Loveeee

Do you intend to ? What's your current quest ?

No I mean have you experienced infinite will ? Manifesting whatever you want

I mean it's fun to start from there but to be stuck there ? No Although as I understand one isn't stuck Also, what's your experience with this ?

Exactly the "highest" heaven is meaningless and boring because no resistance means no game, so the sweet spot would actually be in the middle, not God-mode but not human-mode either because come on it sucks

In a way no body has soul, not even yours Rather soul has bodies, and other "things" In this way, everything has soul Solipsism goes full circle Alone = Together

I've experienced it 6 times on acid, right after the come up To me it feels like my body is suddenly shutting down and it's terrifying But I let it all wash over me and kinda feel it when the process is done, the whole thing lasts 15 to 30 sec It also always coincides with God breaking character and interacting with me I have less and less resistance to death and last time I almost enjoyed it

I almost forgot the most important part : it felt so good ! I was shivering in ecstasy and moaning and twitching and stuff, some kind of cosmic orgasm like they say, that went on for like an hour

Holy crap I tripped two days ago for the first time in a year and a half, I was avoiding it out of fear really, but this time I had no resistance whatsoever, I didn't even know that was possible ! So much so that I spent the first two hours waiting in confusion for that terrifying feeling but it never came, I just came out of my meditation and I was God. It really is the resistance that creates the suffering, I kinda knew it but not that much This changes everything

That would be consciousness Pure knowing

Ego-death in a nutshell

My returning did feel like a choice

The more I trip the more I'm able to interact with my self as God, and play Like some weird kind of exchange of thought, emotion, sensation, ripples going through my whole field of consciousness, submission, dominance, vice-versa, back and forth, mind-fuckery, literal love-making It feels so real and so undeniable like the veil is lifted forever and my consciousness will never lower back down and was always that way to begin with It is a verifiable fact that love is the highest good and therefore truth (Interstellar was onto something) And that's why I'm scared to trip again Why in Christ can't I do it

Where did he mention that ?

Big fan ! Keep it up

I've been postponing research into this rabbit hole for a while and know very little of it I'm kinda familiar with Steven Greer and CE5 and I myself have made contact before but I don't know if it was aliens or just God, so to speak What's exciting to me is that these aliens must have some serious level of consciousness

So you feel stuck here ? You plan to die of old age ? Last couple of times I came back here from my "trip" felt like a choice, I feel like I could have recreated myself however I wanted to (different time/place/form) but didn't because I wasn't ready yet

I realize the necessity and even value of suffering, but why so much (I'm talking about the only suffering there is which is mine) I'm sure it will all make sense down the road, and I guess it did make sense at some points when I went infinite But damn

Astral projection

I guess you found it by now or just type ufo hearing on youtube

On Wednesday (July 26), the United States House of Representatives will hear testimony from three witnesses regarding unidentified anomalous phenomena, or UAP, a new term that encompasses not just unidentified flying objects (UFOs) in the air, but also any craft or phenomena that are seen in space or underwater that can't be identified. The hearing will be held by the House's Subcommittee on National Security, the Border, and Foreign Affairs and will include testimony from former U.S. military and intelligence community personnel who claim to have come in contact with craft that defy physics and known flight capabilities or have even seen evidence of "non-human intelligence." The hearing will be livestreamed on YouTube by the House Oversight and Accountability Committee starting at 10 a.m. EDT (1400 GMT) on Wednesday (July 26).

Time doesn't exist ! Nothing to fear I don't exist ! No one to resist God exists ! And it's me Funny because I still get scared out of my wits I might be an NPC

Didn't come back ?

So close yet so far

Trick to potentiate LSD trips : Lying perfectly still on the onset. Dissociation comes fast, ego-death too Bonus if you do it in silent darkness following your breath You wouldn't believe how deep I've gone with only 2 tabs, heck even just weed