Breakingthewall

Speed is a good tool if you need working like a machine, but always in low dose. A lot of people use it, doctors, nurses, drivers, cookers, construction workers, to work double. I never understood people who use speed for fun. They have a special profile, just like the people who sell speed. They usually receive people at their homes, and they spend hours there talking and consuming speed. It seems like a social club for strange people. When they do a line, it's like 1/4 of a gram and then another, crazy. And they don't seem too affected by it, having done this constantly for years. When I used it, 1 gram lasted me about two months. I used small doses to boost concentration and energy at work. It's extremely useful.

I don't agree, I saw my cousin, also a close friend, sink into a kind of psychosis. He was diagnosed with bipolar disorder (and, by the way, his first episode was after smoking weed), but it was something more, like an escape from reality. I tried everything I could to get him out of it, but he had no willpower. He didn't want to. My perception was that he went crazy because he wanted to, because he didn't have the balls to face life, to fight. In the end, we lost contact. The last news I heard was that he was an alcoholic. I always had the perception that he wanted to die, that's why he got crazy.

Can help to release energetic blockages. But there is always attachment and fear unless you are a true mystic.

@integral I'm almost certain of one thing: when smoking weed puts you into a psychotic state, it's not the weed, it's you. You carry that distortion inside, and weed makes it manifest. Becoming bipolar or schizophrenic is dramatic, but it's not something a drug can do; it's something that would have happened as soon as life had pushed you. I think weed gives you the opportunity to see that side of yourself again and again and resolve it, if you're determined to do so. I don't know about schizophrenia, but depressive disorders, manic disorders, mild psychosis, can be resolved if your will is to align yourself with yourself, and weed can be a useful tool.

Agree , the effects of marijuana are potentially dangerous and destabilizing, and it's trivialized as a "soft" drug, when it can actually ruin your life. This is something that should be known and repeated ad nauseam: weed is dangerous, and very dangerous, can destroy your life in some cases. Likewise, alcohol as a social lubricant is something surprising. It's a substance that literally dulls your mental faculties and has the power to disinhibit you, as we seem to live inhibited lives, so everyone in their free time goes out to drink with their friends, all over the world. Is this negative? What would society be like without alcohol?

The problem with having a focused life is that you're being manipulated without realizing it, through emotional mechanisms you can't sense, and the self steem problems are not being created by weed but showed. For example, in China, marijuana is absolutely prohibited because they want people to be totally focused. This is good for progress and productivity, but it creates very limited individuals, lacking emotional depth. When they're older, depression sets in—true depression, in which life loses all color. I'm not saying that everyone should be a hippie, but some flexibility is good imo Btw, I know a guy who's smoked more than 10 joints a day since he was 15 starting in the morning. He works in investments at a bank. He's married, has two daughters, a house, and a €100,000 car. Every mind is different.

Not just that. The society we live in drags you down a path of falsehood. When you're a teenager, all the messages you receive from every angle are: falsehood. You have to be cool, acceptable, lovable, fuckable. Then you become a mentally retarded person who goes around acting like a clown, self-limiting your emotional system in order to fit into the clown world. One day, at 14 or 15, you smoke marijuana, and everything becomes twisted, strange, but at the same time magical. You regain the magic you lost when the truth of childhood ended and the falsehood of the adult world began. You also clearly perceive the dissonance between the image you project and reality, your horrible fear of rejection, and this is what makes you border on psychosis. If you're strong enough, instead of breaking down, you embark on a path of coherence. Since you have been raised in fear since childhood, this path is difficult, but the other option, being a stupid puppet for the rest of your life, is a worse option.

Education should be about everyone being balanced, authentic individuals, free of anxiety and emotional problems. Then you could legalize drugs and everything would be perfect, but that's far from reality, it's impossible for now. Drugs are a reality, but they're also a problem. Legalizing methamphetamine and fentanyl would be catastrophic. Regarding marijuana, I think the best approach is the gray area. It exists, has positive and negative aspects, so gray. Methamphetamine only has negative aspects, so black. Legalizing marijuana promotes it, and that's a mistake; it shouldn't be promoted.

That's a fallacy. They say that if marihuana is legal, it will be controlled to ensure it doesn't contain artificial growth regulators like paclobutrazol, which is potentially carcinogenic. But a kilo of strawberries contains more of that than the marihuana you can smoke in a year.

Cannabis was very positive for me as a teenager. It allowed me to look inward and free me from my hereditary path, sometimes with very bad trips. Then it became a negative useless addictive thing, and I quit. I use it occasionally now and it's a positive thing, like a psychedelic that brings clarity. Marihuana magnifies your insecurity, breaks down your defenses, and you're left alone facing your social anxiety. No tricks will work. This can plunge you into psychosis or motivate you to align yourself with your authentic self, which isn't affected by marihuana.

