Breakingthewall

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  1. Yes life could be very hard, but even that it's life. We have to learn to see through the shit
  2. Smarter. It helps to focus your thought more precisely in the correct direction
  3. I finally decided not to eat fish anymore, which is a good thing since it's highly contaminated. Commercial fishing also brutally destroys marine life. I'm also minimizing meat consumption. I'm sure a day working in a slaughterhouse for cows or pigs would be a hard experience, but chickens that have lived in decent conditions is more or less ok to me. Milk protein from pasture-raised cows or eggs are fine too. Maybe it's incongruous, but who cares?
  4. From an unlimited perspective, it makes no difference whether you're a deformed dwarf whose parents sold him to be tortured in front of an audience of psychopaths or a divine interdimensional demigod. It's absolutely irrelevant. Only substance is something; structure is nothing, since it's one possibility among infinite possibilities. Structure is transparent. There's always a structure, and no structure means anything. From a relative perspective, the change of state of a subatomic particle has a butterfly effect that creates infinite consequences. Everything has infinite meaning; every thought that appears expands into infinite causes and effects in the totality of infinite interconnected forms. Unlimited perspective means that all the forms expand in infinity and disappear, but the substance can't dissapear, because the substance is precisely absence of limits. But then, from a relative perspective you realize that there is a movement that must be done, Every breath, every brainwave, goes in a concrete direction. Your life is an infinitely interconnected process that's in motion, like the rest of the whole. It's stupid not to take it seriously. It's like playing in the Wimbledon final. It's just a game, but it's absolutely serious. Not a wrong move, perfect focus, perfect alignment. Anything less is stupid. Like being in the Wimbledon final and starting to chat in the phone. it's not something you would do under any circumstances. Life is the same; it's absolutely serious, but there is a purification process that doesn't happen in one day One day you realize that a certain behavior is stupid, wrong, and you abandon it. Another day you realize that there are repressed feelings that need to be expressed, and you do it, you find the way. Life shows you the direction you should move, and there comes a point where you begin to see that what happens is part of a process. You surrender to the flow, and the outcome of the action isn't as important as the optimal course of action. You join the flow. That's the only way that I see, the way of: everything is meaningless, it's just a game, nothing matters, doesn't work for me. Everything matter from a relative perspective, nothing matters from a unlimited perspective, but both are real, then you can visit the absolute perspective every day and rest in it, open all the contraction and be one with the total, then back to the ground to do what must be done
  5. saying that there is no self is confusing and false, the same as saying there is no meaning. From an infinite perspective, there isn't ; from a finite or relative perspective, there is. Both perspectives are real. If you hit yourself with a hammer, it hurts. Calling that an illusion or unreal is trying to be psychotic without achieving it. What you're looking for is to be able to place yourself in an infinite or absolute perspective. This isn't achieved by denying the reality of the relative perspective; it's repressive and doesn't work. You have to understand that you're passing from one perspective to another, not that one is real and the other false. If you deny the relative perspective, you achieve nothing because its reality will trap you.
  6. The same thing happened to me with fishing. Killing fish made me sadder and sadder every time. Even so, I used to go snorkeling with a harpoon and kill them. I lived on a boat and had to fish. Really, if you don't kill them, they'll die of something else. All living beings die, and it's not like humans, who occupy a place in the machinery of society. No one will miss a fish; they will be instantly forgotten. For me wasn't about pain or moral, was about the animal is alive, then it's dead. You see the change, something powerful, full of life, in a moment is an object, it's very sad to see, I couldn't get used or enjoy it, I always felt shit killing.
  7. That perspective is quite real. Powerlessness is what leads to radicalization and scapegoating. It's the vile, anti-noble side that takes the reins. But I think a scenario like Nazi Germany, where they were truly being oppressed and humiliated by a foreign power and had recently experienced the utmost trauma in the First World War, is very different. Almost all of the Nazi leaders had been in the trenches and were filled with hatred. Today's populists are just a facade, IMO. If they started to act with real harshness on a large scale, they would lose support, but who knows, we will see.
  8. Btw, that doesn't mean that nothing means anything, just that you want to reach a mental state where nothing means anything. Really from an infinite perspective, nothing means anything, but this is a meaning too. It's enough to be now without meaning for a while, absolute empty of the slightest meaning
  9. I would say that more than dissolving the self, what we need to do is dissolve the meaning. When they say the self is illusory and that you are the totality, you remain in a mental framework that you are the experience, the totality, etc. What we need to achieve is being here and now without any meaning. The experience must be absolutely empty of interpretation, of rootedness, of relationship with anything else. Meaning relates and implies an endless chain of relationships. If you say: "I am not the self, I am the complete experience," there are a thousand pages behind that, they are there lurking. It's simpler: no meaning. I used to repeat it constantly: nothing means anything, until in my mind the meaning fell away, then your mind falls away, because your mind without meaning is nothing.
  10. I'd say they chose the whites because the whites won. If the blacks had won, they would choose the blacks, or asians. Given human nature, groups compete to the death, and one has to win. It's the whites, for reasons that may be a balance between aggression and submission, or because of geographic location, or whatever. The fact is that the whites won the wars, so it creeps into the subconscious: whites are better. It's as if someone is a world champion at something, famous or powerful, people see them as better. It seems genetic. The history of humanity didn't finish, seems that the Asian are pushing hard, let's see if in 25 years asian is cool, white is vulgar.
  11. It's almost impossible to find anyone truly immersed in this process. Millions are into spirituality, but what they are looking for is be grounded. security Another reason for talking so much about this is that it seems the subject of "enlightenment" or whatever we want to call it isn't truly formulated precisely anywhere, or at least seems so, everything is confusing ; no one has drawn a clear map. It's something that can be done, but it's extremely difficult, subtle, and full of nuances. It's extremely confusing and subjective. Our minds are full of barriers. The configuration of our reality is a structure that traps you and makes it extremely difficult to step back and see everything from another perspective.
