A_v_E

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  1. @AdeptusPsychonautica there is VIEW A VIEW B VIEW C everyone of them is equally stupid. there is good reason to hate, and good reason to love. I don't see any difference in YE insanity vs YOUR insanity. CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE FINGER POINTING DORK one of them truly believe he is mentally sane, that in itself is my horror absolute madness show. seeing all the clowns calling themself more rational, more true, more up some spiral. the only sanity is to understand and fully embody INSANITY THERE IS NO SANITY ALL THE WORLD IS PURE INSANITY From my point of view, YE & Murphy are WAY MORE SANE than LEO. calling one or the other view stupid or low consciousness, hahahaha WHAT A TRICK ! is just a total bias anchored within the body, a big fantasy, the biggest conspiracy one do to himself, the ultimate conspiracy ! you can have a god eye, but you cannot lead any cults if you talk only of the god eyes properly. THIS IS THE MAIN PROBLEM WITH SPEAKING YOUR TRUTH. ( the only thing there is ) you can only speak the lies if you want the loves of the dreamers. The truth WILL LITTERALY KILL THEM ALL BUT WHAT IS THE TRUTH ? I KEEP ASKING, I HAVE NO ANSWER ? because if you have god eyes you do not stick to cults, YOU SWIM WITH WHAT IS. but of course, leo is completely sane, just like you are completely sane right now. only my post is INSANE ! Some of those lies will win, and we will call them "the truth". DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING I VE TOLD HERE BURN IT TO THE GROUND NOW FORGET ME I M YOUR SELF DECEPTION THERE IS NOT A SINGLE TRUTH I VE UTTERED for you my love, godspeed.
  2. @Craigxt22 there is infinite level of awakening. and there is deepening. talking about awakening is pathetic and useless, it's self defined.
  3. @Danioover9000 I keep wishing that I m wrong about all of it that my frame about what I believe now, is just a lie I tell to myself. I wish the world was a better place with humans not making such huge mistakes... can you really die from over drawing ? keep having those ideas on what it is about, and many people keep hating me to express how I feel about it, it's not politic I really don't care. but what if ? I don't want people to die or feel bad, or anything, I just have an instinct, and I keep contemplating how to be in good faith, if only everyone could live in peace, brother and sister in love, I just have this chaplin thing in my head, and I don't know on which side I've to be, because everyone want to hold on his truth.. it's sad, all I want is love, I don't want to break frame, I don't want to inflict pain. leaving for now. wish you the best my friend, may god bless us all with love and that only truth guide our hands.
  4. @Danioover9000 yeh kim was my love I lost a part of me I still cry to this very day just saying his name, such an inspiration, I even talked to him 2 weeks before his death, he was in live at Paris, he said he was going to visit me in my city, and he died in my country... Kentaro aswell hard working, but Kim jung gi was a true king. Sorry for the alternative view, just trying to curate and share a bit of wind, in fact I didn't say anything, just expressing feelings, I'll let you guys debate on what is right.
  5. Kanye isssssssssss crazyyyy but wilber said that anyone hold a part of the truth, so how much it is ? my favorit drawer died two months ago, there was like no critics on more than 1000 reviews I've read, only lot of cry and lot of love many kind words all along, not a single "hate text". high ethos, high ethic, high integrity = you do not have critics. no one never insulted me directly. Jesus said, wanting to do money is evil and wanting to make money is an evil drive, he was right, money act like cokaïne on the brain, it makes you stupid. the more money you want to make, the more evil you are, simple maths, the drive for money is the same as the drive to do cokaïne. capitalism is a strong cancer that man has started to believe as necessary evil. ( the biggest self deception rampant in society ) karma is a very real thing, and when you steal THINGS deceive people.. that's on YOU. huh I m loosing myself. hey isn't it leo who said that if we want more balance in the world, the rich will have to let go of attachments ? drop all monopoly ? mean yeh, when your entire country is already created on the blood of millions of people you kinda start to not see what's right and true anymore, you eat every metamemes about politic around. just framing like a golem A vs golem B type doesn't makes you mighty or right, this whole framing of reality is fucking prehistoric, build your own, fucking grow up. Kanye at least is starting to understand that = loosing all your materialistic non sense is purification and love. All I see everywhere is devils, and I know some of them steal more of my food value signaling all around, the day the wind is in your back your words and songs will be thin.
