Realms of Wonder

Yes, I realize meaning is created by our self, I mean this in a subjective, personal way, what is meaningful to you? P.S Don't just spout off something metaphysical or spiritual, unless that is ACTUALLY what you HONESTLY find meaningful.

I love that, when did that become a priority in your life?

@Michael Jackson ❤️ Happy tripping

Good morning Ma'am, First step is to do your own research. to get your started, here's a link to the five levels of shroom trip, so you can see what you are getting yourself into. https://www.shroomery.org/9067/What-do-the-different-trip-levels-Lvl-1-5-mean and here is a dosage calculator to help you get to the desired level. (not 100% accurate, but can be helpful) https://www.shroomery.org/6257/Magic-Mushroom-Dosage-Calculator This is not medical advice so don't @ me if you take too much. If you had such a strong experience with 300ug of LSD, you seem to be more sensitive than many, so you could cut the dose in half to be safe. Its gonna be a trial and error process through experience that you will find what doses work best for you. May your experience be whole, and expansive cheers mate.

Anyone free of sugar for more than 6 months? My diet is much cleaner than it used to be. I don’t eat gluten or dairy, and besides sometimes eating deserts, I don’t eat any processed food, and absolutely no junk food at all, even though I cook 95% of my meals, I find it SO hard to give up sugar. I will go a few days, to a few weeks without it (other than fruit) and then binge. today was one of those days, my mindset was so low, and in caved, it doesn’t help that I work in a kitchen for my day job, surrounded by delicious, terrible food for 40-50 hours a week. I know that’s an excuse. It’s my choice what I put into my body, no one is forcing me. But I don’t know what to do. I know there’s a solution to this, people have done it. I can literally feel it hurt my body, but after I taste it, part of me doesn’t care, it just wants more and more… and more. how would you approach healing this? P.S. feel free to call me out if this comes across as self-victimizing or not taking responsibility.

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Thanks for this perspective, you're absolutely right, I have been restricting calories to get leaner, instead of building in some healthy sweet snacks, I would resist it until it burst and I would binge. Good ideas, thank you.

Do you want your physique to SEEM lean and toned? Or Do you want it to BE lean and toned?

Ghandi Jesus The Buddha Meister Eckhart Confucius

live by example. Transform your life, take psychedelics yourself, responsibly, grow, become someone that can lead by embodiment, and show her its possible. Also. Become well versed in the common doubts and fears of psychedelics, and understand deeply WHY she doesn't want to. try to understand the pressures she feels not to, the years of indoctrination she's been through. Have hope, but if she doesn't want it, you cant force it on her.

It’s meaningful to wake up to an alarm? or am I misreading this?

I am curious to see who out there is actually doing the work.

would re-sensitizing your flesh rocket fix the root problem? If not, what would be a root solution to your problem? You say you want to stop fapping. Why? From what I can see brother, no one on here is an expert on this topic (I could be wrong lol,) so best bet is to do your own research, you're not the only one in human history to create this problem for themselves. Answering the above questions will give you some clarity as to what to do, or what to research on how to solve this problem. if your problem is that you are addicted to fapping and porn (like I was) then what may help is finding perspective on HOW/WHY to heal PMO Addiction, in a healthy, non-ideological, SUSTAINABLE way. Its not black or white, one way or the other, through your research you will find wisdom that resonates, practices that help, and ways of handling this situation that work FOR YOU. See, for some, fapping is fine and doesn't hold them back in any way they are aware of, and for others, it may be best to phase it out of habit entirely. you wont know what is best for you until you EXPEPERIENCE what works best for you.

What are you quitting first? And what are you replacing it with?

Awesome.

For me it is, What is Authenticity?

My curiosity has been thoroughly peaked! what musicians do you consider Mystics?

Who is ‘we’ in this question?

Wait a minute... So you're saying... It's normal to crave sugar/calorically dense foods? oh my In all seriousness though, thank you, I can lose touch with that, getting mired in who I "want" to be or "should" be, and forget to be honest with where I am on my journey. That is accurate. The ideal, (over the course of my life) is to eliminate it entirely. But thank you for this perspective, I sometimes fall into the "all or nothing" crowd, which is pretty toxic at times.

In this case it was cake and ice-cream.... And a cookie lol. Thanks for reminding me it can be a developmental and long process, that's a great idea of making your own, where you can regulate what kind of sweetener and how much is in it. in this case (and it tends to be most of the cases) I was avoiding physical sensations in my body, and mental tension and frustration. my thought process was "if I am already suffering so much, eating this will make me feel better even if just for now."

Still learning to love myself through these moments. I was feeling frustrated, with my body, which has been struggling the past few days, I was/am in physical pain. Also disappointed in how my mind was looking at it so negative, also feeling the backlash from the inner work and consistent action I have been doing/taking. Also, I was at work and didn't want to just "walk off" because then I would no longer have a job, so I chose to stay in the "suck." I was definitely using it to avoid facing the pain in my body, and my mental frustration, I could feel the tension in my body, I was trying to cover it with the pleasure of the sweets. I know there is a solution, thanks for your perspective

Who knows how deep the game goes. But the tip of it is clear, I blame others, put others in negative light, speculate and make assumptions. its mostly unconscious, like a deep OS running in the background, rarely do I vocalize it, yet it remains. Why do I focus on others, instead of inwards? Why do I speculate about others? Why do I distract myself? WHY? so I don't face myself, to avoid my creative work, to avoid solitude, to avoid the PRACTICE. I wonder how deep it goes...

Thanks for this, I'll try this out

What do you desire the most? - To know the Truth of what I am, my highest Self, intimately, fully, completely, light and dark, in and out, EVERYTHING. What do you fear the most? - Facing my dark side, my insecurities, need of love and approval, my repressed sexual drives/desires, my prejudices, biases, beliefs, fantasies, and so on. - Being 100% authentic. Why? Be specific! - I am afraid that my mental idea of who I am will be shattered when I realize what I actually am. - I am afraid that I will be reject able, unlovable, weird, outcast, alienated, spit on, killed, for being me. I haven't thought deeply enough about what it all boils down to, I have heard that the root of all fear is fear of death.. Maybe that's it, What do you desire and what do you fear at the most fundamental level and why? Desire: To be complete, whole, and integrated. Ultimately, Self Love. Fear: Being rejected, hated, or killed, for being ME. Why? Because I have been fragmented, dis-integrated and self hating, and it was literal hell. Because I intuit that if I live authentically, whatever that means, I will have lived the Good life, for me. Why? Because I have been rejected, hated, and even threatened to be murdered for who I am. I am afraid of that repeating.

Chris Martin