  12. Great if you found what I said useful. I don't talk with the idea of helping the people, it's like a kind of meditation in company. Talking about this make everything becoming clearer little by little. Without this activity it would be impossible to me
  13. Almost no European king was ever deposed, because the institution was sacred. And royal blood was sacred. A king had to be from a royal dynasty. This was also the case in ancient African kingdoms. By the way, your way of expressing yourself is very arrogant. Perhaps you have some insecurity you need to compensate for? Do you need a hug?
  14. There is a fundamental difference: in a tribe, the chief is the leader by tacit agreement of the members, who can depose him at any time. In a kingdom, the king is an institution; it is not the person who holds the power, but the institution "king," which is why he is lifelong and hereditary.
  15. When Nazism was in Germany, people were starving, they were subjected to the French, and in neighboring Russia, people were being killed like cattle.
  16. Well, There was a council of elders, and chiefs changed, even if it was by force. The moment the tribes unite under the command of a king, absolute authoritarianism begins.
  17. Ok, then in the moment when civilization arises.
  18. In infinity, inside is the same as outside, separation is the same as unity, part is the same as whole. This isn't a play on words; it's inevitable. In the absence of limits, infinite limits arise; infinite fractions, each of which contains is whole. That's why reality is, because it has no limits.
  19. Authoritarianism is the natural form of organization of human societies. Democracy and human rights are a very recent evolutionary step that arises due to certain conditions. If these conditions disappear, authoritarianism returns. Furthermore, the democratic system is not as democratic as it seems; the real powers are oligarchic and authoritarian.
  20. Most people who seem normal and do normal things are more insane than you, but their fear of not being accepted is so strong that it keeps them functioning in a seemingly normal way. If you push them and see what's underneath, you'll be surprised. If you are dumb enough and your intensity is low enough, you can adapt your foot to the shoe without it being unbearable.
  21. Thanks and I agree, being able to transcend the self is a breaking of a barrier. It's a necessary step to be able to make this shift in meditation easily. Otherwise, meditation is a bombardment of self-referential thoughts that constantly create the bubble of the self. Breaking the bubble is a necessary first step. I remember the first time this happened to me, while meditating in a park with a little weed. Suddenly, the bubble burst, and reality was fluid, limitless. This lasted for two minutes. Then, you immediately start asking yourself questions, and the bubble returns. But later, you can do it more easily, and at a certain point, your normal state is more open. There has been an essential change; your quality of life has increased by an order of magnitude. But you are still limited by experience. You are the experience that flows. What is this? A flowing experience...it's pleasant, relaxed, not contracted, but you are not in true contact with yourself. There is a wall separating you. Perhaps that is the state of an animal, or the state when you were a child, but if you are honest with yourself, there is always a shadow of dissatisfaction. If you achieve this normally through meditation, you might think that this is the end of the path, and you become non-dualistic and say all the time that there is no self. But if you are insightful, deep down you will know that something is missing. What is it? Is it impossible to know? Why? There is another barrier. Right now, it's hard for me to talk about this because the last time I managed to break through it, even for a moment, was five days ago, and it’s already fading. If you achieve a meditative state absolutely empty of interpretation, your realization is that you are now alone in the infinite, without any foundation, arising as experience like a fluid emerging. It can feel strange and intimidating. If you can maintain that truly empty state , without foundation, without God or anything ,just reality in all its depth, at some point this depth will see itself as unfathomable. Then, reality opens up. What this experience truly is reveals itself . not its form, but its substance. It is something indefinable, but it is what you are. It is total; it is absolute existence arising from the fact of infinity, absolutely free and total. It doesn’t matter if the experience is being an omnipotent god or a almost dead rat , the substance is the same. You are the substance; the form is irrelevant. Everything is contained in that substance; it is your essence and nothing is missing. What you were seeking is this . it is absolutely impossible for there to be anything more because this is everything. You have always been this. There are no questions; it is the total answer. The problem is that this closes again. Well, the problem... or the game. It's addictive to try to decipher the code of the structure of this configuration of reality without falling into traps. Nothing compares to it , no sport, game, or challenge. They are children's games; this is the real game. And this is the end of dissatisfaction. anyway, every time that you get this total openess, something changes in your structure, small changes that makes the experience more relaxed, open, fluid. Then the next opening is not so difficult than the other before
  22. Let's see, if you say that for you the most important thing is the truth, that nothing else matters, that you read spirituality all the time, that you want to reach the bottom of the bottom, the top of the top, the total opening to absolute infinity, to limitless expansion... why do you refuse to open your mind? Are you afraid or something? It seems like a lot. It seems crazy to be hooked on this kind of conversation, but the fact is that no one else in the world is interested in this, which is the only really interesting thing, and those who are interested, except for some rare cases, don't really want to do it. This is the definitive enigma, the most interesting maze that exists, the top of the games. Nothing could be compared.
  23. Yes , for me it's very clear too, that you don't know anything 😘
  24. Sorry, I ve lost my patience because talking to Someone here is exhausting, as he refuses to understand anything, he refuses even to argue and clarify, he just wants to win. It's stupid argue with him, but the text of Adams was interesting and I wanted to talk about it, about what's conciousness, etc. I think that this talk in the correct direction is like a meditation that can free the mind
  25. It's exhausting talking with you guys, you are like walls, and made from steel. Have a nice time inside your box, sure it's comfortable, because seems obvious that you don't want to get out of them 😘