Realms of Wonder

I traveled from west coast to east coast to be experience being camp counselor for fourteen ten year old's, the goal was to Love these kids and impact them in any way I could. She was the one serving me Gluten free pancakes in the mornings <3

There are. while living my purpose my current Girlfriend and I stumbled into each other, she is so passionate about growing and authenticity it blows my mind sometimes. I think a big part of why women are often seem so shallow is because of where men go to meet them. For example, if one goes hiking, or to yoga, or to a personal development conference, or a workshop in a specific field one is excited about, works at a job they love, etc.. The chances of meeting someone of higher quality goes up. I imagine going to a club looking for beautiful AND high quality/conscious women is like going to the north pole looking for giraffes.

How did she respond?

Hi Yes with some caveats. My experience has not been the most pleasant, but it works, biggest issue is that its very uncomfortable, for me, after only 3-8 minutes, I get the urge to take a dump which mounts until I choose to do so, and then it turns out to be simply the liquid I put there. Effects were mild, but longer lasting, felt slightly beyond threshold, (take into consideration that I only held it in for a short amount of time) I have no Idea how powerful it would be if I held it in the whole time.. This is copied from The DMT-NEXUS "8.5 Plugging (not advised) Plugging is the anal administration of substances. Preparation Don't use freebase, convert into DMT-salt eg. DMT Fumarate. Use pre-boiled water (preferably distilled). Dissolving into vinegar, orange or lemon juice should work too. Add baking soda to reduce the acidity. Administration Cocoa butter is a good vehicle for introducing substances this route. The melting point is below your internal temperature, but above room temperature. This makes it easy to handle because it's solid prior to administration, but it rapidly melts once administered. Or make a 2-5 ml solution and insert via a needless syringe. Dosage Harmalas: 1/3 to 1/2 of an oral dose DMT-salts: start with 100mg, add 50-100mg, 250-300mg is considered very high Brews: 3g Mimosa + 3g Syrian Rue. Note: +10 ml liquid might be hard to keep in Effect This route bypasses the first-pass metabolism and liver. Administration without Harmalas will have effect. But the intestines also contain MAO. Plugging DMT is therefor 3x less active when taken without Harmalas. Most users report that the DMT is less potent than orally. The effect of Harmalas is 3x more potent than orally. Effects start at about 20 minutes with a powerful initial body load, the peak lasts 1 hour with an afterglow of several hours. The pharmacodynamics of plugging vs. intranasal administration seem to be very similar. There are no unique effects compared to other methods. It is reported that the plugging route does not burn or hurt. It also eliminates some nausea due to no stomach irritation. However it can still give a bloated feeling and it's possible to get nausea just from the vertigo of high amounts of RIMA. Safety The pH of a brew should not be detrimental to tissues. However, a large dosage of acidic Mimosa brews may not be good. Adding baking soda reduces the acidity. Note that substances going in this rout don't get filtered by the liver. They go right in to the bloodstream. Plugging is closer to injecting than swallowing. Being less active than orally and oral purging being considered medicinal, the plugging rout is not recommended." (Me again) I want to add that I have an abnormally high tolerance to DMT, so even plugging 200-400 mg wasn't super effective, however, at the time I didn't add the MAOI, perhaps a missing step. When I tried this, it wasn't strong enough for me, so I ended up dabbing DMT as well during the session. Good luck!

All you need is 1000 True fans. https://kk.org/thetechnium/1000-true-fans/ https://medium.com/@jeroenrs/one-thousand-true-fans-all-you-need-to-know-about-marketing-in-a-single-article-fdc3c4cef186

Hobbies include Eating clean Bicycling Reading Walking Meditating Drawing/coloring Painting Drinking Water Sarcasm Talking it made up accents and voices Masturbation 90% of my time on this Forum Lying Making mistakes Cooking Bragging about my hobbies on this forum

Instead of that, send me to video, and communicate what parts need music and what kind. If it aligns with my brand then I would be happy to will write custom music for it.

Thanks for the reply. Part of me agrees with you, during this period I am working 25 hours a week and going to school 25 hours a week, plus 10-14 hours of routines I have developed. Not a lot of time to play live shows or write a song a day. After school I think it would be really beneficial to take a quantity approach. What is the video you had in mind?

Now to find a way to integrate that into the week to week, month to month lifestyle. In a balanced, sustainable way.

