Breakingthewall

fear is a fundamental pillar of the self. but only half. the basis of the self is life / death duality. the self is the attachment to life and the rejection of death. of this duality, death is fear, life is attachment. death = pain. life = pleasure. death = loneliness, life = belonging. pain / pleasure, success / failure, wealth / poverty etc etc. fear of one thing, attachment to another. You could say that attachment is fear to loose something, but i think it's different. I have an attachment to sight, not because I fear going blind, but because I perceive sight as life, joy, positivity. I would not be me without the sight

No, you may be aware of the unreality of the dream but when a real threat presents itself, instinct takes over. You could control the fear but it would still be there. So fear is part of the illusion. Another thing is that the ego's horror of non-existence, of its disappearance, does not exist. if you are aware of the illusion and of what you are, it is that your ego is transparent. He will continue to fear, but in a weaker way. you can enter death with joy, although at the same time fear

If you are only satisfied with being in god mode and you do not see anything of interest in ego mode, you can turn to be as much as possible in egoless mode, like the real mystics, those guys from India who live in a cave and don't speak in years. I am sure that in many cases his happiness is enormous. you just have to give up the ego completely

I wrote that and the pomp exploded. I'm free of that madness. It is not in me anymore. bitterness for the past is just a fantasy, something the ego grabs onto to exist. of course I love my father. he was a poor idiot and nothing more. that's life, a theater, fascinating, strange, fun. several days have passed since I wrote that and I am still 100% free. There is only now, only celebration of existing

If you want to just know it is not extremely difficult, with psychedelic: reality is infinite creation, infinite emptiness that overflows with infinite love and displays infinite facets of that love, such as a torture room. what is this for? well, to downplay things and little else. the important thing is not to know it, it is to feel it. be that emptiness of fullness. joy. understand that nothing matters, only the joy of the moment, the love you give, the happiness you share. And it is not that it matters, it is that just as the emptiness creates the infinite manifestation because it infinite balls said, you expel love because your finite ones. and that's it. dance, party and give it your all How to get it? For me, a lot of contemplation, ego deconstruction, be absolutely true, zero lies in your life, meditation every day until having a more meditative frequency always, and psychedelics, specifically 5 meo that allows you to take a quick look at the infinite void, if you do it many times, there is a cumulative effect

thousands of things are said here to help the mind loosen its chains and free itself. none of them is liberation, obviously, but they are a drop of solvent for the bars of your prison

@Moksha @Endangered-EGO yeah sounds bored to me, as an ego. I dont believe that the emptiness that loves itself with infinite love creates out of boredom, but rather for the joy of creating. everything is a manifestation of joy, of creativity, of true infinite creative passion. The joy is joy is such that creation occurs, by its very nature, without the slightest effort, in an instant, everything is created. the dimension of this is overwhelming, unimaginable, wild, total

The void is empty and quite unpleasant, to put it mildly, until you accept it and see that it is potentiality where infinity unfolds. after that 10 mg pipe, another one. in the end the emptiness opens and it is understood. Its you, God

Ethernal moksha sound boring. Better more party, wars, crucifixions, schizophrenia, and from time to time, being a bird, or some being of perfect happiness that exists on some planet. the dream is wonderful, that's why we dream it

orgasm is overrated, the important thing is the connection during. sometimes it's like a 5 meo dmt trip, where you melt into the other person. instead the orgasm (for me) is more egocentric

stop hating my father to death, who also died, so I can't even tell him anything. but I hate him, and that hatred gives my life an aggressive, fighting flavor, and sometimes very sad desire of disappearing . when he died his last words to me were "to see if you are more of a man" (I was a teen) and when I breathed for the last time and I saw the terror in his eyes I had to pretend that he was crying because he was giving me a fit of laughter. when I stopped breathing I had a vision: I saw him naked, floating in a black void, writhing spasmodically and emitting guttural sounds. This caused me more fits of laughter. my hatred is burning, acid. I hate torturing with red-hot irons over and over again. He wasn't a demon either, just a normal narcissistic vampire of self-esteem, maybe of a high level, but there are worse ones I suppose. made me despise myself, and above all, my mother, who died 3 years before him. I can't stop hating him, only meditation helps me. If I don't meditate for two hours a day, hate eats me. I think: I have to live to be 100, I can't give that son of a bitch the satisfaction of dying young. He is my enemy, the one who wants me to suffer and rot in life. I imagine on my deathbed having hateful ideas .... I think about it every day, so he has won for now. to win would be to remove it from my mind Pd: i know that my father is my master. To love him is the goal. Seems impossible, but must be done. I feel shame to explain this, i feel like a secret between my father and me, but as i want to stop those feeling, i did Pd: i wrote this and for first time i think: maybe my father gave me just that i needed. Really I'd like a happier life, full of love, acceptance. But life is not what we want. He gave me some tons of shit and depression to overcome

