Oppositionless

today I had an unpleasant acid experience because I basically tripped just to escape boredom. Well, I tripped to not smoke weed but the reason I smoke weed is to escape boredom. anyway, something I've realized about these substances is that they demand respect and my lack of respect led to me seeing all kinds of dark images and constantly worrying about my breathing. I'm not sure if I got anything of value out of this one... only time will tell. I'm beginning to think that perhaps I'm treating psychedelics like a recreational drug and need to seriously re-evaluate my usage of them. the beatings will continue until morale improves.

dude you have like no perspective. go visit a nursing home. tell all those old people they just need to BE HEALTHY. as God your superpower is being limited, so you can learn how to not be a dumbass. eternal omniscience and omnipotence == no growth.

seems pretentious . do you really wanna become another braindead neo advaita guru who takes a minute to speak a ten word sentence? lol. it just ends up sounding like you’re addicted to ketamine

u got nice hair. but u think too much. try taking some metaphorical stupid pills. pretend to be a cat.

try imagining how an animal perceives the world.

there was a time and place when I thought you were my forever or at least my next ten years, but a voice in my heart told me no so I listened and lived in a hellscape of my own making. and a little miracle seeing our old friends made it all come back when I thought I was good. and I hope you hear this, I hope a part of you can hear this. because life’s been tough, yeah it tried to kill me but I’m still here, still dreaming, still doing this human thing wondering how long until I forget. so I took the pain and put it in these words and sounds , took my music and played it for the universe to listen hoping God forgives me for whatever I did to deserve a pain so deep it kills you. not suicide no the hurt literally kills you, died so many times of a broken heart in the last two years or so but shit’s been pretty straight since may. I just pray that you hear it. I know you can hear it. and in case you can’t now I gotta release it.

@OBEler it was very much synchronized with the movie. and yes all the characters looked like fungi people surprisingly I’ve had a much stronger trip off just half a tab and a 100 mg thc edible. my mates and I spent an eternity just staring at a neon soccer ball. thats kinda unrelated but yeah lmao just felt like sharing that

yo… this shit will make you trip OUT whatever they’ve cooked up over at the Monroe institute , I applaud them, this is like the original gateway experience tapes on crack. I’ve had telepathic communication with a female spirit, damn near astral projection with mininal effort, the most lucid dreams ever experiencing alternate timeline. I can’t wait to try this on some special k or mushrooms. this just in: the human brain most definitely produces small amounts of dmt. I verified it.

this is the type of relationship I want

NASA astronaut claims aliens prevented nuclear war. https://www.indy100.com/science-tech/nasa-aliens-nuclear-war-stopped remember to thank your guardian angel every now and then (the fact that Im still here after all the stupid stuff Ive done is proof enough for me)

in India touching the guru's feet is considered a great honor

salvia, mushrooms, and of course datura might lead to this state most reliably

that's what the book Siddhartha was about. A man who is born a Brahmin in India, becomes enlightened at 20, and then has to spend the next 40 years figuring out the other stuff. Some people just do things in a different order, no big deal. The beauty of life is you can't cut any corners. You gotta do it all if you want happiness. I'm 23, for the first 20 years of my life I prioritized existential stuff at the cost of everything else. by the time I was 21 I was the sterotypical stoner with not much going for me, turns out I was still suffering. Found a life purpose in music and then programming, got more or less sober, and now everything is starting to come together and it's amazing. The myth of spirituality is that you can just magic-eraser all your problems away by waking up. actually it's the other way around: to achieve the deepest levels of awakening you first gotta deal with your problems, find a life purpose, learn how to be social, etc. Leo has a great video called burning through karma. and Teal Swan's video on spiritual bypassing, also good.

reality must be infinite, because there is nothing outside of reality which could limit it there must be something rather than nothing, because nonexistence… does not exist consciousness cannot be material, because the properties generally accepted to be found in matter, are not present in consciousness, and the properties found in consciousness are not found in what is called matter. this has been called the hard problem of consciousness in the last 20 years, but Leibniz was talking about this same thing hundreds of years ago. I still don’t know how to prove that everything is consciousness, but I have become conscious of it. somewhat. for instance, I briefly become aware of how I am creating my reality whenever a really strange and unexplainable synchronicity occurs, then I forget about it. I might need some 5 meo to really get it. the realization that everything is love, that is something I still haven’t verfied. but it makes intuitive sense. because there is not death (since consciousness is immaterial), it make sense. it just hasn’t fully clicked yet.

getting shot out of your body is relaxing? lmao I kid I kid

I need a rave fam

easiest method is to make a vape cart. that way you can keep hitting it while you’re already tripping. or yeah, as leo said, drink that shit. idk about you but vaping dmt is usually not fun for me. it comes on so strong and its just a mindfuck with little to no takeaway.

ahh shittt this was already posted my bad

Side note, I find it quite interesting how daniel ingram mentions occult powers in his book and even claims to podsess some, but he still doesn’t know what God is. it’s like he’s clinging to a form of materialism despite all the evidence to the contrary

please pray for physics girl

don't be stupid with psychedelics. and don't trip if you're a teenager. when I was 19 I thought it was cool to drive and go to the beach on lsd (it isn’t). I feel like I have an entirely new brain than I did when I was 21 (Im 23 now)

the ones even more conscious than leo, don’t participate in online discussions, don’t care to share their insights with others, aren’t writing books, etc

life, eternal cycle of creation and destruction create prosperity, create god, create money and drugs, create pleasure, create bliss, create the self exnilo just cross out non-being and write in God.