Because Iran claims that another country, Israel, should be wiped off the map. So, if it had nuclear weapons, it could do so. No other country claims that another country should be wiped out; their weapons are supposedly for defense, not extermination

Yes, it's inevitable. If you contemplate it deeply, you understand. The absence of limits is unfathomable, therefore, at some point, some movement has to occur, and that movement, at some point, will be synchronous with another movement, since without being relative to each other, they are nothing; they are the same as non-movement. Since there are no limits, more and more movements synchronize with each other. Since there are no limits, this always happens; it has no origin, since before this origin, it would be "never." And the extension of this relative movement is infinite, because there are no limits, and it is absolutely synchronous with each other down to the smallest nuance, since any asynchrony would result in infinite asynchrony and simply would not appear. Then consciousness is because it'd the perception of the movement, without movement there is no conciousness, nor reality manifested, just potential, but as there are not limit the potential is always manifested. What is absolutely impossible to comprehend with the human mind is the total infinity eternally manifested, since our mind functions with limits. But it can be understood that this is the case because it is simply inevitable; there is no other possibility.

God is easy to explain, it's the absence of limits. Why it's something rather than nothing is because there are not limits and there can't be. The absence of limits is the total potential, and the total potential is the total being, because potential is equal to the realization of that potential, because there are not limits

You're afraid of disappearing, and those who say otherwise are lying. You're attached to your human identity like everyone else. The only way to let go of that is to open yourself to your true essence, and that's not easy; it's a mystery, and no one can do it for you. 99 percent of those who say they've done it have traded one mental construct for another, and that belief keeps them stable

There is always something because there are no limits, and the absence of limits is potential for everything, which is equivalent to everything being

Consciousness means perception. Without perception, there is no consciousness. Perception implies a perceiving subject and a perceived object. If you dissolve this duality, all that remains is the fluid of reality. Consciousness has no meaning; it means nothing. Neither does mind. The mind creates images or dreams them up. But the fact that you believe there are images is a mental construct. If you eliminate any construct, all that remains is the fluid of reality. Nothing can be defined, because any definition implies its opposite. Absolute reality has no opposite. when you die the movement will continue to happen; it's impossible for it to stop, because if it exists now, it means there's the potential for it to be so. Therefore, if it stops, it will start moving again, which means it will never have stopped. It's impossible. The form it will take is impossible to know, but its essence is possible to know. It's the very essence of current reality. There is no other. It's being, what you are, what reality is. This reality has no beginning or end. It doesn't really move. It seems to move, but it's not going anywhere. It flows on itself because it has no limits. The ultimate nature of reality is the absence of limits. That's what we are. And its manifestation is, to a certain extent, irrelevant because, deep down, it's always the same: the absence of limits appearing to be something. It's inevitable.

Mines too, are telling me: conciousness is a mental construction

Only one possibility is possible: absolute being is, just as it is now

I loved my parents and my sister very much, and my life was wonderful. But my father became some kind of addicted, narcissistic demon, and everything became very confusing little by little, since he was apparently a great guy. My mother died when I was 17, and I went to live with my father, which allowed me to realize he was a rotten vampire. 3 or 4 years later, he died. During the year he was sick, I was constantly with him, which served as an example of values for me: falsehood is a mistake; it leads to disaster and absolute darkness. I'm happy that my mother didn't suffer too much, ,I was a bitch at the time, I didn't behave well, I regret it enormously, but on the other hand I had no choice, at that time everything was very confusing, I tried hard to be a son of a bitch like my father and I thought that any kind of empathy, honesty, loyalty, was weakness, even I felt a lot of that feelings I tried to remove and be a shit, crazy times, bordering the psychosis month after month. One day when my father was sick I was walking through the countryside, ruminating, suffering in utter confusion, and suddenly, in a moment, everything became clear. I felt like gears were moving in my mind, like heavy steel, many tons, and they were finally meshing with a deep, irreversible sound. From that very moment on, I became determined, without doubts, absolutely trust in myself, and It was irreversible. and I know that it could be different, psychosis, schizophrenia . Just destiny.

@Daniel Balan Don't worry so much about the political situation. In countries where there's a lot of freedom, most of people are absolutely superficial; it's not a paradise either. Pursue your dreams, find what you truly want. A family? Studying nature? Deep connections? Whatever. Try to gain money, that the language that everyone understands around the world. Politics isn't going to influence you, unless you're under Stalin or something similar, then better scape if it's possible

And the guys who travel to Africa to kill elephants? Apparently, a lot of people are fascinated with doing it, and it's not cheap.

Spirituality is about breaking through the conceptual layer, then the emotional energy layer, then the perception layer, and reaching the core. If you're thinking about others, or God, or whatever, you're still trapped in one of those layers.

Materialism recognizes its limitations. It doesn't know what the void energy is, whether the cosmological constant is constant, whether the law of entropy will lead to the Big Freeze, or whether there are variables that would reverse this. In short, it admits it knows nothing. So, to say that materialism is false is nonsense when materialism itself recognizes its ignorance.

Energy is ultimately vibrating quantum fields, which no one knows what it means or why it happens.

If you do 5meo until a breakthrough is something normal for you, the structure of your mind, the energetic fields that make your mind be as it is, is going to change.