Moksha

Concepts are born of the mind, based on experience within the cosmos. Both are bound to relative reality, and are incapable of representing ultimate reality. Whatever can be perceived, thought, or felt is not who you ultimately are. Your absolute nature is beyond change, beyond experience, and beyond comprehension.

In Sanskrit, supernatural powers are called siddhis. Like anything else in relative reality, they have the potential to distract from your ultimate nature. Enjoy them if you like, just don't identify with them. I spread before your eyes, Nachiketa, The fulfillment of all worldly desires: Power to dominate the earth, delights Celestial gained through religious rites, Miraculous powers beyond time and space. These with will and wisdom have you renounced.

As a name, Love is a clear pointer to ultimate reality. It describes the seamless essence that dissolves all boundaries, and is within and beyond everything. It is so loving that it even encompasses the void.

Suffering is a crossroads to enlightenment, not a direct path. When faced with suffering, some people take the path that winds up the mountain of awareness, while others take the path that plunges them further into darkness. It is ultimately a test of readiness, sincerity, courage, and intent. The ego needs suffering in order to survive. It is energized by your resistance to the moment, and by your attempts to cling to the moment instead of letting it freely pass through you. When you live in a flow state, the ego deflates because it has nothing to feed it. There is no value in seeking suffering. Life will bring it to you in abundance. Instead, focus on preparing yourself to learn the secret of suffering, which begins with the realization that you are not the thoughts, the feelings, or the experiences that induce suffering. Your true nature is unconditional spaciousness, and when you directly realize it, you will be free.

If by light you are referring to photons, it is bound to the cosmos just as darkness is bound to the void. The expression (cosmos) and the potential for the expression (void) are dualities, and neither can be without the other. Instead of asking which came first, realize the essence within and beyond both of them.

Exactly. That's why I prefer Law of Attention over Law of Attraction. People get caught up in manipulating reality to suit their preferences, which is precisely the opposite of spirituality. It is the perfect recipe for suffering. Let go of attracting something to you in the false belief that it will fulfill you in some way. It never does. Instead, surrender to what is. Embrace the full range of living. Denying reality is not only insane, but it blinds you to your true nature, which is already infinitely abundant. You will never find enduring happiness outside of yourself. Allow life to freely flow through you, rather than blocking or clinging to ephemeral experiences. Attend to what actually matters, which is the absolute essence of who you are.

Attention is a microscope. Whatever you focus on, you magnify. If you live in your head, your world will be a prison of thoughts. You will constantly be distracted from distraction by distraction, in a game of whac-a-mole that you can never win. If you let go of thoughts and attend to your essence, its light and creativity will dissolve you and realize itself throughout and beyond the cosmos. You could call it Law of Attention.

Causality is an illusion. It only appears in Newton’s map of the universe, and Einstein’s map is better. Setting aside maps, how could there be a cause and effect in ultimate reality, which is beyond all dualities?

From the absolute perspective, there is no who to be. There is simply being. Even after realization, there is still a personality in relative reality. Thoughts still seem to appear, you just don't identify with them. Lucidly enjoy the dream. It's phenomenal.

Enlightenment happens when you are ready for it to happen. You can prepare for it through meditation, psychedelic exploration, contemplation, etc. but because it is a direct realization, it is impossible to know precisely when you will awaken. Years (lifetimes?) of preparation may be necessary for some to awaken, and completely unnecessary for others. Your ultimate nature decides and makes it happen when the time is right. For me, the catalyst was suffering. It opened my eyes enough to realize that I was no longer willing to cling to the conditioned mind. But that was just the first step. The real work has been developing the courage, integrity, and humility to dissolve my aversions and desires. It happens naturally in the light of your essence, sometimes suddenly but more often gradually as a deepening expression of your realization.

It can be surprising once you let go of identification. The veil of you that is left isn't lost. It becomes more sublime. Life is relaxed, creative, intelligent, and authentic because it is a purer expression of your essence. Your only regret is that you didn't realize it sooner.

Disorientation is pretty common when your mind begins to cope with its unreality. We spend so much of our lives believing we are our thoughts, it isn't surprising that the mind takes time to adjust. I went through a period where I got physically dizzy, to the point where I was concerned about safely performing basic functions like driving. I noticed that the disorientation happened when I was thinking about (un)reality, rather than simply being. When I felt disoriented, I found that focusing inward as I do in meditation returned me to steadiness. Now, the dizziness rarely happens and when it does it only lasts for a moment. In addition to meditation, I recommend contemplating The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts. The third Greek maxim is: "Certainty brings ruin". With honest intent and discipline, you can learn to let go of the need for certainty and settle into the essence of who you are. It is said that before entering the sea a river trembles with fear. She looks back at the path she has traveled, from the peaks of the mountains, the long winding road crossing forests and villages. And in front of her, she sees an ocean so vast, that to enter there seems nothing more than to disappear forever. But there is no other way. The river can not go back. Nobody can go back. To go back is impossible in existence. The river needs to take the risk of entering the ocean because only then will fear disappear, because that’s where the river will know it’s not about disappearing into the ocean, but of becoming the ocean. - Khalil Gibran

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Some clarifications might be helpful. For me: Goodness: Intent and actions arising from alignment with your ultimate nature as God God: The absolute, within and beyond all dualities including the creation of the cosmos and the potentiality of the void Love: The ultimate seamless essence underlying all apparent differences; another word for God

I haven't watched the video, but goodness = god = love. It is light within light realizing light.

People lose their minds all the time, as an escape from suffering. They end up in insane asylums. That is the opposite from seeing the conditioned mind for the torture device that it is. This realization is the beginning of true sanity. When you no longer identify with your thoughts, you are free to train the mind until it aligns with your will. At that point, you are riding the elephant instead of being dragged around by it through the mud.

- Cause you insist on imposing your desires upon the cosmos, instead of surrendering to the gift of the cosmos working through you

Suffering is only a catalyst to awakening when the person is ready to surrender to the reality of the moment. The reason so few people awaken isn't due to lack of suffering. It is because they react to suffering by resisting it, which only increases their suffering. Most people would be tortured to death before realizing this. It's like being caught in a patch of thorns, and bloodying yourself by fighting against it rather than seeing it truly, and calmly responding by finding your way through it.

Suffering is suffocating. As a kid, I jumped into a river and was caught in the undercurrent. It is the closest I have come to dying. When you are in the pull of the river, is it wiser to fight against it or to surrender? It will land you safely on the other side, if you let it.

The negative awakening, where one sees what is not, is the highest knowledge within the mind. It is the final milestone of Neti Neti. The positive awakening, where one realizes the essence of itself, is directly experienced beyond the mind. When it happens, the seamless essence of everything is seen. It is all light, made of light. The negative awakening can be mentally imbalancing because it threatens the false reality of the ego. The positive awakening provides a haven from the ego, in the absolute silence within and beyond the self.

Lucid dreaming is the highest adventure, but even non-lucid dreaming is an adventure. Your earlier observation about crazy is spot on. It's hilarious when you go down the rabbit hole of reality. You realize a profound insight, then realize that the act of realizing is the ego in a nearly-convincing yoga pose, then realize that even this realization is once again the ego pretending to be Yoda. Thought is an infinite spiral of the ego. Eventually, every thought (including this one) is seen for the lie that it is Ramana Maharshi was right. The only truth is silence.

The essence of everything, regardless of appearance, is still God. It is all the same gold, appearing in a bracelet, a necklace, or a ring. Only the shape is a lie, the essence is truth.

Any judgment toward thoughts is itself a thought Just be aware that every thought, no matter how sincere, has the treacherous potential to be conscripted into the service of the ego. Even the thought that "I am no-self" or "I am enlightened" or "I am free from thoughts" is the ego pretending to be what it can never be. Don't fight with your thoughts. It only empowers them by binding your attention to them. Allow them to arise, without resisting or identifying with them. Let them come and go like clouds in the sky. Eventually you will learn to consistently remain present, with thoughts in the periphery of awareness. Some thought and feeling clouds are heavier than others. The energy of past experiences is trapped within them. You develop the capacity to sense those that are ready, and lean your awareness gently into them. The light of your being softens their boundaries, and eventually they release their rain back into yourself. This is only an analogy, but I am trying to describe the inner process of unifying the mind. It is the gift of meditation, which conducts the disparate voices of the self, and teaches them to sing in harmony. Each thought blends into the seamless Hallelujah chorus of enlightenment. ?

All it takes is the dawning of self-realization, which you have seen, to begin the journey out of suffering. It starts with a surface understanding that you are not your thoughts, and that your thoughts will never bring you enduring happiness. The universe (aka you) will test your sincerity each step along the way, and drive the realization deeper, until the dregs are drunk. Then, you will unconditionally be free. Meanwhile, enjoy the dance ??

That's great to hear. Emotional honesty is the foundation of any healthy relationship. You grieved at the potential loss of your relationship, and in the process arrived at a place of surrender that allowed you to reconcile. I'm glad that it proved helpful for you and your girlfriend. Here is the litmus test. Would you have remained at peace if the attachment to your relationship was permanently dissolved? Is the surrender still there, or have you reattached now that you are back together? Will you feel the same way if you break up again? There will always be attachments, as long as conditions are placed on our experience. It is only when you learn to let go of every expectation, and unconditionally embrace whatever is, that you live fully in the flow state of yourself. That is when you truly move beyond suffering. It doesn't mean dishonoring experience. To the contrary, it frees you to honor life fully. The difference is that you no longer identify with it, or demand the impossible of it. Unconditional uncertainty is incredibly frightening to the ego. It will fight you every step of the way, because it knows that its existence depends on the lie that enduring happiness is possible outside of yourself. That realization is the true gift of suffering. When you have suffered enough, you see that clinging to thoughts and feelings has never delivered what was promised. No matter how hard you try to earn it, the trophy is inevitably transient. This wisdom will give you the strength to truly surrender. You will release your white-knuckled grip on the edge of the egoic mind, and tumble through the void without knowing anything, except that are no longer willing to listen to the false promises of the mind. The light that you discover after passing through the void is ineffably brilliant, and beyond anything you could have hoped for in the phenomenal world.