Loveeee

I've been tapping into love more and more these past months during my trips but always thought to myself, does it really beat a good old orgasm But a few days ago I broke through and experienced levels of love I didn't know were possible, for a sec I feared I broke my (imaginary) brain or even reality, it was so so good and kept rising and rising, it felt timeless, I was like that's it this is heaven, I wondered if I "physically" died or something It wasn't just pleasure but love, like God was loving the fuck out of me and vice versa, intelligent sentient love At some point I was drooling as I forgot about my body and wondered if I'd even been breathing, completely raptured by this love I remembered Leo's talk about being afraid of Maha Samadhi during 5meo (becoming so conscious you lose your body and become love forever) because I myself got a little scared, I did feel like I was blissing out, my room was becoming more and more fluid and formless and the love just kept rising dissipating the fear and everything else, but yeah it got me shook as it was the first time. I definitely sense there is much more where that came from This recontextualized everything for me, afterwards I was like ok now I get it, jig's up, God is good, fear is bullshit and all part of the plan, I'm an infinite singularity of love As Leo said countless times

Just posted about it

Same happened with me I thought I knew until I knew then really knew and it goes on

https://www.trtworld.com/article/9e5018ec8127

Peak

Sounds scary as hell and it can be at first but it turns into the best thing ever What appears on the screen doesn't change but you become aware of the infinitely many pixels / one pixel, that you are You're immortal and untouchable, fear goes and love remains

Love, as you dissolve and your sense of self goes, leaving no one to lose or gain anything

We got Jesus over here Just kidding I mean you're right but hey if I was maximally conscious none of us would be here I could have been Kirk and in fact I am, I wasn't truly judging just playing but there are better games to play yes

Have you watched what I linked ? "Stupid Muslims" even his audience stopped laughing

Rest in piss

Blowing up but also collapsing into oneness Both sides of the same coin

Distinctions don't matter it's all love anyway Nothing matters it's all equally good I remember enjoying that weird sensation in my stomach before realizing it was hunger, which made me contemplate survival and fear Radical stuff

Sir this is a Wendy's

Apples and oranges I know but isn't 700ug somehow worth at least a low to medium dose of 5meo if done right ? I can easily handle this much and probably much more, I'm used to God consciousness, infinite love etc, and got real good at surrendering ever deeper People say nothing prepares you for 5meo but surely this must count for something, I plan to do it but I'd like to think I've been training not wasting too much time

How so ? Why not plugging like Leo recommends ?

I do enter that, acid gives me pure consciousness, never had visuals and stuff, I do find higher doses easier for the reasons you mentionned and hopefully 5meo will follow that logic

Good thing about about 5meo is quickness and lack of tolerance Sucks that you can die though, risk of choking is what's holding me back but Leo never puked in 200+ trips, I reckon if you plug and go slow you're kinda safe I'll go with baby steps, whatever happens was always part of God's plan anyway

What are your biggest acid and 5meo doses ? Why not plugging ? That's my plan

Interaction with Yourself as Other might be my favorite aspect of this work, hell it might be the end game of reality and God is slowly getting me used to it

1:05:30 Even a 5-MeO prophet like himself still doesn't get it, wow