Breakingthewall

the mind of the greatest human genius is the same as the mind of a worm in relation to infinity. the mind must be silent if it wants to understand. understand that there is nothing to understand, only infinity. the mind can understand the finite, but the infinite cannot be understood (i think, for now, but I'd say that ), only understand that it is infinite, surrender the mind, and be it. for that you can be a genius or an illiterate with an iq of 50. the problem is that life gives us a thousand attachments and fears, barriers that trap us, and you have to be smart enough to realize it and remove them. So yes, given the nature of the mind, and the nature of society, you need to work hard and be quite smart, in addition to other things, as an integrity, to be able to get out of jail

what seems absolutely crazy to me is to see how people have totally materialistic perspectives, toxic relationships, jobs they hate, and manage not to get depressed to suicidal levels. Their mental strategies are masterful

So where the pain is coming from? First you have to play to the end of the game.

the best for me, without any doubt is the noble art: boxing. Getting into a ring seriously with someone is quite an experience. Unlike other martial arts, you can box to the max, give it your all. In mma it's hard, you're not going to knee anyone in the face, but in boxing you give it your all everytime you want (although the reality is that blows to the head are not healthy, you have to focus on defense) you go into a trance boxing. you need a couple of years more or less of rigorous practice to be able to do anything not messy, but it is very satisfying, it will make your body like a whip and your mind like a blade

@WokeBloke the others are just as real as you, and have the same experience of existing as you. it's obvious isn't it? forget the solipistic nonsense. spirituality is dissolving concepts and being limitless. do not change your concepts for others even more idiotic

the wachowskys were fans of 5 meo if I'm not wrong, so it's obvious where the whole story came from. the best thing for me is when neo sees codes, that reality is a creation, an idea. Really powerful scene. The worst thing about the movie is that they kept humans as a source of electricity. what a dumb idea. They could have said they kept them because they needed their real nature, or whatever, but not that nonsense, lowest efficiency possible. anyway, the movie is great.

Let's see, surely you are aware that your existence is painful because you yourself are inflicting pain every second. if you didn't, your life wouldn't be unpleasant at all. zero. It would be perfect perfection. Are you aware of that?. It's very simple. I have tortured myself, otherwise I would not know this. what is the solution? stop doing it. How? Only you can find out. It is like a difficult game, an enigma. you can play or not, but since you're here, what else better to do you have? kill yourself? what nonsense. There will be time for death. accept the challenge that is proposed to you. play the game. It's a lot of fun, I guarantee it. What are you afraid of, if you have already assumed death, do you even find it desirable? play, and bet with everything, there is nothing to lose

there is no death, because there is life. there can't be nonexistence, since there is existence. imagine an abyss of non-existence. almost eternal, but existence appears, which lasts an instant. this instant is eternity. since its limits are non-existence and they do not exist. always existed, exists, will exist. if it were not so, it would not exist. what is the nature of existence? that non-existence does not exist. there are no limits. a total madness, since we are that... we cannot escape, this is eternal, it does not advance, it does not come from any origin. it is. so let's get comfortable that the matter goes long. luckily it is infinite, if not, it would be a horrible prison

Thinking about the subject of the one... reality is limitless. why? because it is impossible for there to be limits, this is obvious. what would limit? if there are no limits, there is infinity. if you divide infinity into two parts, the result is infinity. two infinities. but since they are infinite, without limits, they encompass everything, so they are not two, it is one, the same infinity. but it has been divided, so in a way, they are also two. if you divide it by 10 to the power of 10 plus a thousand trillion zeroes, the result is still infinity. only infinity divided by infinity results in an unknown. maybe infinities infinities? it's possible. The reality is that mathematics is the language of reality. a thousand quadrillion infinities are the same infinity, you, or me, but at the same time, they are a thousand quadrillion. the multiple is one, and the one is multiple. At the end, there is one, since infinity is equal to infinity. you and me are the same. we are clones. we are one.

I'm reading here https://samvak.tripod.com/ Absolutely interesting. I have lived closely with a true narcissist, my father, and for me it has been a great challenge to stop hating. It had poison inside, 24/7. I feel sympathy nowadays, pity. I know what he suffered, his fear, his terrible insecurity. His life was very difficult, a lot of suffering, no one second of resting

Very interesting

depends. there are people of very low conscience, murderers, tyrants, rapists, who seem to have a higher vital energy, great strength, charisma, ability. perhaps when they get old this decays quickly, but in their prime they are strong. great winners who have led the world, the force of satan, the exacerbation of separation. hitler, borgia, jenjis kahn, stalin, vlad tepes, the list is huge

I think you can get to live with a minimal ego. but do you really want that? The less ego, the greater happiness, so on the one hand, for practical reasons, the logical thing would be to want that. but this implies a great detachment. for example, leaving your law career and going to live in a cave with nothing material. I am not saying that this is necessary, but that it is a possibility. you, that is, the ego, since it is the ego that is trying to minimize the ego, do you want to give up yourself? up to what point? I personally prefer the option: to God what belongs to God and to Caesar what belongs to Caesar. a healthy ego that knows its place, its nature, and does not try to usurp what belongs to God, but who, while possible, will try to satisfy. i don't want to be ramana maharshi, in silent ecstasy. there will be eternity for that. Probably i would be much more happy in that fulfillment, but I feel that as an ego, I owe something to myself