  6. @roopepa all is fine, wheel can be fun. and some wheels are goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood why you try to talk here anyway, you doing a wheel, there is no one you have to convince here, you can do it alone !
  7. @roopepa it's all games, even this no game thing, probably the pit. but everyone his meal, at the end of the day, you can justify every kind of reality. to be anti wheel is just another wheel.
  8. dark mod/dim mode as for you my only critic is you shall go beyond using words like : left/right/republican/democrats. I think this narrow perspectives and give a bad taste to your vibration, at least the focus on it seems unhealthy, you told it yourself that you wished to integrate more of a game B perspective. I prefer the idea of blue church/red church for instance. So maybe it's time to build your own lexicon that frame things with less charged vocabulary. a second idea : in fact you shall limit messages posted from members to 10 maximum per 24 hours. too many people abuse this forum to not do any type of serious work, and the quality of messages is also broken by this. this is maybe abusive, but I see to many shitflood posting and people do not measure their words. at least on twitter in a way, the fact you have to make a point in few words, force you to be concise and clear and not just spreading permanent non sense. at least I feel it that way;
  9. @Leo Gura @Ulax I still pray for your healing to both of you. sleeping right is the baseline first ( napping as much as possible ) and being off every drugs for months must be tested if everything has already been done. I recommand to everyone to do a 6 months radical off dopamine ritual ( including orgasms ), and a month jhanna meditation retreat. experiencing for myself, I falled back in bad habits, but I'm on the ritual for myself now. [ quitted again smoking cannabis 2 weeks ago. ( for the 3rd time ). ] Meditative drawing really helped those years to reconfigure my awareness in a more meditative state (would recommand, especially if meditation is too hard for you) besides, all my life has been optimized, I also do kindness meditation and gratitude and that really play on my state. I try to also not be addicted to overthinking, or looking at media that may trigger in me adrenaline or other chemicals. good luck.
  10. In America I would currently be on the side of andrew yang at the moment, but only cause he seems like the only reasonable gate toward reconciliation. if Only America allowed a third way.
  11. @Eyowey I've learned a lot to draw/paint by watching kim jung gi on youtube, and same for electronic music which I like and all the new artists and new trendy pioneers are on soundcloud. I've been able to singe and see a master that live in south korea by the confort of my home on the other side of the world, isn't that fucking bliss & magic to be able to directly see the work in live of a true godtier artist ( rip I m so sad, he is dead last month, and he was really what I call a godtier human.. ) mostly I m "artist/creative" but even without the suggestion about doing doing psychedelic at time, I would have stayed away from LSD and the likes.. ( I followed leo work before he started psychedelics, and same for me, wasn't into this, I just smoked weed a bit, and that was it, I trusted his judgement and I've done them maybe a year after him ) Litteraly internet is way more than langage, and langage is even capable to show the beyond, if the spells are rightly casted. leaving this topic aside to not be out of topic, that was just to say you shouldn't underestimate "internet".
  12. @Eyowey I would litteraly be dumb as a rock without internet, I've learned almost NOTHING before I decided to seriously use internet for learning. I doubt my high school degree would have led me to be aware of all the concepts/type of content leo built on his channel for instance this allowed me to even have interaction with really high quality people. I learned english only by using internet. ( 98% of it ) And also leo was even my mentor toward improving my english, because he was very clear when he was speaking. I m litteraly in the bottom class of my society, and I've "elevated" my level of understanding of reality very high ONLY by reading and listening high quality content, and that has been done mainly because I could navigate and use the internet to improve my understanding and self awareness. my real question is name one intelligent thing you've learned outside internet BESIDE the social aspect of life. In terms of "knowledge", almost nothing on my part, school was complete brainwashing. I can listen every audiobook I want at my home or even on my phone. litteraly internet is the nuclear power of knowledge in the right hands and only creams and butters in the bad ones.
