Proserpina

Yes, it's about allowing in what is already flowing toward you. I know instantly when a person is compatible by how beautiful their overall energy is, and that overlap with God's voice. It's about letting that energy penetrate you and flow over you. Maybe a little different for a guy.

Love you Jojo <3 Even though I can be difficult sometimes, I'll stay with you forever. I miss your journals. They were otherworldly and unlocked my spiritual abilities. Wish you were here. Your higher self looks down on me still. I can feel him there.

I might have gotten a little triggered. Anyhoo, hey, I love this song. This whole album really exemplifies STO for me and the compatible energies. His gaze toward my body-mind/vessel causes my body-mind/ vessel to glow with love through his love. Maynard has obviously done massive work on himself.

@Gesundheit2 Thankyou. You're a great person too.

@Gesundheit Mine was mostly caused by cognitive disadvantages. You are essentially calling people who have cognitive disadvantages stupid and stage red (sinful). Easy to do but where is your compassion? I said earlier people fall into this assumption easily (including you) because the vulnerable are easy to scapegoat for your rage.

Taking God personally is almost always accidental, not purposeful. One of the most beautiful and selfless and Godlike people I've ever met (RIP Martha) had schizophrenia who heard people supposedly talking to her through the radio etc. and took awakening personally. Your demonization of her and people like her reveals your character.

I've fallen into this trap many times. It's like a part of psychosis.

The feminine needs to learn to lean her energy back. She can do this two ways: 1. Unpolarizing sometimes 2. Integrating the body/ working on her individual cell. Channelling all her energy into service to self

@Proserpina But yeah, that's my weird way of saying I like you. You have a beautiful energy. You can talk to me anytime.

@Blackhawk You remind me of my ex. I think what you need is someone to come along side you and shower you with unconditional love and support. That's what I did for my ex for 6 years and he was able to shift. Now he's just not very nice instead of deeply depressed, but he is a inspired, motivated, asshole.

Solution to poor concentration: aim for better rather than perfect aim for better rather than positive aim for neutral rather than positive aim for better short moments rather than perfect long moments of relief serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference. Mindfulness of the body is enough, especially along the spine and head Use a blank object along spine and head

The lightworker has to learn to work with the physical and the body. A darkworker has to learn to work with non physical and the whole.

"I think both viewpoints are dysfunctional. They assume STS and STO are in conflict. But are they really? Where does STS ultimately lead? What would happen if you were to fully embrace the STS path and take it as far as you possibly could? What would be the most selfish life you could possible imagine? What’s the greatest pleasure you can think of?" "What is the greediest path you can take? I think if you answer this question deeply enough, you’ll find that it’s also a path filled with service. What is the path of greatest service? Is it not also a path marked by great pleasure?" " Think of it like this. We human beings are all individual cells in a larger body. The darkworker path is to devote your life to doing what’s best for your own individual cell. The lightworker path is to do what’s best for the whole body. As you, the individual cell, become more aware (i.e. smarter), you will eventually recognize that these two paths lead to the same place. A healthy body cannot exist without healthy cells, and vice versa. At lower levels of consciousness, these two paths seem distinct because the individual cell doesn’t yet have the understanding to know what’s truly best for itself or for the whole body. So it makes a lot of foolish decisions and mistakes. The darkworker cell competes with other cells, taking resources from them as needed to ensure its own survival, thinking that’s a smart way to get ahead. But then other cells suffer, and the body suffers as well. Eventually there’s a backlash against the darkworker cell to preserve the health of the body. It gets punished for hurting the body. This is what I call Darkworker Syndrome. It’s what happens when a darkworker simply isn’t aware enough to recognize that his/her own good and the good of all are inseparably linked." Steve Pavlina

Sometimes wading through the crap in your mind can turn up key insights or near key insights. You'll also be more likely to understand a key insight from spiritual teachers/ philosophers from your own experience rather than heresay. I don't worry about if my contemplations in my journal are crap or illogical.

Narcissists are immature service to self. They've made a conscious choice to serve themselves and they recognize a part of reality to be God but they do it in a way where they lose in the end and suffer. If they realised that harming others, harms themselves, which they do eventually because they are polarised, they would stop.

Narcissists are immature service to self. They've made a conscious choice to serve themselves and they recognize a part of reality to be God but they do it in a way where they lose in the end and suffer. If they realised that harming others, harms themselves, which they do eventually because they are polarised, they would stop.

They anchor and hold the vibration of the planet. Their gaze isn't noticed, because it is the default vibration of the planet. Until it isn't, then it's appreciated. When they start to integrate service to self they take their own love and turn it on themselves, reaping the benefits. That's why Matt Kahn encourages the feminine to speak I love yous to themselves, integrating service to self. Like the masculine already has mastered.

Service to other typically get taken for granted because they are giving. If they become unwell or self isolating people can become sick who were otherwise relying on their gaze to remain healthy. In my visions I was service to other. I must be integrating service to self. Its source is bright and endless She resuscitates the hopeless Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt Don't want to be down here soothing my narcissism I must crucify the ego before it's far too late I pray the light lifts me out Before I pine away Before I pine away Before I pine away Before I pine away

Service to other energy: Their power lies in their gaze. They are witches. Bewitching.

Some of the best mothers are ISFJ. ISFJs tend to be very 'simple minded'. Not interested in ideas and the big picture. They are typically sp/so 9 whom tend to be very placid, gentle and demure. What they lack in logic and complex understanding, they make up in their beautiful nature. ISFJ is also the most common female type.

Matured service to self energy: Singular, self investing, self loving, contented, introverted "The beautiful ones" Mice experiment- "Some – dubbed the “beautiful ones” – spent their time eating, drinking, and grooming themselves in seclusion. Elsewhere, mice formed gangs of cannibalistic, raping plunderers. Gradually, with a cohort of mice who would no longer actively mate or engage constructively in society, the population died out."

Continu'd the body reacts strongly to Wellbeing (source), especially around the spine and head. Wellbeing (form) occurs, positive feelings in the body. If held long enough beliefs form and further manifestations occur I've experienced. All rooted in Wellbeing (source).

I just want to be able to write in peace. There are people whom I support and defend by default it seems, default friendship, that's how it is with xxNJs, but I don't really want excessive conflict in any form. Those people are both worthy of support and friendship as well of course.

I think it does no good to demonise immature 'God' individuals, service to self (like my Dad). At its core, service to self is beautiful and equal to 'Love', service to other, which is clear especially at the final stages of development. Polarization and distinctions are a necessary evil and really blossom at later stages according to my visions. Demonising them only holds them back. By all means, stay away from them. I have an intervention order against my Dad, but don't demonise or you're just as bad as them only unpolarized. Many people with personality disorders are immature service to self. They understand something the vast majority of unpolarized society don't.

It's great. People are difficult. You get all that time to work on yourself, heal and invest in yourself instead of having anyone pull you down and undo all that investment.