonitory dream and I have had strange visualizations, of situations or people that I cannot identify. In addition, in many of my meditations I have managed to feel a type of "pressure" or discomfort in the third eye area between my eyebrows. I know that, it is extremely difficult to believe everything I am telling, but it is real, I have no intention of attracting attention here, nor do I want any kind of recognition or popularity. The only thing I really would like is to have these experiences again, but at my own will, I would also like to know exactly what happened to me, what kind of process I went through so that these kinds of experiences occur. And above all, understand how it is possible that "something" can contact us telepathically? I would like to be able to understand a little more everything that happened to me, I would like to know if I have achieved it by my own means or are we "activated" at a distance by something "more", I feel that it would be a waste not to pay attention to these events in my life. I am currently taking a Gnosis course to deepen my knowledge and meditation practices.
  5. In June 2020, during a meditation, a geometry appeared to me that I later found on the internet under the name "Metatron's Cube". Could you give me more opinions about it? What happened at that time? What does it mean? How can I repeat that experience? My eyes blinked during meditation, I was listening to the following YouTube music: