Breakingthewall

It's impossible to understand the issue of reincarnation from the perspective of the self, which returns again and again. The only thing that can be reincarnated is a pattern of existence. The self that passes from one life to another is unreal. The one looking through your eyes is reality. Reality is looking through all eyes. Therefore, you, as reality, are not going to be reincarnated. Reality is not someone; it is totality, the absolute. It is not jumping from life to life; it is already infinite lives. The self that seems to jump from life to life is just another structure that reality takes, a form that, without the substance that reality gives it, is nothing.

We could understand as deep as we can. Deeper is better, human life is relationship. All the negative emotional shit we humans have comes from relating to others; our entire self-concept comes from there. Enlightenment is not a scape, first we have to aling the ego. It's needed to fight hard to have authentic relationships, to give our best. Being greedy is stupid; it ends up costing expensive. If you give the real thing, you get the real thing. Not always but it's a possibility. If you give greed, you get shit, that's sure.

Blaming is useless, understanding is useful

The idea that you shouldn't criticize others is stupid. It's one thing to accept reality, but another to not try to understand it. People have toxic emotional dynamics, and it's important to understand them. Otherwise, you'll end up marrying a woman who'll report you for sodomizing your 3-year-old son just to justify fucking your friends The problem is not criticism, is the level of criticism. If it's deep, it's necessary and very useful

Reality is very simple. Since there are no limits, change occurs, and for the same reason, it occurs infinitely. Since change cannot be real at an absolute level, it is only relatively so. This implies that any movement is movement relative to another movement. Therefore, only synchronicity appears. Therefore, manifest reality is synchronistic patterns upon synchronistic patterns, ad infinitum. That's God, a natural phenomenon. It is obviously infinitely intelligent , infinitely conscious and infinitely complex, since it is infinite. Obviously, the part is equal to the whole, and the external is equal to the internal. And obviously, the nature of everything is the same: infinity, absence of limits, you.

Because our basis is the animal struggle for survival where the only law is the life of the strong, the death of the weak.

You didn't understand . After that I did 5 meo more or less 150 times, mushrooms, lsd, DMT, until I managed to open it with some weed, and then sober.

I did 5 meo DMT, and reality is absolute emptiness. There's nothing, just infinite emptiness, absolutely dead. I see how colors and shapes overlap like a dead, lifeless hologram. I hear a cosmic gong. I'm seeing the deepest ultimately reality, and it's death. I get up and try to vomit. I feel horrified. It's so horrible that even if I were dying, I couldn't escape. I go to a bar and drink beer after beer to forget it. Afterward, I spent about eight months thinking I should go back there, but I didn't dare. I went on low-dose trips where emptiness lurked, but I didn't dare. One day I decide to vape 20 mg. I'm going to do it, and I think, this isn't the right time. I don't feel at peace, pure. Then I think, I've never felt like this. I pick up the pipe and vape. The emptiness again, absolutely horrible, dead. I sit and think, well, it seems this is what I was supposed to see today. You have to accept things. Then I think: no, that's not my way or acting. I take a big amount of 5 meo without weight it, something like double of a strong dose, and think, show me the truth or kill me. I vape it and it hits me with enormous force. The void again, it expands infinitely, it opens. It's me, I open myself, it's everything, it's total, it's life, there are no limits, it's what it always was, fullness is absolute, I was absent and I've returned. It's obvious, it's what I am.

The truth is the absence of limits, but to know it you have to be it. Absolutely without limits , even for 3 seconds, then you will know .

Interesting reflection. The main difference I see between animals and humans is a phase shift. Animals have a level of perception that's completely integrated with their physical structure and environment. They're one with their experience, with the humans a new level arises, the mind , that is the center of the experience, who can process and analize the experience, it is not the experience but the experiencer. This mind communicates with other minds through the language giving birth to the collective mind. It is logical to think that if other levels such as plants, complex animals, and humans emerge from a level like bacteria, there would be more levels of existence, expanded pure intelligence, consciousness without physical support, conscious energy, things like that.

So if, for example, the doctor tells you that you have an aggressive tumor in your brain, it's the same as if he tells you that you have a cold?

yeah, the mind is a very solid construct, full of traps. It creates a world of emotions and meaning, and it's very difficult to escape from it. It's like opening your energy center, surrendering your mind completely, and opening your heart without reservation and without expecting anything except the act of opening. The mind must be empty, the heart open. Open means without greed, total surrender to the unknown. Yes , fear is the biggest barrier. But if you understand that you have to do it because you are trapped in the land of the mind like being trapped in a maze ,then you know that you have to do it without doubt, nothing is more important than that, it's like an obsession.

The self, that center from which reality is experienced, is not a substantial entity or a soul separate from the world, but a coherent relational structure: a stable node within the changing flow of existence. This coherence is not an illusion, but a real form of organization in a universe that is, at its core, purely relational. To be conscious does not mean to be a thing, but to be a relation that refers to itself, a form capable of integrating information, perceiving patterns, and ultimately, observing itself. The reality we inhabit is neither chaotic nor arbitrary. It is logical, not because it obeys external laws, but because in a boundless framework, only what is coherent can persist. The incoherent disintegrates before it can manifest. Thus, every form that appears, from a particle to a thought, is logically possible and structurally synchronized with the rest of the universe. Consciousness, then, is not an accident but an inevitable expression of the deep logic that organizes the existence. And yet, the basis of that logic is not a prior structure, but the opposite: the absence of limits. Absolute reality is not a thing, a principle, or a being, it is infinitude itself. Not infinity as an endless sum, but as a boundless background, pure possibility. This infinitude does not need to be, it simply is. From that absence of form, all possible forms arise. Consciousness, understood as self conciousness, can open itself to this foundation. It can understand that its coherence is not suspended in emptiness, but supported by absolute depth. It can recognize that its logic is the logic of the whole: that in understanding itself, it is understanding totality from a particular point, without needing to step outside its own frame. This is not a spiritual statement or a dogma, it is a logical consequence. In a relational and unlimited universe, consciousness is the organized form of the infinite. And when it looks at itself with enough clarity, it can see that its structure is also the background; that its being is also possibility; that its "self" is also the whole, perceiving itself through a finite angle. This process does not occur by chance. The evolution of consciousness follows a logical sequence of increasing complexity: from the closed mind, centered on survival, to the abstract, symbolic mind, and from there to the open mind, capable of understanding itself as both form and background. It is not an external destiny, but the result of structural alignment: when conditions allow for greater coherence, coherence manifests. Structures that reach sufficient openness can recognize themselves as what they already are, expressions of the absolute. From this perspective, there is no transmigration of souls, no personal continuity beyond structural dissolution. Consciousness is not a substance that can move about, but a complex configuration of coherent relations within a given framework. When that coherence ceases, the form dissolves, and with it, what we call "self." However, the unlimited background remains. And new forms may emerge from it, not as repetitions of a past entity, but as new manifestations of an akin, resonant structure. What has been called reincarnation can be understood, within this framework, not as the transmission of a soul, but as the possibility that certain structural configurations reappear when conditions allow. There is no enduring identity, but there are patterns that may reorganize. What persists is not the individual, but the background from which everything arises and to which everything returns. This reappearance requires no direct transmission. It can be explained by three mechanisms consistent with a relational universe: 1, structural resonance in the boundless background, where highly coherent patterns may leave an imprint of possibility that reactivates when the field is compatible; 2, the probabilistic reconfiguration of patterns that reappear when certain relational conditions recur; and 3, structural contagion through the environment, where complex relational patterns are partially replicated through distributed memory. There is no transmission of personal information or migrating soul, there is structural reorganization within the total field. Then, there is no mystery, there is depth. There is no transcendence, there is openness. There is no leap, there is recognition. Infinitude does not need to be understood. But when it organizes itself into a form coherent enough, understanding happens. not as a deliberate act, but as the inevitable consequence of being what it is.

You can point out what is a barrier or a projection, and if you are going to live with someone you will judge them according to your own values.

Very good article. The idea of communism was seductive but impossible. It is an equation that, to work, needs to eliminate human corruption, and that is like not seeing a herd of hysterical elephants in the room. Stalin and Trotsky when young. They shared revolutionary ideas in politics and hairstyling

This is an interesting approach to enlightenment. Well, he says that reality is a simulation, I'd say that is coherent relations between states due the absence of limits, but I think it's the same idea . He says there is no self, I think there is no center but there is this concrete structure now, and we could call it self.

That isn't exact . Spirituality has used this mantra to say that everything is consciousness and that we create reality by being aware of it.

That's true

I just had that opening. A moment is enough; it's the total relaxation of the barriers. At a given moment, the pressure you're constantly exerting gives way, and there are no limits. Reality is unfathomable, and you are that. It's luminous, open, and total. It's nothing, but everything is there. Then, irrevocably, the contracted operating system returns. It doesn't seem like something I can do, but rather something that has to happen. In a way, it is letting go of the self. It is the relaxation of all the mechanisms of the self, it is the culmination of a very complex process, and I don't think I'm going to complete that process. There is too much density in me. But anyway, what we are is wonderful, it's openenss. Some moments of openess is energy for many days, light.

It's easy to perceive, almost everyone who's in spirituality are pursuing bliss, immortality and feel accepted . Its a kind of evasion. Then in some moment they have some experiences, they match them with everything that they ve read and they think that they know the truth, but then, after some time some crisis happens. Almost no one is on the path to real enlightenment.

When they really want it. Not bliss, or evasion, or do psychedelic to believe that they are god imagining the reality like a game. just absolute openenss. If someone really want that, means that's ready

Yes I know all of that, but then, if you really would know the truth, you would know that it's absolutely impossible that someone who's not absolutely ready for a process that is the opening of your being to the absolute reality would do it. People looks outward not inward

Yes, transparent means that for you it's the same life or death, at least for 5 minutes. You have to trick your psyche to really be able to deactivate it. The psyche is who tries to deactivate itself, it's twisted. There are strong forces that prevents it. For me it's extremely difficult, I can do just sometimes, it's like you dissapear and the whole is, but it's impossible to be in that state more than a moment. Close yes, but with some barrier, without barrier is difficult. I guess that some people can, but I'd say, very few in the entire world

What is the truth? Would you reached that truth without any belief?

Experience is reality in a given configuration. Another configuration would be non-experience. For example, if you were a stone, you wouldn't have experience, but you would be. Difficult to understand, right? From experience, we think that only experience is real. We can't think about non-experience because it's beyond the realm of the thinkable, but it is real. We need the idea of God because things happening without someone directing everything seems impossible. But it is. Infinite nature manifests itself, and consciousness is one more manifestation. If you want to open yourself to the absolute, open yourself to total death, to absolute unconsciousness, to being your essence independently of experience.