Oppositionless

forget andrew tate, listen to thesingleguy

dreams are the perfect analogy for explaining how reality is constructed food taste good.

probably 6 hours of this shit https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XirQ_P3PP_o&pp=ygUUZG10IHN5bW1ldHJpYyB2aXNpb24%3D

getting flashbacks to the first time I tried weed from this story, handbiting, screaming and everything God that was a horrible experience lmao obviously he took way too much and probably didn’t even know what dmt was. thats a recipe for disaster

“brutalizing toads makes that shit hit different” -some hippie as psychedelics go mainstream God-realization becomes shockingly common. High virtue remains as rare as ever. if a zen devil ever becomes president all hell will break loose.

You do. you just don’t know it. the world is being created by your perceptions at all times.

ever since I started using my laptop for music rather than my phone I’ve been in a bit of a creative rut. Obviously it’s because I don’t have a midi controller. using my laptop keyboard has definitely hindered my process. but it’s okay cause I was learning just how to use the DAW for 6 months or so. Now I’ve gone from just learning the basics to the optimization stage . that means a midi keyboard for music, and learning vim to navigate vscode much more quickly.

good trips are usually pretty boring. unless they're, y'know, extra good. bad trips are so insanely ridiculously hilrarious. Abudcted by aliens, space demons, madlad behavior, encounters witrh the police. this is the divine comedy. (obviously not talking about my own bad trips here. I dont think I would ever act out cause Im a *responsible psychonaut*

I fucking love the r/drugscirclejerk subreddit. I think having some humorous self awareness is the first step in dealing with serious problems. Everyone has their own psychedelic experience. some people like mushrooms, don’t like lsd. I love lsd. babe, I remember when I was talking about how I could eat acid for breakfast . and now matter how strange it got it remained a great time . even when I took one of the same edibles from the next night. that brownie absolutely was the most stoned I have ever been in my life , but this night the lsd and the edible syngerzied in a way that I was able to remain hyper conscious in this thc hole trip. Absolutely reggie . God , past lives, all that fucking nonsense. all God . let’s have an orgy. Now DMT, Psilocybin, those guys scare the shit out of me. Alien beings , mischevious, and very horny, like a sexy succubus. I want to become her. She’s God, she’s the devil, she’s everything.

go lock yourself in a room with no light for 10 days. you’ll trip sack, face your deepest fears, and maybe even astral project. I havent done it lol. but tell us all how it is if you do!

Chris Sawyer created the original Roller Coaster Tycoon, by himself, in Assembly maybe that doesn‘t seem as impressive as some of the accomplisments here but as a CS geek it boggles my mind.

Feeling downright sorry for myself. Imaginary possible past life scenarios Two lifetimes ago. I'm a man living in southern California. It's the early 90s. I'm 26 now. My little brother was killed by the police when I was 16. Shortly after I began experimenting with drugs with my friends. I try all the psychedelics, stimulants, and few opioids. My favorite drug by far is methamphetamine. I love going on benders and the feeling of insanity. I enjoy mixing meth with over the counter cough syrup and sleep medicine. I checked myself into rehab after a particularly nasty bout of deliriant and sleep depirvation induced psychosis. Life is starting to feel real again. My face is looking better. In the previous life time. I'm a sadhu in northern India. I smoke prodigious amounts of marijuana every single day and pray to lord shiva. I live amongst the homeless. I try to help the heroin junkies overdosing in the street as much as I can. People respect me. they're more likely to give to me than the other homeless. I donate whatever I can to the hopeless heroin addicts. I left my family when I was 16, I haven't seen them in years.

It's hard to convey my love of cannabis. If you the worst that comes of using this plant it not accomplishing goals, becoming lazy, that's actually wonderful. Some people , like me, create whole imaginary worlds, very different from the human dream. The laws of physics change, this other world is so uhman, so alien from consensus reality. Inhabiting it for years is like suicide. My soul craves Earth, humans, and relationships. People can't read your mind in the human dream. It feels invasible when people start reacting to your thoughts in such an obvious and tangible way. The weed dream was fun. I love it. Better psychedelics, meditation, and Love can give me everything I want. I need some sex. I need a girlfriend. I need normal days. I need a quiet dream. The cannabis dream is so loud, so shakti, so crazy and anxious. So awe inspiring, so consuming.

without spirituality the brutality of survival would be so overwhelming, I used to want a metor to come down and wipe out all the life on earth, now I can playfully laugh at the whole ordeal consciousness finds itself in on this planet, every bad trip ends, eventually. it all returns to love in the end.

dxm is a underrated psychedelic. more visual than ketamine.

it has a lot in common with a high dose of edible cannbis. from my experience. the center of consciousness can merge with the surface you’re lying on.

@integral when people say mushrooms are loving, I find that so interesting because of how 180 degrees it is from my experience with them. and nn dmt. wow. people think it’s just this blissfull beautful thing. people really do exist in their own reality

@Joscha invisible guru forum jed mckenna (the “real” one) disagrees with book jed mckenna on that point. awakening is beautiful. book jed mckenna has a nihilistic streak. forum jed mckenna is much more conscious of the beauty and love of God. nihilism is only like stage one of awakening.

ketamine addiction… utterly horrifying be very careful guys. even monthly dissociative use can damage the bladder . Before using ketamine to treat depression for example, try “real” psychedelics. go to ketamine only if the first doesn’t work.

In rehab I had a “trip” or sleep paralysis experience where I took visteril to sleep with a noisy roomate. I remember waking up and there were these ghosts in my room, when they noticed me I realized they were my friends. We tried to exchange words but as soon as we did they would disappear. I think I went to sleep about 3 times because it came back in waves. When I went back to sleep it felt like there was a party going on in my room, with random people running in through the walls and closed door. it was quite unsettling, I didn’t use that medicine again.

insights into bad trips — there’s a huge amount of variation amongst nightmarish experiences. dumbassery and low consciousness reckless behavior are the primary factors that edge the merely bad trip into the psychologically damaging area. one idiot who ate an entire bushel of datura and ended up getting arrested exemplified this to me. — synthetics such as LSD, 2C-b and the 5 meos which generally bypass spiral dynamics stage purple delirium and “evil” are a miracle and a luxury of the modern world. life wasn’t always so easy for psychonauts. experiencing a sisnister version of alien consciousness on mushrooms made this crystal clear to me

even if you’ve been in the game for awhile , I think this book might still blow your mind just a bit, it did me. plus there’s lots of great sexual tension between Jane and her husband. fantastic read/ listen. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KepX0sfECUI&t=6313s

today I took an “extra large” (as per the package instructions) of legal amanita muscaria gummies hoping to go deep while listening to the gateway experience tapes. nada, zilch, nothin, but in some youtube comments lots of people were saying that they have been able to have a trip on this substance. I wonder if it’s one of those things where only half the population are able to digest it properly or somethin.

consider that a hyperspace being could be inside you right now (or you inside it?) unseen and apply that to the third dimensional universe as a whole

the scary thing about mushrooms is you never know what you’re gonna get, you don’t know if the 4 gram trip dose you do one week is gonna be less insane than the 6 gram trip you did last time. it’s also the best part about mushrooms. they often act as mirror of the most evil parts of yourself, but you can come out of that feeling like you excercised your demons and are reborn