The Year moves, on, with me in its flow. I look back to when I made these decisions. Become a Licensed Massage Therapist No Dairy, Gluten or processed sugar and junk food I am half way through my second term of school, the amount of learning, both externally and internally is fascinating, the skill being developed is so satisfying. and along that way, feeling better and better in my body, finding what works for me and what doesn't.

How can you know that your life purpose is music related if you’ve never played? I’m confused by that. You’re right, in any field one could dedicate their whole life to it and never get recognition from others. But don’t let that stop you from living an authentic life. (I’m not saying it will happen, and a lot of it is YOU dependent, but it’s still important to recognize.) From my perspective It really needs to be something you LOVE to do, so that you would do it even if no one ever accessed it. AND, it’s important that it’s something others need/want and are willing to pay for. If the main motivation is validation and recognition. I don’t see a way for anyone to last through the initial 3-5 years to build a skill set. And even at that point if people start validating and recognizing the work, it can’t be authentic work if it’s done for approval and recognition. Also, it’s important to recognize that big picture, a life purpose is more than the medium (music in this case,) it’s an overarching mission and vision of the most meaningful impact possible in your life.

I love that you have rediscovered something so meaningful to you. It sounds like it’s been a long time coming. Alarm bells start going off in my head when I see a lack of impact on the world. What impact would be most meaningful to make in the world? or how would you impact people in the world with what you have articulated here?

A few qualities come to mind. Vision Heart Leading by Example Open to Feedback Desiring to understand those who follow Empowering/Encouraging Truthful Authentic Wise Loving Connection Oriented Able to say "I Don't Know" Creative Articulate or able to communicate clearly Assertive Asks High Quality Questions

My guess is unmet sex/sexual intimacy needs. I think this because of very similar experiences, (granted, on mushrooms,) where my mind would fixate on sex, masturbation, being horny, watching porn, imagining sex, etc... I have a girlfriend now, and I have noticed that yes, it is still there if I want to engage, but is no longer a controlling force.

I am in Massage school, Currently the most challenging class is Anatomy, Physiology and Pathology. My strategy so far has been to make flashcards and active recall the answers, just brute repetition, which works, I want to be sure I understand the material before the actual quiz so tonight I tried something new, Using Chatgpt I wrote this prompt. 'Write me a 15 question, multiple choice, short answer and true/false practice quiz based on this study guide. (fill with specific study guide.) Do not give me the answers" It proceeds to spit out a quiz, to which I respond, "grade my quiz based on these answers. 1 = a, 2 = d, 3 = false (etc..)" The result is incredible, so satisfying! Not only will it grade the quiz, but also, if you think you got the answer right and it thinks you got it wrong, you can refute it and it will check to see based on your argument. For example. I think this is fascinating. Holy shit this is cool!

Watched this video which was quite interesting.

An addition to this, you can ask Chatgpt to summarize the concept in nouns and adjectives seperated by commas, making it easier to be "read" by the AI Art Generator

This is an important point to recognize, thanks for making that distinction. In a very literal way, it is very similar to autocorrect, as well as the auto-sentence completion that pops up in an email.

what about Porn?

Core issue I think of when seeing this post is that you dont know yourself well enough to build an authentic vision for your life. If I were in your position I would use that money to get training in areas that excite me , things I inherently want to do, skills or competencies that I am drawn to, while at the same time developing an understanding of my self by answering these questions and ones similar to them. What do I really want out of life? What would I regret not doing in life? What thing do I love to do that I can do for long periods of time without getting tired? What energizes me? if you sit down for an hour or two and really flesh out the answers, that will help a lot, do this 10-20 more times and you'll understand yourself and what to do much deeper.

Inspire them with a vision they believe in, so they come to work for themselves. Center everything in the business in that vision, that "Why"

Oh man... here's a list, not in any order Ate part of a pineapple skin on out of curiosity. really tore up my lips Peed on a sidewalk during a rainstorm Tore up my blinds and almost kicked out that window Asked some strangers if I could punch them Asked my roommate to rub my toes Peed my pants out of curiosity Woke up all my roommates by going in their rooms at 2 in the morning Man I was a fool.. lol, learned a lot about post trip acceptance/self-love.

One way of looking at it is that its intelligence is a mirror of the questions asked of it by humans.

other ways I am using it. Researching specific niches Researching societal impacts of my life-purpose researching whether or not my "purple cow" is actually remarkable shit testing my ideas Practice quizzes based on study guides for school

Branding Content ideas Articulating ways my vision will impact the world Planning Studying Broad overviews Skill building