The problem with narcissists is that to stop being narcissistic they have to adopt a very brave, sincere and noble attitude, and it happens that they are narcissists due to lack of courage, sincerity and nobility. so it is a very difficult and unlikely revolution that would have to happen to radically change their way of being

evil and good depend. For the ego, which considers itself separate, the good is what is positive for the individual, the clan, the social group, and the bad is what harms it. From the spiritual point of view, or from the truth, there is no individual, clan or group, so evil is selfishness, that is, what strengthens the illusion of the individual, and good is selfless, what brings you closer to the truth, to the whold. It could be said that the false good is that of the ego and the true, that of the truth. but....from the point of view of truth, total good is total selflessness, mashamadi. that is, a single breath, is evil. it takes you away from the whole, it keeps you individual, suffering. so we do not aspire to real good, we settle for not reaching levels of evil that turn us into demonic monsters wallowing in hell, but firmly maintaining our individual existence, the closer as possible of truth, doing evil acts such as eating. why? Because selfishness. We have realized that selfishness keeps you away from the truth and from the only true happiness, and we want to be happy. but not 100% happy, since we would disappear

It happens to me with 5meo that sometimes liberation is natural, easy, spontaneous, wonderful, and other times it is impossible. when it's impossible, be careful. experience would define it as the entire reality is transformed into a negation. there is a steel door that is: NO. if this happens, your whole being, your body, your mind, contracts. I get up and start walking and I want this horror to stop, but it doesn't stop, my hands and feet hurt hard, as if something wanted to get out and couldn't. My fingers get stiff, and it gives me the feeling that my heart can stop. this shit happened to me recently with malt but it has also happened with dmt. I have a way to know if this is going to happen or not: by vaping 3 mg. I notice perfectly if my being says yes or no. if yes i can vape after more and it explodes. glory. if not....be careful. I leave the matter for another day. the problem is if you sniff or plug. you can't test, and it endures much more. with malt it was snorted and when my mind was about to break, something held me back. a relationship that he should cut immediately and that i didn't. I had to end that relationship right now. there was nothing else. ufff spend two hours of nightmare. my whole being contracted into a point. 5 meo's explosion turned into a black hole, luckily the dose wasn't high, or I don't know what would have happened. the next day I did it again, because of losing my fear, but vaping dmt, and nothingness, infinity, me. my arms and legs vibrated as if with electric current releasing the energy from the previous day, and I let it go completely. summary: watch out for this. this substance turns on and off the faucet of Kundalini type energies which are a very serious matter. Do this in moments of opening, do not drink alcohol the days before, do not have sex, do not do it if you are in the middle of a conflict, start with low doses

there is no essential difference between your hand or the air around it, or the emptiness of space. they are all made of the same substance, which is nothing. there is an apparent difference. a proton is a shape in nothing. your hand is a very complex shape in nothing. any form is creating itself. imagining is a good word. you and everything that exists are forms in nothing, so it can be said that everything is imaginary. they imagine themselves since whoever imagines is nothing. so your hand is imaginary, or your hand is nothing, or your hand is god

if that's real, not only an idea, it is a real awakening. Subject/object is an illusion. It's the reality (you) interacting with itself. but the explanation about what are the others is still confusing. At least for me it is. The only explanation is that what we are unfolds infinitely. each proton is you completely, each proton is infinite, and the set of all protons is you equally, which is not understandable

You are trying to understand with logic and reason. A cat understands better than someone who uses logic. this is an obstacle. there is no creator god, there is this creating himself. spirituality is to leave the labels, it is the real thing.

I don't know. What I know is that if you have an experience, let's call it shamadi, whether it's sober or drugged, you're going to be certain that the entire universe is focused on your current experience. the infinite void is creating an idea and that idea is your experience. Let's say this is so. then you draw the conclusion that everything within that experience, for example, you, is imaginary. Only I am real, you are not. doesn't that sound like too simple? ...you say: if you know how conscience works...and how do you know it? saying with great certainty that you know so that others believe it? the reality is that I see a cat and I know that this cat is having an experience exactly the same as mine but without the idea of the self. why wouldn't he have it? Is there any physical law that prevents it? infinity divided by 1000 million, or by any finite number, = infinity. That's what the math says at least. 1000 million infinities, exact and total, which are only one since they are the same because any infinity is exactly the same to other infinity since they are everything, total. But which appear to be others, since they could be divided. So, solipsism is real, only one infinity, but many manifestation.

So since you can't be sure that others have an experience of their own, are you sure that they don't? As an absolute truth?

I have the same question, and I don't think it can be answered with solipsism. Yesterday I was looking at a stray cat, and it was obvious that it was reality experiencing itself.. there was no cat and reality, there was only an experience. The reality dancing with itself creating duality. but at the same time the cat was part of another experience: me. I was not an observer or an experiencer either, this is an illusion, there is no me, just an experience happening, and inside of it there is a cat, which in turn has an experience. Obviously the cat and everything else are imaginary. where is the cat now? I'm imagining it, the same as the others. But what it means? when I'm looking a cat, i perceive without any doubt another experience happening. In this forum, 3 weeks ago, everyone would have told me: it's obvious, only your current experience exists, the rest is imaginary, awake, but since appears another video of leo, that's no longer the...dogma?. There is no talk of solipsism, the easy way out. This was a solipsism forum since 3 weeks ago...and now?

@Vincent S beautiful!

that's how it is? I am not that sure. I would say that reality cannot be understood rationally. when you understand you are out of reason. when you return to reason, you no longer understand. Or at least me

I think you know the answer to your crossroads: get out of the rational mind, out of the concept. go into the now, as deeply as you can. reason is not going to give you answers, only more questions. but I d say that your attachment to reason is such that you do not see that there is anything else. my advice: something simple and non-threatening, eat 2 grams of mushrooms. They will show you that there is understanding beyond reason. Moreover, they will show you that there is understanding only beyond reason