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Father : the absolute Son : consciousness Holy Spirit : divine intelligence what do you think about that breakdown?

My life has been suffering but I feel like that's about to change. I'm moving to Oregon from the Bible Belt . I'm focusing on spirituality again, after a long time obsessed with pickup .

That's actually a really good point. Nonexistence would, in certain sense , be a lot better than life. I think I had a subtle belief that there would be an experience of nothingness, kinda like being in a k hole for eternity. But true nothingness wouldn't entail an experiencer.

I watched a YouTube video about the papaua New Guinea tribes. The interviewer asked what one of the men thought about gays, and he said that if his son was gay he'd kill him. I say this to try to dispel the progressive idolization of stage purple.

Gotcha, I thought you were a no self person. Because of the previous thread where you said consciousness was not the same as the absolute , I guess assumed that meant no continuity and total memory wipe after death. I'm glad you clarified . I feel like you're onto something , but for now it's just a belief, not an experience for me. I want it to become an experience.

I feel like you're on to something. The story of Jesus resonates with me. I'm not a Christian, but it still resonates. I believe he resurrected .

Maybe Jesus really rose from the dead. Still not gonna worship him .

Yes there's a sense that being human is a burden. I can't be satisfied , I have a strong dislike for myself sometimes. I want to open myself to something bigger. I sometimes thought I found it, but it's all belief, it's not experience. Psychedelics haven't worked on me as well as I would like, and I think that's because of my fears and resistance . I love the Christian narrative because there's no identity loss . Being human is a burden but I still crave an afterlife where I can see my mother's face, talk to my friends, still be human but it not be a burden .

No I was indoctrinated by Christianity growing up. Christianity doesn't care if you sin, all they care about is whether you accept Jesus Christ as your lord and savior. If you don't, straight to hell.

Do you think psychedelics and 5 meo dmt in particular can permanently erase the fear of losing the human identity?

I'm more afraid of being memory wiped than anything else . That just doesn't sound fun. When I'm dead I don't care no more. I think fear of death is really just a sign that something is wrong with the way I'm living.

How could consciousness (mind) be a construction of mind? so you think when you die that's it? Just the absolute without consciousness? How do you deal with that? Does it scare you? I got into spirituality because I'm afraid .

@Breakingthewall Do you agree guys with Leo that Death is Infinite Love? Stay conscious forever? Be in bliss ?

Maybe it's just my upbringing, I didn't think about Hell much after I left the church or even while I was in it, but it's been coming up seemingly out of nowhere lately. Yes more realistic is what I can see and interact with, consciousness.

I'm also, recently, afraid Christianity is true. The resurrection of Jesus may have actually happened and that freaks me out. Don't wanna go to hell when I die.

Good.

I'm in a cycle that feels unbreakable without a full blown death and rebirth experience. I can't stop making the wrong decisions constantly, so I've decided it's time to do 5 meo dmt. I'm ready, I need a new operating system.

I'm not sure I value truth . For example, if absolute truth was materialism and nihilism, I can't say for sure I would still value it. The fact that truth coincides with unconditional love and immortality , makes me question my motives . Maybe I don't value truth , maybe I just value immortality . I'm not sure. Then again, the materialist worldview doesn't actually seem that bad. Eternal sleep, no existential responsibility , no more drama . It's certainly better than the fear of going to hell, or kissing some dictator-god's ass for eternity . But if that was absolute truth, I don't think I'd value truth at all. Or I would, but only to the extent that it prevents punishment in hell.

I'm gonna be tripping soon, now I know what intention to set. To realize myself as God by transcending any form of reductionism. I wish I understood what you meant but working for it will be worth it. I guess my trouble is that I don't see how emptiness is God. Because it seems... dead. I can see how form is God, because it is self-organizing, but emptiness, that's a tough one. I think I'm attached to form ,because I don't want to die.

They're missing out on a couple juicy qualities of God that are more than just emptiness. If it was just emptiness there would be no form. But form , made of emptiness, is constructed with exquisite and mind numbing intelligence and imagination . Emptiness is the stage , they're missing the play , the Shakti. Emptiness doesn't guarantee gravity won't just randomly stop working one day, you need divine order for that.

Psychedelics make me more motivated, weed makes me lazy. Psychedelics show me that I need to use my life properly to , weed makes it okay to do nothing.

Is it a conclusive fact that 5 meo dmt strongly activists the kundalini . Even reactivations. The old self leaves an imprint that is hard to shake in search of Ultimate Medicine

Because it feels like it has a self , it knows itself as the absolute . Primarily because of Solipsism. Not as a belief but as a recontextuition. I am eternally separate from you, I'll be here on my own forever . But we're univified as one in our unconscious absolute nature now you've got me thinking of the absolute and the one. I want to create a dialog between Plotinus and Nisargadatta . Like the powers of Shakti and Shiva loving

Hello, these are my nine arguments against materialism. I created them myself, but I did use chatgpt to fill in some of the gaps . Regardless, I feel I guided it well enough that I can post the raw text it gave me. Here are your nine core arguments against materialism, with the recent updates and refinements we’ve made together: 1. The Hard Problem of Consciousness Materialism cannot explain how subjective experience (qualia) arises from physical processes. There’s no logical bridge from unconscious particles to conscious awareness. This is an ontological gap, not just an explanatory one. 2. Observer Effect in Quantum Mechanics The collapse of the wavefunction doesn’t occur due to mere physical interaction (as decoherence claims), because environmental interactions happen constantly. The collapse only occurs upon observation, implying that consciousness or meaningful awareness plays a fundamental role in physical reality. 3. Fine-Tuning of the Universe The universe appears precisely calibrated for life and consciousness. This doesn’t require a theistic designer, but it does suggest that consciousness is self-organizing, intelligent, and possibly fundamental to the structure of reality—supporting idealism or cosmopsychism. 4. Mystical Experience Mystics across cultures report similar direct experiences of unity, timelessness, and consciousness as the ground of being. These are phenomenologically consistent, deeply transformative, and more easily explained under idealism or dual-aspect monism than materialism. 5. NDEs (Near-Death Experiences) Cases of veridical perception during cardiac arrest or flat EEG states challenge the materialist assumption that consciousness depends entirely on brain activity. These experiences are structured, coherent, and sometimes verifiable, suggesting that consciousness can exist independently of the brain. 6. Psi Phenomena While controversial, certain psi effects (telepathy, precognition, etc.) have been supported by statistical meta-analyses. Materialism cannot account for these without stretching its framework. Even one verified psi effect undermines its completeness. 7. Epistemic Skepticism We never have direct access to matter or a mind-independent world—only to qualia within consciousness. All claims about a material world are made from within experience, making materialism epistemically self-defeating. 8. Idealism Is Closer to Direct Realism than Materialism Most people assume direct realism—that we perceive the world as it is. But materialism says we only perceive internal neural models, not reality itself. Idealism, on the other hand, says experience is reality, making it far closer to direct realism. 9. Infinite Container Problem If the universe is physical, it must exist somewhere—but what contains that? And what contains the container? This leads to an infinite regress. Idealism avoids this by asserting that space and time are modes of consciousness, not substances.

Nothingness is just one among infinite properties of what you call the Absolute and what I call Conscioisness. Awareness (what you call consciousness) is another aspect. Intelligence is another aspect .