  13. No fucking chill with Razard always spiritual as fuck. Love it. No time and place always an addict to spreading the light ?️
  14. @Razard86 Maybe logic is truly logic, you still use logic to defeat logic, which prove the existence of logic to be entirely true and logic. there is meaning if you say so there is also no meaning if you say so as for logic, I invite you to keep discovering what it is, and not create a "false world" out of his representation within your mind.
  15. Emergentism + méta dynamic You cannot say anything about will. Because this is still happening, living, moving and evolving. You cannot debate of the density of an explosive while it is currently exploding. If you think you are free it's true if you think you are not also true. Stay in not knowing and assume both states and others states you are not aware of.
  16. @How to be wise Absolute & relatives are imaginary constructions.
  17. whatever there "is" it cannot be spoken of really. I mean.. yes you could, and you will. but the universe or what seems to be for "self" >>> only pure experience, that phenomenology may keep talking. ( and even me describing anything is rape of what truly is ) because what truly is, is absolutely alien. Every concepts, every models is just fantasy, game. but ultimately there is only game, at least to my level of current experience. and you'll keep constructing and building sandcastles. but most people just really agree on sandcastles. reality is only sandcastles, but they may be beautiful and some of them can be used to keep playing the game. you can ground yourself in permanent not knowing. ( But even that could still be a religious dichotomy ) Also there is no problem with having faith/religion, unless you want to create one < maybe a practice : you can be absolutely "free constructing" just put black on the white paper, throw at it things, build a thing or don't even try, what do you see ? the biggest mindfuck is that, dichotomy can be very functional and story can be absolutely REAL. ultimately I believe the nature of reality is a phenomenology unfolding infinitely ( an infinite movie ), the game of deconstructing is also just an happening, a little sandcastle story within the whole story. Reality is a 5D movie happening to yourself ? All of this is maybe not true
  18. Are you aware that the belief in an "ego" having projection and that nothing has meaning, is also a "self constructed" meaning projection coming from the so call'd "ego" ? if nothing had any meaning, why your acts doesn't match your words ? nothing leo has said is truth, only truth is truth, words is words, concepts are cheaps against experience and "reality". nothing I m saying here is true
  19. razard I just want to say that I love you absolutely and I m looking for a way to makes your post enlightened instead. I've never seen such sincerity and beauty since a long while. keep posting for me you're glorious and doing the work more than many will ever dare to dive in. godspeed
  20. @Razard86 what if the quotes of leo means nothing but his own belief system. "to believe holding the truth is the biggest lie" maybe even that is a lie ? WHO is to tell ? @Jehovah increases to say everything is a background story.. sounds like a background story you tell yourself to me.
  21. I've realized that also recently about my self ( only ), thanks for the share. this is why I've left all my drugs of choice and took a sword of light. the devils shall be stopped and love must prevail.
  22. Alright maybe I spoke too fast, all the demons have been released, maybe there is no master plan and he is truly dumb as fuck. As one of the most intelligent being on earth I m easily biased to think that everyone is being a smart strat neo punk master chess player, but maybe many are just randomly throwing dices all the time. Twitter will stay alive, but if that help the king of hell take back the crown I may bet on the end of USA ( twitter may succeed, but will USA keep the line ? ) It may have a big long term secondary effect on the political chess, but that's assumptions, does the words of fools really makes people more foolish ? I've seen the skill of andrew tate in drawing, it's so bad. for me this show the property of a mind when you draw big lateral wings as boobs with the skill of a delayed 2 years old Also Jordan peterson seems to say that he want to cancel everyone who is "psycho, narc" It's clearly not wisdom and clearly the same bad rhetoric he accuse others to do on himself.. how pityful. He sound like those poor girls who had toxic exes and find justification to hate all of them. that was my last post on the topic and the drama, have a good time, god bless and save America.