the monkey mind can understand it and it has been explained many times. You are the void, the nothing without limits where everything is possible. As you have no limits, you are, and as you are, you feel towards yourself a love without limits, pure and perfect. as you love yourself unlimitedly, you create infinite possible you to love, because you want to. all these infinities you, each one a universe, occur at the same time, since there is no time and there are no limits. This understandable, yet unimaginable infinity is you ... infinity. for the mind it is terrible, for the emptiness it is nothing, a game. At the end, all is nothing, only a dream. And the answer to any question is: infinity. The question is: yes, okay, infinite existing, then, how do I only perceive my parcel, and not the other infinities? ha, because you are now the dream, not the dreamer. this is your infinite and unimaginable power. What I don't understand is: is this dream happening and is it going to end, or is it always happening, or is there only this exact moment? This is the limit of understanding for me since there is no time...how is going to finish something? You are "now" the dream....so "when" is not "now"? But sure many understand this the monkey mind, conceptually, can understand almost everything, even if it cannot imagine. Maybe everything

My parents were very fearful and since I was a child I saw something clear: fear is slavery. courage is freedom. I always found it fascinating to watch movies where people were killed, tortured, to see how they were faced with something so unimaginable. Courage always seemed to me something mythical, brilliant, wonderful, so I always tried to face fear, and I keep trying, if you don't, you end up being a slave

indeed, you are an ego. the bad thing is that the ego, due to its foundations and construction, tends to become saturated, complicating, embittering, going crazy. So you, the ego, must be able to dissolve from time to time, realize what you are, a kind of image, dream, software, created by you, the emptiness, which is at the same time you, the ego. . since you, the ego, are the whole universe. when you dissolve there is no universe left, only emptiness. Doing this exercise from time to time will allow you to be a happier ego, less attached to yourself, with greater possibilities of enjoying and loving the reality that you are

the point is that you are the infinite void that does what it wants. It is you, and I at the same time, it is a game, it has no limits. Time does not exist, create it, there is no you or I in separate time, it is all at once, or never, or in turns, it is the same. there are no limits to what you can. it is unimaginable. You are God and you do what comes to mind and everything comes to mind and everything is the joy of love But: Are there other minds in this dream, understanding that they are all basically the same, or am I just imagining others? I believe that they exist as a dream, just as I exist. Each one is another universe, just like me, and we are all images, projections of the void, but there is no difference between me imagining you, or you imagining me. we are both different projections of the same, but just as existent

selfless love is rare. most only seek to strengthen the bonds they need, to be something for someone, a kind of exchange of favors. where it is most noticeable is in couple, but also in friendships. often seem like business relationships

there is a first duality in the mind of a newborn baby: food / hunger. mother = food = life. duality really is life / death. instinct is powerful, millions of years of evolution creating desire to live. Without that desire, you would not live. Over time, the human, who is a social being, translates the life / death duality into acceptance / rejection. the millions of subtleties of the social relationship are creating bonds, attachments, rejections. this has enormous force. if they kick you out from the tribe ... better not think about that horror, it is not a possibility. the tribe is life, it is everything, more than life. and we have already built the prison of the ego, whose foundations are fear, attachment and rejection, and its appearance, concepts and ideas made of words. Anyone who thinks that the ego is nonsense, misconceptions and nothing more, will find himself returning to prison over and over again in a thousand different ways, believing that he is freeing himself and being more and more imprisoned.

that means you are smart and you have realized the death trap that is the ego. people will tell you: don't think about those things, live each day and be happy! But you, as an ego, are a being who seeks the greatest advantage, the greatest security, and you have realized that this does not exist, that it may seem that you have your life very resolute and organized, with your family and all that, But the reality is that you are in the trenches of the First World War: any day something much worse can happen to you than what will happen to those in the photos, and above all, the end in the best of cases is decadence , old age and death. You, as an ego, are completely screwed, there is no good deal possible. without escape. the only solution: transcend your ego

You are looking for experience, outside of yourself, things that contribute to you, that make you more spiritual, more advanced. all of that is ego, you know. the only peace is in looking inside and realizing that there is no place to go, experience to seek, enlightenment to achieve, goal to reach. just this, now. When you see it, it is not difficult to meditate and find the balance

nothing is a bad word, since it leads to mistakes. we say that reality is nothing in the sense that there is no differentiation. contrasted with infinity, any something, or differentiated thing, ceases to be "something", it is nothing, but still is. it is the undifferentiated infinity itself. the word nothing suggests non-existence, and non-existence is impossible, since existence is

there is true altruism, that is, doing something because it is what should be done, regardless of how you are going to feel. the same as true selfishness, which is doing things that make you feel bad, such as mistreating others, addictions

Smart!

inspiring. encourages me to answer a question about my immediate future

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Yes, as I read later, mercury can block the kidney ducts and cause kidney failure, so you have to start small and see the reactions Yes ,ala lasts 3 hours in blood, but what I don't understand is because it is a problem if there is an hour or two in which there is no ala in blood. But probably there is a reason , I'll try to find. Yeah, it chelate from the blood and organs, so where is the problem if you have the amalgam? Well, sure it's better to don't have... Thanks for your answer and for your post, i didn't know about mercury, i was searching a lot since I read it